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I would like you to help me find a story I do not remember very well but it's about the uke and the Seme attending a party, well the thing is that the two spend a night together, but when they wake up they both promise to forget what happened, it's there when uke begins to realize that he had fallen in love with the seme, always remembering that night they spent, but seme doesn't think the same since he likes a girl and that girl turns out to be uke's best friend and she is in love with another boy, that's why she also rejects the Seme, the thing is that as time passes, the uke continues to insist that Seme be his partner, but he continues to make it clear that he still likes the girl and that he does not like men. Well... Seme goes to the house of the uke and he is going to claim that because of him the girl hates him since at a party the Seme pushed the uke making him fall into a pool of alcohol and the uke comes out of his home running and the seme tells him to die which uke has an accident where it causes him to lose his memory and emotions and he only remembers his friend from the past and I only remember until there if someone knows the name, please tell me. thank you Ah- I also remember that the seme falls in love with uke because the girl goes on a trip and he begins to feel alone and realizes that who he was in love with is the uke and not the girl ... ..


I just repost it!!! Im really interested!!

I just came back from the spoilers, I'm goddamn frustrated so here something I got, Imma share. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

So hold your horse this manhwa is full of ANGST!!

Apparently Violet wanted to run away from Winter. They were both in the room and in bed, Violet is ready to leave Winter she made him drink sleeping pills. Then she look closely at the sleeping Winter, touched his face and started telling the story how she fell for Winter. How she heard stories about him and when she met him she fell in love at first sight. Then it got silent suddenly winter touched her hand and asked "what's next".. Violet was a bit surprised because the sleeping pills she uses usually takes her 10 hrs before she can wake up.. Winter knew she was planning to leave they argued. Violet told how she suffers by his side and she could've have stayed if just once he stayed by her side but he didn't (we all what this means right). She also told how or why they switched bodies, in front of Winter she shot herself and Winter was shocked and horrified. He couldn't believe what he saw and with Violets body he said "no, no, no" and immediately go near her. They switched again and he hugged her. Violet said to let her go because it feels like hell with him. Winter being disheartened let her go but regrets it later he ran off without a coat and shoes.. he ran outside to chase her, it was snowing and his feet got buried in the snow but he still kept on running he got to the train but already realized the train left and Violet in it, he was devastated and was crying.

I've read some spoilers, and it made me cry how we see what happens after she dies in the first life.

- The Mc is not stable so the Ml takes the child, but he wanted to give him back after the Mc is better. Busy there is the war, and he has to go to the war for 6 years.
- When he comes back, he learns that his ex fiance is raising his child. He is angry and doesn't understand. It was actually all the schemes of the Mc's father who wanted to make her suffer.
- I don't know what happens after exactly (Like what happened to the bitch ex fiancee)but 16 years after Mc's death :
- The son basically grew up to be a crazy man. He learns that the woman who raised him was never his true mother, and feels guilty because he remembers that when she died, he didn't even hug his true mother.
- He sees all the horrible moments that his mother lived in her room alone (thanks to magic from the fairies), and he is traumatized, feels guilty and angry. He is an unhappy character who never overcome all he lived.
- At the end he goes against his father, and accuse him of everything. He locks him in the same place the Mc was locked to take revenge for her.
- The dad dies alone after eventually having saw all the memories from the horror his wife lived (the fairies again), and wish he could go back and ask forgiveness To his son and his wife.

bl enemies to lovers?

Ok so I went through everything I could find, inculding reddit, novel updates forums and the whole comment section here. I read the raws and looked at other sources that I could find and quiet frankly in temrs of spoilers there is next to nothing which is hella odd since I saw people talking about this all the way in 2017. I could look into it more but I don't think that there will be more on it but I do have a better understanding of the story now. I did also find an intresting spoiler but because there is very little information I think that it's hard to know what to believe.

Spoiler about Liliana: http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/4904364/

Anyways other than the limited spoilers I did manage to get a better idea of her and her brothers relationship. So my conclusion is that the author intentionally left what happened up to intepretation. I haven't found any spoilers relating to their relationship so it's hard to say much but I do think that in a way this is an intresting subtle comentary on rape, specifically how in any settings it's supposed to stay as a "secret" no one talks about it. I don't know about you but I personally knew from a young age that many things that we are not supposed to let others know, things we shouldn't dare talk about (e.g. the blacked out letters.) In chapter 9 all the bad things are thoughts (square boxes), not dialogue which shows that she is not meant to think about them. The things she liked, her friends and her lover (the guy putting a neckless on her) were all crossed out which makes it seem as though he had an unhealthy obsession over her and like he was isolating her.
There are things she said like "don't make him mad" that imply that there was at least some level of abuse within their relationship.

I don't think that she tried to tell anyone about the rape. I think that she knew that no one would believe her and that she had to continue playing the role her brother and family assigned to her. There are many scenes where she is depicted as a puppet with strings attaced while he holds the controller. It's clear that her family is centered around her brother in the few scenes where they are depicted (e.g. her saying she will go away for uni/college so she doesn't bother her brother). She has little power because his clutches on her mentality are strong but nevertheless she still has some mental power which is why she tried to get away and I'm pround of her.

The main scene, which I think is the strongest evidence for the rape theory is the one where he had the key to her house and he "came to my house where I lived alone" during what seemed to be the middle of the night. I don't think that she was raped but I do think that he was physically abusive or at least violent in some way because in that scene there was broken glass.

Overall it seems to be left to individual intepration. Things are shown, not told so it's really up to use to derive the meaning.

The main inspitations behind my point of view: (Yes this comment section has the most value to provide out of all the other sauces, I did not read the novel and I can't be bother to go that far so this is the best I could get)
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/5933336/
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/4568487/
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/4482063/
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/4468026/
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/4906252/
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/6228982/

PTSD and what she is experiencing could fully be explained by emotional abuse alone but it also makes sense with physical abuse and rape.

Another spoiler: She doesn't end up with anyone at the end.

Note: I mainly focused on the brother and sister relationships, there weren't any intresting spoilers. I went through the raws and it was so hard to make sense of any of it but I do personally believe that her current brother is in a way in the same position as she was with her older brother in the past.