Cloudy's Things

Do you ever imagine when crossing the street or doing something else that could possibly (no matter how unlikely) cause your death, that you would be completely fine with dying at that moment?

And other times I am glad I am alive, but sometimes I am just ready for death to take me. I have never imagined killing myself btw.

Idk why but I watched a video of a mother forgiving her daughter's murderer. The murderer did his jail time and said he regretted it, but personally, I would never be able to forgive the murderer.

However, when I asked my friends and some other people, I actually got mixed responses. Some said that forgiving is better because you can let go of your grudge and get a weight off your shoulders, while others strongly denied even considering forgiveness.

what do you guys think?

The reason I'm asking this question is because recently I've been making it hard for my parents, and I really hate that I'm not the child they deserve, for all their hard work.

P.s I'm not depressed or thinking of suicide or anything, so yea. Just venting bc I recently got in an argument.

if you hit yourself but also hit yourself are you weak or strong while hitting yourself if you hit yourself you hit yourself but hitting yourself hurts only because hitting yourself is strong so are you weak?

When you waste time but enjoy wasting it is it really wasted or are you just wasting time while not wasting it at the same time