beta
i just think that there should come a point in ur situationship (can u even call it that when u only fuck when the other is drunk off his ass so u pretend everythings normal when ur sober when its not) especially when ur past ur 30s where u think "is this how i want to live my life" and just tell that person what u rlly feel or just end it and never see each other again cos its just plain stupid to waste ur time not having the real thing when u know damn well u can.