i knew something fucked up was going to happen when shiro said he fed on people's bad vibes....I KNEW THERE WAS SUMN THERE AHHHH this was so good! OH the tenderness of finally finding happiness after spending years and years without it....oh the tenderness of finding it together with someone u love....OH food as a metaphor for love...ohhh the intimacy of cooking and sharing a meal with someone.....ohhhh if i have to die let me die by your side....i will take care of you if you ask me to...ughhh
i love this BAD!!!! love how the story progresses, from chitose and shinogu being phone pals to shinogu fucking up their first meet up. i just love the desperation that shinogu had to learn more about queerness so he can relate to chitose's experience. and as much as i understand why shinogu got upset when they had their first 'date' i think he worded it poorly. cos no queer person wants to be told that their gender expression is them lying to themself and everyone. like i dont think shinogu was implying that but its how it came across so ofc chitose was going to be FUCKINNNN pissed lol and ohhhhh lets not forget mama like he's literally MOTHER! i want him to find love! i want to see old gay people fall in love!!!!
the tenderness in this lil manga is just so sickening to me my stomach hurt while i was reading it its that serious to me. gaku and souichi sharing the same hurt of not being enough for their fathers....running away from home to build sumn for themselves....meeting each other.....gaku clinging to the best thing thats ever happened to him since his mother.....souichi cooking meals for gaku...coming home to each other every day......oooouuhhggg my tummy yall,,,,,we deserve a soft epilogue...we're good people and we've suffered enouhh,....or sumn like that idk
i have a big smile on my face while i was reading this. i love them so much im so happy they get the ending they deserve. sajou doesn't have to come home to an empty house anymore.