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I read the whole thing, and it was a drag a bit after she becomes human until near the end. Starting at the beginning:
Spoiler: Main Story
Princess Zelle was the eighth princess of Roymond, who reduced her presence so she won't be seen as a threat killed by her older siblings. Because of that, she avoided everyone of power and kept to herself. When Granor invaded her kingdom, she and her younger siblings fled to distract the enemies from her older siblings, the more powerful royal heirs. She was captured and woke up as a falcon.

She floundered around before becoming a messenger falcon of Valhail, the commander of the Roymond army and her 2nd sister's fiance. Because normal cavier falcon aren't smart, they keep getting captured by enemies. Valhail noted that Zelle seemed to be able to understand human speech and was initially suspicious, thinking that she is a spy. He started trusting her when she was injured on her first mission because the enemy wouldn't hurt their own spy. Zelle was a bit reckless because she prioritize the success of the army over her own life, which made Valhail mad a lot. She managed to figure out the map of the enemy's camp and was so well successful that the Granor called her the 'Eye of the Sky'.

Later, the Granor army claimed to have Zelle's body and threatened to kill her if the Roymond army attacks them. As the only known royal heir alive, Zelle is very precious to the Roymond army. Valhail managed to start a surprise attack, win the battle, and reclaim her body alive. However, they found that she was poisoned and would die in 30 days without an antidote. Bird Zelle got frustrated and bit her body on the neck, trying to wake herself up. Then Zelle flew off and was shot by poisoned darts after getting lured into a trap.

Zelle woke up as human again. Valhail started suspecting her to be a spy after she slipped a few times (she was supposed to in a coma ever since she was captured so she couldn't be aware of what's going on in the war). Eventually, it boiled to a point where Zelle admitted she was the bird and start quoting back the things Valhail said to the bird. Valhail was stunned, and while coming to terms with the truth, Zelle escaped. She was attacked by barbarians but was saved by Valhail, who admitted to believing her.
Spoiler: their reaction
There is a lot of awkwardness afterward because Valhail remembered he was rude to the bird a lot and Zelle was embarrassed by her behavior as a bird (cozying up to Valhail because she wanted to survive. He even asked her if that was sincere or just for survival. Zelle answered that she was lonely as a bird and he was the only one who recognized her intellect:blob_grin:).

Zelle used her presence to boost the army's morale (the king and all his concubines are dead, along with many heirs). They continue to search for the remaining heirs (1st, 2nd, 4th, 9th, 10th). At one battle, they tried to divide the much larger Granor army. Zelle offered to be a bait, but was turned down by Valhail in favor of a fake bait. The battle was successful and the Granor retreated after taking a big loss. However, a Roymond assassin attacked Zelle, saying only the Eastern King should be the real ruler. Zelle suspected it was one of her siblings. She later strike up a friendship and alliance with Hilde, a politician from the East.
Spoiler: first kiss
Their first kiss happened after the assassination attempt. Zelle was in shock after one of her maid shielded her and was stabbed (don't worry, she survives) and Valhail barely managed to save her in time (he also gave her a necklace before the battle, which somehow bought Zelle precious time against the assassin). Zelle was a little hysterical and said that she wanted to live. When Valhail reassured her that she was alive, she said she can't feel that she's alive (she's in shock) and he proved her wrong by kissing her. He later apologized for the disrespect and asked to be punished, but Zelle refused, saying she kissed him back too.

Later, 4th prince was revealed to be alive. He claimed to have fought his way out of where he was imprisoned. Zelle was happy to see him until he later accused her of getting a good reputation and respect from the army by sleeping with Valhail and other higherups.
Spoiler: 4th Prince
He was the firstborn son and the most favored child of the king. However, because he is younger than his siblings, they are ahead of him in line to the throne. He developed an inferiority complex and chose to buy and harass women who looks like his sisters. :blobtriumph::blobangery: He even remarked that it was a shame his full-blood sister, the 3rd princess, was dead because she was the prettiest of all the royal heirs. Right after he said that, he said that Zelle was a lot prettier than he realized. :notlikeblob:

Valhail got really mad at 4th prince for insulting Zelle. During an argument in the Armory, Zelle scratch herself on a spear with a poisoned tip and fell unconscious. She woke up in her bird body, which had been in a coma due to the same poison. Valhail realized this when the bird showed up and he worried about her a lot, refusing to send her to the enemy's camp. (One of his soldier even asked him if he fell in love with a bird because he was seen treating bird Zelle so tenderly. I think it was at this time that Valhail first admitted to one of his soldier that he loves Zelle) Zelle met Adele, a lady from the west who was thought to be a nerd. Zelle discovered that Adele is a genius and is well educated with eastern history. Zelle gave her some messages she got from the Granor and Adele managed to decode them, which talked about how the Granor are worried about their food supply. Valhail learned of Adele's intelligence through Zelle and asked Adele to identify the poison and figure out a cure.

Adele found that the cure is the poison after being diluted. They awoken soldiers that were poisoned in battle, but Zelle wouldn't wake up. Valhail later took Zelle to the cliffs where crystal roses grew. He told her that she should live her life however she want and he would support her. (Even during the war, Zelle didn't want to throw her presence around too much because she was afraid that her older sisters might kill her after the war is over and Valhail realized that) Zelle realized that she like him. Later, Zelle, in her bird body, participated in the war by gathering a bunch of birds and targeting the enemies' layout (they just followed her for some reason, which surprised her and she used it to her advantage) Adele figured out that both blood and poison were involved. She also figured out the history of Zelle's ancestor, who was said to have golden blood and shared that blood with cavier falcon and Zelle realize that could be the answer to why she can wake up in a cavier falcon's body. Zelle woke up after the new cure was administered.

After Adele met Zelle in her human body (she doesn't know Zelle is the bird, only Valhail and two of her maids, including the one that was stabbed, knows), she praised Zelle a lot because she found out through her investigation that Zelle faked a letter pretending to be 1st princess to save grain harvest from a typhoon and saved a lot of people from starvation a few years ago. Zelle was embarrassed because forging letter is a crime and she was trying to keep a low profile to stay alive. Later, rumors of how Zelle saved the grain supply spread though the people of Roymond. The Roymond army won the battle and reclaim Roymond's castle from the Granor. Zelle threw a banquet to celebrate. Granor sent a message asking to end the war.

Later, they found out the rumors about the 4th prince was true and Zelle thought that she must stop him from taking the throne. At the banquet, Valhail's people came and reveal that 4th prince did not fought his way to freedom, but his mother bought him with the lives of 200 Roymond people. A lot of people were angry. Valhail fought with 4th prince and mocked him for his perverse taste toward women who resembles his sisters, humiliating 4th prince in the battle to avenge the victims.

Not long after, 4th prince was found dead, having been killed brutally. In addition, her 2nd sister showed up now that the war has ended with soldiers of her own. She admitted to starting the war with Granor to get rid of 1st princess, but Granor betrayed her. She was the one who was bought out of prison with the lives of 200 Roymond people, but framed the shame on 4th prince. She was the true Eastern King (Her initials were the anagram for Eastern King. Zelle thought it was either 4th, 9th, or 10th because their maternal family are from the East) Zelle tried to run away with Valhail but surrendered after 2nd Princess threatened to kill Zelle's maids. She then imprisoned Zelle, trying to marry her off to Adele's brother, who was on 2nd Princess's side. But to do that, 2nd Princess must ascend the throne to gain the authority for that.

One of Zelle's maid slipped her the poison to putting her soul in the bird's body. Zelle took it, trying to help Valhail find evidence of 2nd Princess's crime. 2nd Princess killed off two of her own men who could be important witnesses, disheartening Zelle for failing. 2nd Princess was also annoyed with Valhail because he was her fiance but he asked to broke off his engagement and even fell in love with Zelle. Zelle pricked herself with a poisoned spear, waking up as a human again. At the coronation, Valhail's men broke in with evidence of 2nd Princess's crimes and the witness is - surprise - Adele's brother who 2nd princess is trying to marry Zelle to. (Earlier, Zelle accused him of wanting to possess her more than actually loving her, or he wouldn't have let 2nd princess imprison her) Most of the soldiers did not know of 2nd Princess' treason and served her because she was now first in line to the throne with the death of 1st Princess. Valhail's private army is loyal only to Zelle because Valhail swore an oath of loyalty to Zelle during the war and his army only obey the owner of the necklace, which Valhail gave to Zelle. :blobnosebleed:

The 2nd Princess is carried away, screaming at Zelle the whole time, blaming her for everything. With no other heirs, Zelle took the throne and became Empress. She went to look for her bird body, hoping to cure the poison for good and find a way for the bird to live its own life (which might be impossible because it only contain Zelle's soul. When Zelle is in her human body, the bird is unconscious), only to find that the bird had died not too long ago, after Zelle was crowned :blobsob::blobsob::blobsob: Valhail said that the war was too harsh on the bird's body in addition to the poisoning. They buried the body and erected a monument at its burial.

Side stories were somehow scrambled up, but here's the gist of the important part:
Spoiler: Side Story
Valhail asked her when she fell in love with him, Zelle replied that it was when he took her to see the crystal roses, so Valhail later proposed to her surrounded by crystal roses. They got married and got a son really quickly. First prince is Russellzen (Regen). Second prince, four years younger, is Kargale. Third princess, ten years younger than Russellzen, is Artiel. Artiel is doted on the most. When Russellzen was 15, the young emperor Recalius of the Belott empire (age 8) greeted them and must have made a mistake, because Artiel scolded him loudly. Amusingly, Recalius seemed to fell in love with Artiel, which made Russellzen and Kargale really protective. Recalius later start learning martial art from Valhail.

I think that's the gist of everything

Okay first truck-kun second train-kun third lightning-chan and Fourth airplane-nim

is there a novel for this this is so good i need more

damn now i kinda just want their relationship to develop instead of the group sex :/

spoilers from novel forum by espinoza
ML remembers the previous timeline. After MC's death, ml goes crazy as in the original novel, but by releasing all his magic power he manages to turn back time taking them back to childhood, but by doing so his body has a side effect, that at any time he can die, when he returns to the past he thanks having her back by his side and promises not to endanger MC again.
The MC thought that if moria could return to her original world and leave the novel but as we know it was not so.
The words MC doesn't remember was from ml telling her, "the throne was never important to me... the only thing that mattered to me was you."

Reposting the spoilers I posted a few months ago for anyone that wants to know about ml or stuff like that. It’s kind of speculation cause it’s not determined yet.







“ Read some spoilers and yoooo I think there’s a high chance shin might be the ml and I’m so happy
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I’m not gonna go too in detail since I can’t be bothered reading it all, but I read some latest spoilers about ml and stuff.

So like, MC hangs out with Shin the most compared to Will, so that’s a good sign. He’s also like a prince? But like one from a fallen kingdom I think? It’s hard to tell since it’s mtl. Anyway, it would make more sense for him to be the one she ends up with since she can be a commoner with him, and she doesn’t want to go back to noble life. Also, her grandpa approves of her marrying shin(apparently the grandpa is actually good). Also, apparently Shin also has a past life that he remembers too. He’s had like 2 I think? One where he’s connected to this temple or something, and then another in modern times. Apparently, he actually tried to save the MC when she was about to be hit by the truck/car(I forgot) but failed and died with her. He also seemed to have liked her back then too and that’s so adorable. Anyway, I hope Shin is ml. Sorry other dude, there’s only shin supremacy in this household.

Anyway, if you want any more spoilers about certain things, just ask me and I’ll try to summarize t the best I can(though some thins might not be revealed yet)”

Anyone knows any raws?
How handsome is the emperor though? lmao.
The general is too hot and manipulative. but I still support him since he protects and cares for the fl even if its just a pretext under the fact that he is also quite the manipulative and possessive kind of person. (〜￣△￣)〜

umm not tryna be disrespectful but ain't the official translation caught up?? so why the translators working their asses off? I mean they can use that time to translate another webtoon that isn't translated yet... just an opinion don't start hating...

I think there is another manga that have the same vibes as this one but i forgot what it is.

i was so upset that she didn’t tell him he’s beautiful in the first chapter but thank god there is an actual reason for it also love how shy and simping the husband is. i love everything about this story so far and i really hope it’ll stay this way

idk this story's becoming weird for me lol anyways enjoy!



Starts with MC going back through Tessar’s memories of timelines. It’s noted that Tessar reset the world at least 20 times so that equate to about 200 years if each time they lived 10 years in each reset. There is someone name Aaron/Earan who is helping her with the ability to go back through the timelines.


It seems like the purpose of her going back in time through Tessar’s memories is to find the timeline where she can break or prevent the contract Tessar made with dragon Asta. Apparently, MC killed the dragon but the dragon cursed Tessar. I think the contract is connected with Tessar’s ability to reset the time. The dragon is probably the white haired ghost guy in the manhwa. The encased dagger is most likely related to the reset of time too. I think perhaps Tessar uses it to stab himself to reset time.


Besides breaking the contract between Tessar and the dragon, it seems MC wants to save Tessar’s life. So something must have happened in volume 4, which I do not have, to put his life in danger. Anyway, through the timelines, there are some things that happened which I didn’t know even with the current manhwa chapters. One of these things is that Tessar killed MC’s family. I don’t know if it happened in multiple timelines too and even the current timeline. Apparently he did it because the dirtbag crown prince uses the family to blackmail MC. In some timelines MC hates Tessar but it might be because everything got twisted.


In one of the timelines that MC visited at the beginning of volume 5, she was waiting for Tessar to find her (remember she’s the MC from the most recent timeline) and she comes home and sees her house on fire and the dead bodies of her family. It’s clear that Tessar is the one who did it because he’s there waiting for her. She observes that this version of Tessar looks wild and harsh. He takes her to his duchy but he already has a wife, whom he married to save MC. He stays away from her. Even two years passed and she didn’t see him. He gives her a bracelet instead of a ring to hide her powers. They were still attracted to each other but he stayed away from her after they kissed in the heat of the moment one time. There was something she tried to change in this timeline but either Asta or Aaron forbade her because that past was unchangeable.


MC realized that none of the timelines she visited gave her information on the contract between Tessar and the dragon Asta so she goes right back to the beginning. In this timeline, which is the first and original timeline, she can make changes. In this timeline, Tessar and even his entire family is alive. He’s the third son of the duke. He comes to the palace to tutor MC because she was just made the second queen by dirtbag prince who is the current emperor, it seems. Tessar and MC’s first meeting was briefly depicted already in the manhwa. It’s when she fell on top of him from above in the palace yard. She was trying to runaway from the guards.


Shortly after that, Tessar became MC’s tutor on etiquette and another related subject. The two get along and they clearly like each other. Tessar is noticeably innocent and even shy here. He’s not hardened and bold like the other versions of a Tessar MC knows. One day the dirt bag emperor (the one who tried to rape her in the current timeline) sent word that he’s coming over tonight. MC knows there’s no way she’s going to sleep with him so she tells Tessar to let them runaway. Her family is held hostage by the dirt bag emperor and Tessar tells her where the emperor is keeping them. She leaves the palace carefully and successfully because she can’t use magic in the palace and of course, she can’t exactly use her ability to fly/leap/whatever.


MC comes to the place where her family is. It’s a well guarded cave. Inside she realizes she’s hallucinating as she thinks she found her family who are crying for help. Turns out it’s the dragon Asta who is creating these hallucinations. She realizes her family is in fact dead and their bones are there. A fight between MC and the dragon break out and dragon Asta is powerful but MC can deal with him. Remember she’s the one who fought him and he eventually died but cursed Tessar instead because he probably showed up afterwards or maybe he was there with MC originally.


This time around, MC tells the dragon Asta that if he dies, he should curse her instead. She therefore breaks the contract between Tessar and the dragon Asta. Suddenly, upon the scene, the emperor and his guards show up in pursuit of her. She sees Tessar’s unconscious body with the emperor. It was probably a hallucination because the next moment when a spear or another weapon is thrown at her, Tessar used his body to shield her and end up pierced. MC goes into a rage and bring the cave down on the emperor and his guards, killing them.


Next, MC and Tessar are in a wooden isolated cabin as she tends to him to recover from his injury. The two guys who work with Tessar shows up. They report that the emperor is missing and everybody is looking for him. MC doesn’t care. They also tell a conscious Tessar that his brothers killed his parents and Serendia. Tessar cries and MC asks him if he wants revenge. He says yes and they basically go back when it’s time and took care of business. MC becomes the emperor because the first emperor was a warrior and in that country, the emperor was supposed to be a warrior anyway. Of course there are oppositions from nobles but they can’t really keep it up when the precursor incidents of the apocalypse are already beginning to appear.


I can’t remember how MC gets back to the current timeline now that she’s broken the contract between Tessar and Asta but she goes back there and sees Tessar on the bed and she listens to his breathing to make sure he’s alive. This probably means that something really happened in volume 4 for her to go back in time through his memories in volume 5. Anyway, Asta is no longer around and MC is glad now that Tessar can no longer reset time to save her and Asta can stop tormenting Tessar.
In the current timeline, Volderick (the guy in the manhwa with a darker shade and a ponytail) is the emperor. This is probably the end result of Tessar’s plot in the current manhwa chapters where he said they need to get rid of the crown prince. Anyway, Volderick is the son of the sea god. They now need to deal with the coming apocalypse. Each time it came, Tessar had reset time so the world never ended. However, by Tessar’s actions, the sea god told them, Tessar created many worlds that shouldn’t exist. So the apocalypse was strengthened by Tessar’s constant resets. The creatures that they will fight will be stronger too because of the resets.
It turns out that the person MC is supposed to fight is the Lord of Mana, who is also Aaron, the guy who helped her in her journey to go back through Tessar’s memories. I’m wondering if this is the new guy that showed up in the newest manhwa chapters that they found in the woods. Anyway, this guy doesn’t know where he comes from or why he exists, it seems. Long story, short, MC takes away Aaron’s memory and forces him into the world of magic. This is something she decided to do after Aaron, Volderick, Tessar and her promised to live together or die together. However, according to MC, she has a reason for doing this.


The battle for the apocalypse comes, MC, Tessar, his men and Volderick and their armies prepare for war. MC is one month pregnant when she goes to war. A lot of fighting happened but the pinnacle of the battle is MC vs Lord of Mana (Aaron). They disappear from the world and end up in a garden of the gods. The two fight and Aaron is confused because of something Tessar said to him while they fought previously against each other. MC taunts him that she took away his memory. He becomes more unstable and unfocused. They fight and the two end up piercing each other through. The god of time stop time to prevent them from dying.


The gods appear in the garden. MC knew that the gods won’t let them die so that’s why she took away Aaron’s memory because she knew they needed to seriously fight to the death in order for the gods to intervene. Aaron likes her so he wouldn’t have fought her fiercely unless she took his memory. Anyway, the gods show up. She basically tell them that she wants to nullify the promise they made from the beginning. She wants to live without being a hero by force. She takes the powers from her body that they once gifted her and returns them to the gods. She tells them that she knows that they can’t survive without humans just like humans can’t survive without them. A bunch of other things were said but ultimately MC got what she wanted.


So, MC, Tessar, Aaron, Volderick and others survived. Aaron call off his armies. Volderick and him started negotiations to bring some semblance of peace but they both know it will take time. MC has her own duchy but spends more of her time at her husband’s duchy. She’s a couple of months pregnant when the main story ends.


In the side stories, they have two daughters. The first daughter looks exactly like MC. The second child was born in an egg outside the body (I thought this was very, very weird). Even the way she was born after ten months was weird. They crack the egg and took her out of the shell. She has black hair and perhaps looks like Tessar. The first daughter is Judith and the second is Claire. And her family must be alive because she, Tessar, baby Judith, her brother Roha and Serendia went on a vacation to a foreign country.

https://www.novelupdates.com/series/the-tanaka-family-reincarnates/
https://lovehug.net/602/

The raws are up to ch 52. I found some decent translations on youtube but if you want a summary, keep scrolling















Sooooo pretty much Claude wanted to come find her but after he awoke, he couldn't use his magic or he would cough up blood. After he healed, enough time had passed where he had trouble finding her and it took a while to locate her trail. He reveals the fact that he was a man all along and the MC is super distraught wondering how the story will progress. There are a ton of cute moments as Claude is a tsundere and the MC acts oblivious of claude's affections. Claude convinces her to move back to the mansion as his maid and MC agrees

SPOILERS PLS I NEED SPOILERS

Some people are saying that mc's IQ is low for waiting until her 7th life to finally realize her family is trash, but to be fair she only wanted to be loved and she was desperately clinging to the hope that maybe there was still a small chance that they loved her deep deep DEEP inside their shitty deadbeat hearts. Her family are the real dumbasses tho, what do they even get from killing her? Won't their bloodline and powers disappear or something if she dies? How would they explain the fact that no one inherited the power? Dumbasses I swear(⌒▽⌒)

anyone who can tl it pleasee continue it i have the raw, it's already chapter 12

https://rawkuma.com/leadale-no-daichi-nite-chapter-6/

- MC decided to tell ML the truth because she thought that running away will not only hurt ML but herself too

-then when they told then that she is selina , A certain amount of silence passed.

-rewan said:

"What does that mean? You laid about you name?"

Selena only raised her head then. Look at rewan. I look at the blood on his hair. It must be Ignice's. My heart has been tingling and hurting.

"I'm a twin."

Rwan looked more confusing.

"Yes, so what does that mean?"

"It means twin brother and sister."

Rwan's words stopped. No, it seemed like he even stopped breathing.

Look at Ignis. He was gazing at Selena with emotionless eyes.

"So, you're saying you're a woman?"

Selena nodded slowly.

"The one in prison is your brother?"

Selena swallowed a dry saliva. Again, a bad memory.

"Such a bitch. Really."

(T/N:i hate rwan from this chapter)

Rwan touched his forehead. As if he couldn't stand his anger, he clasped and opened both hands and took a deep breath. His hair and his lips are tightly closed. He closed his eyes and took another rough breath.

"Are you crazy?"

He came up and caught Selena.

"It's really crazy. I can't do this without it."
He shook Selena with the strength he had never had before. Selena, of course, could have lightly brushed aside, but she didn't.

He only casts his eyes down on the face of the sinner.

"Did you cheat since your first enlistment?"

Selena mused on her lower lip. Ha, the sound of the wind blowing out of Rwan's mouth came out.

"It's an insult to the imperial family. You're also a sinner. Okay. That's great. It would be worth seeing your brother and sister be decapitated tomorrow morning."

Rwan was old, throwing out his dead hands. Until this time, Ignis remained silent. Even though I got to know everything.

"Is there anybody out there? Take this fucking thing right now...!"

"Rewan."

ML finally opened his mouth. He looked at Rwanda with an emotionless gaze.

"Get out."

"Me?" Rwan pointed at himself with his finger. ML shook his head.

"I'll go out with her." rwan said

"Get out on your own."

"But!"

"I said get out!"

Rwan gawled at Ignis. But he can't talk anymore. What's more confusing than what you see now.
"...It may be dangerous, so I will be in front of you."

Rwan waved his hand to form a magic crew and then left the room.

His vacancy was large.

The room was spacious, and the distance between Ignis and Selena was far.

The distance of mind was further away from him. They were so close just yesterday.

Ignice stared at Selena. There was no emotion in his slow-blinking eyes. Hard to guess, it was full of Ignis' face.

"Celes... No, no."

Ignis laughed with a sharp smile.

"Selena Evan."

Selena closed her eyes tightly. Why does the name from his mouth sound so sad? Selena breathed hard.

"Why did you do that?"

She was the one who found a reason when Celestin stabbed him. Therefore, the current attitude was reasonable. Too rational a succession, even more fearful.

"My brother left home the day before joining the army. So i.."

"That's not what I meant."

Ignise cut Selena's words.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

Selena lifted the snow she had dropped down. Now I can see Ignise's face.

"· · · · · I had no opportunity to say,"

Selena made some excuses. But this was not the right answer.

"Do you really think so?"

Ignis was laughing. He managed to hold back his tears that were about to burst.
Everything he had done so far passed through his mind.

I thought you meant it. At least as much as he thought that Celestin wouldn't cheat on him. It's been that way so far, so it's going to be the same. There's no wall between us, so I love you.

But this was something. I was being fooled from the beginning.

Everything was a lie.

"You know what I've tried to give up for you."

He clenched his fist.

"I tried to give up the throne, to give up the future. Only for you."

The wounded shoulder had throbbed and ached. What was more painful than one was the betrayed mind.

"But...."

Feeling the blurring of his words, Selena looked at Ignis.

"How can you do this to me?"

He was crying. It wasn't tears coming out, but he was definitely crying. It was heartbreaking to know. Selena avoided looking again.

"I'm sorry."

Selena lowered her head.

"Is that all you say?"

Ignise asked back as if he could not believe it.

"Is that really all that?"

"I'm sorry, but..."

Selena closed her mouth. There were countless things I wanted to do, but there was nothing I could spit out. Even that was an excuse to argue that it had to be. So it's just, you know,

"I'm sorry."

All I could say was these wrapped words. Selena swallowed her tears.

"Yes, it's just that."

Ignis smiled and muttered in a dejected way. He swept away his silver hair with a rough touch.

"Selena Evan."

He looked at Selena again.

"Since Celestin Evan attempted to assassinate the imperial family, there would be no mercy in punishment."

It was a stern voice. As soon as she grasped this meaning, Selena stumbled. My legs gave out. Sitting down, she boiled her knees, touching the floor with her hands.

"······your Majesty."

Then he raises his head. I look at Ignis. I look at Ignis, who is surprised, and Ignis, who is despised.

"Please kill me."

All this, it was my fault to button the wrong button from the start. This was all my fault.

"I sent my brother. My brother was just caught up in someone's ploy. I was wrong. I cheated your Majesty from the beginning. Everything is my fault."

Tears were about to drop. Selena put her forehead on the floor. A cold persimmon came through the flesh.

"So please spare my brother. My sin will be devoted to my life, so please, please, me, ·····."

"Stop!"

Ignise screamed like he was screaming evil . He takes away the splints that hold his shoulders.
Blood spattered from the broken wound again. But he don't care.

He raised himself up. came to Selena, who was boiling her knee. The blood dripped like a trace.

"You want me to kill you? You want me to kill you with my hands? Aren't you really trying to kill me!"

It was a wretched voice like blood flowing down. He revealed his bloodstained heart without filtration.

"Yes. I'll kill you. If I kill you, all this will be gone! Everything you were!"

He sank to his knees.

"And when that happens!"

Selena slowly raised her eyes.Ignis was on the verge.

The eyes met. I could see his horrendous twinge of red eyes. He closed his eyes and dropped his head.

"Why don't you know that I'll be dead, too?"

Selena bit her lips tightly.

I couldn't give you any answers. She pressed her hand against the ground.

"You are so cruel. Cruel and this miracle."

Ignis laughed desperately.

"You know."

He slowly stretched out his hand. The tips of his white fingers were trembling. The breath of the touch was lost in vain.

"You know, you came to me."

"That I can't punish you."

He put his hand on Selena's chin.

It was a cold body temperature. But the touch was so sweet. as usual

That made me sad. Selena was forced to burst into tears unknowingly.

"Take your brother out."

Ignis buried his face on the neck of Selena.

"And never come back here again."

I could feel my clothes dripping wet.

But Selena couldn't do anything. Now she's, uh...

"This is the last consideration I can give you."

Because I couldn't even wipe his tears away.

(Okay here we begin with ignis's POV)

“I think the Empress' son found her first.”

After listening to Corneille ( the witch ), my memory was faint. Ignis ran out of the Imperial Palace along the way and entered the magic circle.

There was Rwan trying to stop him, but there wasn't enough time to persuade him. There was no time to think about what will happen.

He knew where Selena was the other days. Everyone knew that they had stopped by the province of Twan, Simon's hometown, and then escaped and settled in Karkon. Nevertheless, I didn't visit. No, I couldn't visit her.

It was because if I visit her now, I wouldn't be able to handle what will happen. This is because in order to see a little bigger future, we had to endure the present.

So he endured his feeling again and again.
But letio, the damn guy went to Selena.
This was hardly intolerable.

Letio was dangerous. A ruthless obsession and possessiveness. Like me.

Perhaps the reason I hated Letio from the beginning was because of the sense of
Sympathy.


I was thinking of coming now, but I knew it was too late. Ignis quickly transfer into Karkon where Selena was.

There could never have been a wizard to help the transition. I didn't bring the magic stone. That's why Ignis used his magic. It makes a headache that make my head go blank after three transfers, but I didn't care.

“Ha, ha,ha, ···”

Ignis leaned against the wall, breathing a steep breath. Wipe his forehead from the sweat with the back of your hand.

Selena's house was right there. He wanted to go in, but the reason why he didn't come before held him back.

Let's wait and see.

Ignis, who judged so, looked inside the garden while striking the wall.

“........”

Damn it. Letio and Selena stood in the garden. Ignis listened, placing his hand on the sword.

“What I told to sir Evan was a lie, so I thought it would be okay, and the medicine that made Celestin take was a drug that doesn't affect health, so I thought it would be okay, and he got caught. I thought it was okay because I was going to get him out.”

You bastard. Did you do this? Ignis touched his forehead. I wanted to blow up the shadows (his power) and drag him away. But...

“Where am I, in your thought?”

After hearing Selena's voice that he had missed so much, his heart collapsed.
He bit his lower lip and concentrated his mind.

“You said I'm a nobody.”

“.......”

“One day the good things will come, one day a bright moment in life will come, and one day a bright moment in life will come. That's usually the life of the human, didn't you tell me that? How do you tell me.......”

Why didn't you tell me that? Ignis felt a moment's sorrow.

( He mean why didn't she tell him about what happened in the past between her and liteo)

“What should I do?······How can I be with you in the future?”

Ignis let out a sigh. Because Letio's heart was the same as him.

His desperation was like others but I also had the same worries. I felt a useless pity.
But even so, what he did was a crime, a wrong love. I couldn't forgive you.

It hurt my feelings as if you saying it to me. Ignis grabbed his chest and narrowed the middle of his forehead.

It was then.

“Do you like the Prince?”

Ignice's breath stopped for a moment. He listened with his eyes wide open. With the long silence until her words came out, Ignis felt even more nervous.

“Yes.”

Oh, my God. Ignis shut his mouth.

“I think I'll be happier with him. So I like him.”

My head is spinning.

I thought it was just my feelings. I thought it was a forced relationship. So, he could have been more resentful of her lies. But, ······.

Ignis put down his hand that had covered his mouth. A smooth smile hangs on his lips. He moved with a smile of joy.

* * *

Selena couldn't believe this reality right now. The Ignis, who hugged me, kissed me on the cheek, were all unrealistic. Her head went blank.

“The Prince!”

There was a shout from Letio. Ignis pulled Selena more into her arms and faced Letio.

“How do you get to here...!”

“Yeah, yeah. That's pretty good now.”

Ignis laughed at Letio.

“Get out.”

A strong wind blew. The wind that scraped the ground and soared to the sky made Letio's body shake. But Letio didn't back down. He picked up the sword that was away and point it at Ignis.

“Are you thinking of fighting me?”

Ignise frowned his eyes. Then he raised his hand lightly. The black magic on his palm show up.

“Stop both of you.”

It was Selena's words. When she came to her senses, she grabbed Ignis's arm and sighed.

“Cellestin. Take Letio in.”

“Me?”

“Sir Selena. But...!”

Celestin and Letio's backlash came one after another, but Selena ignored it.

“Go in.”

Letio hesitated, and soon dropped his head. Still, she didn't kick him out. Letio followed Celestin with a bitter heart.

“And the prince.”

“We don't have anything left to say.”

Ignise touched Selena's cheek and said,

His red eyes were fresh. His red lips were low. No, not everything in him was familiar. Selena unwittingly avoided his gaze.

“Come here.”

Ignis beckoned at the rocking chair in the garden. Then he lifted Selena and sat her down.

The garden was empty. It has become a quiet and sober place, forgetting that Letio and others have just been there.
Selena swallowed a dry saliva without her knowledge.

“How did you know Iam here?”

It was the words that broke the silence.
Ignis, who was staring at Selena, smiled a little.

“How can I not know where you are?”

I thought you wouldn't know. I thought I had escaped without anyone knowing.

But, after Letio, Ignis knows.

My escape was terrible. Selena sighed.

“Why are you here?”

Selena carefully reached the subject.

“I did.”

Ignis sat on one knee in front of Selena. The white uniform was full of grass, but he didn't care.

“I'm still angry.”

Selena looked down. Clenched and open fists repeatedly, closing the mouth tightly.

“But······.”

Ignis put his hand on the back of Selena's hand. His coolness of his body came gladly.

“I missed you.”

Selena raised her head. And her eyes met with Ignis's.

“I lied to you.”

“I know.”

“Since my first meeting with you, I've been deceiving you.”

“I know, too.”

“So I.”

“So you.”

Ignis folded his eyes in half. A big smile filled his face.

“From now on, you have to live next to me for the rest of your life.”

I thought Ignis would abandon me. As much as I had told him lies, as much as I betrayed his beliefs, I thought he wouldn't look back on me.

So I was giving up. Even if I realized I liked him, I thought I wouldn't dare go back to the past.

But...

“That's the only way I'm going to get rid of my anger.”

Selena bowed her head, feeling anxious about what she was like.

Taking advantage of the gap, Ignis pulled Selena's hand. Then he put her hand on his own cheek.

There was a chill in his face.

Selena stopped her hand, but he didn't let go. She laughed firmly as she penetrated his face even more in her hand.

“So you have to go on with what you was saying.”

Selena rolled her eyes back. There was a sense of embarrassment.

“I don't know what you're talking about.”
“Didn't you say something to Letio?”

“I don't know.”

“I think I know.”

Ignice raised her chin with a smile.

Looking at Selena's shaky face. He seemed to be enjoying himself.

His eyes were clear. It was so clear, as if it were pierced, to keep facing each other.

Selena stopped breathing.

“What do you think of me?”

Selena swallowed a dry saliva. Now the shame came and eroded all my body. But I couldn't escape. This is because it is clear that there will be no further meetings if it is ruined here again.

Selena took a deep breath. Then she spit it out like she was throwing up. Slowly open her mouth.

“...... I like you.”

Ignis reached for Selena. And pulled the back of her neck. A face that quickly got closer, Selena avoided his gaze.

“Again.”

Ignis kissed Selena's forehead. Selena was on the verge of getting dizzy, but Selena opened her mouth as if she were possessed by something.

“I......like you.”

“Again.”

Ignice kissed Selena on her nose. Selena only raised her eyes. Look at Ignis's red eyes.

“I.....like you, ····.”

Ignis's lips rose with a curve. He turned his head to the tip of Selena's chin.

“I am too.”

His lips touched. A hot breath, different from the cool body temperature, came into my mouth.

Selena slowly closed her eyes. At this moment, I just wanted to accept everything about him.

Can someone tell me who the ML is? I dont think its the silver Chris dude. He looks like a scumbag and MC deserves better. Is it the autumn dude that we saw a few chapters back? Or is it someone else?

So this is a big spoiler of the story if anyone wants to read it

You’ve been warned

They downplayed the goddess of light, she is a B I T C H

FL is the reincarnation of the goddess of lights best friend, who was a female wizard and loved the goddess like a sister. The female wizard was in love with the crown prince, who the ML is the reincarnation of. So their love literally travelled through the years.

NOW THE DUMB BITCH GODDESS was in love with the crown princes brother, who the black haired dick is the reincarnation of. He literally never loved the goddess but wanted her power and was using her AND THE GODDESS KNEW THAT. The black haired prince was in love with the female wizard and was pissed at the crown prince for having her love EVEN THOUGH he already had the goddess.

He decided to be like “oh goddess I love you so much but you aren’t human. Give me ALL your powers, and then you will be a human and we will live happily ever after” The goddess tells her wizard best friend that she’s gonna hand over ALL her powers to the black haired guy and the best friend was like WTF NO THATS A BAD IDEA why don’t you just give him some, then you can always return to being a goddess.

You know what the goddess responded with “YOU HATE THE FACT THAT IM IN LOVE AND WANT TO TAKE BLACK HAIRED GUY FROM ME” like bitch WHAT. So then she literally said the female wizard was a jealous bitch and ran away. But female wizard was a good friend and decided to go to black haired prince and be like “can you please not take all her powers it will hurt her” and he ran and told the goddess, and the goddess FLIPPED HER SHIT AGAIN cussing out the wizard friend about how terrible she is.

Case and point the goddess gives ALL HER POWERS to the black haired prince, and he locks her ass up in a prison cell and says “I never loved you I just wanted power so I could take over the kingdom” AND THE GODDESS IS STILL LIKE “but I love himmmmmm”. So while this is happening wizard friend and the crown prince are living happy and about to get married WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN a huge ass devastating plague starts killing basically the whole empire. The wizard and the crown prince try their hardest to stop it, but her light powers aren’t enough to fight the disease. They try to save people but the crown prince ends up dying from the disease and the wizard is heart broken.

Soon the plague is miraculously stopped by the new crown prince, the wizard finds out that the black haired prince used the goddess’s powers to make A PLAGUE so that he could kill off the crown prince and his people and then pretend to be the saviour. The wizard is like HOW CAN U DO THIS, and evil crown prince is like “I did this for you, now I have power, I have the throne, and your fiancé’s dead you will be my empress” and she’s like wtf what about the goddess and evil crown prince is like “that dumb bitch only had powers, she’s ugly compared to you, now she’s weak and stupid I’m just waiting for her to die”

Evil crown prince has been trying to kill off the goddess for years, he literally set her on fire, whipped her, stabbed her in the stomach, beat her, and the bitch literally wouldn’t die because even without powers she’s still had the body of a goddess. Unfortunately the wounds never heal so the goddess looks like some grotesque monster now. Wizard catches the New crown prince destroying any information of the old crown prince and making it seem like old crown prince was the reason behind the plague which is a fucking lie. So wizard woman casts a protection spell on the last tomb that the crown prince is trying to destroy so there is Atleast some evidence of the truth.

She then tries to find the light goddess, and she does and she looks terrible, and the light goddess is like give me your light power so I can return to the gods place. AND THE WIZARD DOES GIVE UP HER POWER BECAUSE SHE LOVES HER BEST FRIEND, even though this bitch literally caused the death of her fiancé.

The goddess runs away and evil crown prince finds the wizard and locks her up, he wants her to be his empress and she refuses. He marries as shit ton of wives, and the wives are mad they won’t be empress and beat up and torture the wizard for years and crown prince now EMPEROR let’s it happen thinking she will finally break and marry him. Wizard thinks the goddess got away, well nope the emperor hunted the bitch down and seal her in the demon door place lighting her on fire for all of eternity until someone with light magic gets her out. So that’s when the goddess curse started, the goddess used what she could too write where she is and what happened on the emperors oldest child’s skin. It wasn’t painful or anything but it literally showed that he started the plague. Well the bitch wrote it in an old language that no one but the emperor and the wizard remembered. So the emperor literally just killed off every kid that got the words on them. he went through eight kids and the 9th kids mom (he had like 16 kids) went to the wizard (who she had beaten up before) ans begged her to ask the emperor to not kill her kid. The witch decided to help cause she’s genuinly a nice person

That’s where she realizes what the words on the kid said, and told the emperor to stop killing his kids and just tell the truth. Which gave the emperor and idea to Curse the kids, he used all of the goddess power to rewrite the curse into what it is today so instead of saying his misdeeds it turned into some mumbo jumbo about him being great and the goddess cursing this child that sinned the world. Which is where all the pain came from, that’s why the children with the curse suffer now because the emperor made it a real curse, this killed the 9th child and the 10th child now got the nee curse and would suffer until death on a far away island.

With using all the goddesses magic to change the curse it caused a backlash that hurt the wizards arleady fucked up body and sent her to her death bed. The emperor was all “I love you don’t die” and the wizard took off her necklace and asked the emperor to give it to her family. This is because the necklace could be used to open the door to the goddess to save her, but the emperor didn’t know that and actually gave it to the family which is why for years the decendents with light magic tried to free the goddess but the door got shut by the emperors descendants

NOW WE KNOW WHO THE FEMALE LEAD IS, and how the goddess and the evil emperor FUCKED HER OVER. FL literally finally finds the goddess after remembering her past life, and the goddess is all chained up and burning. She frees her and the goddess actually GOT MAD AT FL “why did you take so long to free me, you were supposed to rescue me, you aren’t my friend, you took to long” and FL just apologizes EVEN THOUGH ITS NOT HER FAULT. The goddess is all “this is because you fell in love with crown prince again hun, always leaving me for him” which is our silver haired ML. And the goddess then says “well we are going to kill the crown prince and his family to get revenge for me” and FL is like NO THE FUCK THEY DIDNT DO ANYTHING TO YOU “and the goddess is like, if you don’t help me I’ll kill you” and FL is like “kill me then just don’t hurt ML”

You know what the goddess does, SHE FUCKING KILLS HER. LITERALLT ATTACKED HER WITH MAGIC THAT LEAVES HER ON THE BRINK OF DEATH. Then the dumb bitch goddess is like “oh no I almost killed my friend” and decided to SWITCH BODIES with the dying FL because that’s the only way to keep FLs body alive after the attack. Now FL is stuck in this ugly ass, scarred up, burnt up, mutilated body of the goddess and is finally casted outside of the demon doors which disappeared since the goddess is free.

Oh and LIKE 3-6 (can’t remember how many) YEARS HAVE PASSED AND OUR RABBIT CROWN PRINCE IS 18. Female lead has been missing for years. Her body gets found by where the demon doors used to be, but she’s in the goddess’s fucked up body so no one recognizes her, she also can’t fucking talk either because the goddess screamed so much in pain for 500 years that her vocal cords are shut. So ML is very nice to FL in new body, even though everyone even her closest maids and friends treat her with disgust cause she’s ugly. She gets called a monster and genuinly suffers, the goddess comes to her and is like you’ll never be loved in that ugly body so kill the crown prince and I’ll give you your body back or you’ll die in 30 days. FL is like I don’t care if I die I’m not killing the crown prince. FL and ML get close despite how she looks cause their love transcends looks, and the ML is quickly realizing this is his love. The goddess gets pissed cause their love is real and not the fake love her had with evil emperor

So you know what BITCH GODDESS does, SHE COMES DOWN IN FL BODY AHHHHHHH. She pretends to be her and tries to steal the crown prince from the actual FL. Thankfully, the ML is not an idiot and didn’t believe the goddess for A SECOND he literally hated her. She tried to seduce him so much and he was just disgusted, and it made him realize the real FL was the scarred girl. The goddess has been working with black haired guy (evil emperors reincarnation) in order to basically repeat history. But ML confront the goddess and asks “if he died today would she finally forgive him causes he’s genuinly sorry for what she went through, and wants to end her suffering” dumbass goddess FINALLY realizes that FL AND ML are not the fucking problem, she and evil emperor CAUSED THIS WHOLE FUCKING MESS. She literally had so much hatred for the FL in both lives FOR NO REASON. So she gives him a potion that will return the FL body to the real one and makes him promise to take care of the FL or she will curse him again.

So FL who was dying because of the state of the goddess body gets the potion ans is put back into her healthy beautiful body and crown prince and her run to tell the emperor and the emperor is so happy. They all hug and it’s super nice, and the maids apologize to her for treating her bad while she was “ugly” but the ML KICKS THEM THE FUCK OUT. Anyone that was mean to her when she was ugly got thrown in jail or fired, it was hilarious. All these whores saying “we love the crown prince more than you” got called the fuck out by the crown prince cause he had THE RECEIPTS that they called him hideous when he had the curse

And then their life goes back to normal and that’s all I remember