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[Apologies for the long post. Please ignore it. This is just me keeping record of what I read & felt]

I have lost count of exactly how many times my heart DIED while reading this creation of Kyuugou. It was excruciatingly intense & rich with dark, distorted emotions. The whole ambiance of this manga - every panel, every strand of hair, each glance, even simply the wind blowing was enough to make me shiver with fear & anticipation. I kept staring at some pages for more than a minute. I thought, if I don't watch them closely & carefully I'll miss something really important. Everything....and I mean E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G in this story from the start to the last line of last chapter gripped & gnawed at my heart.

I have been wracking my brains after finishing it, exactly which brother was more pitiful and here I am sitting in front of my laptop....staring at the wall, for god knows how long. It felt like they were twin brothers cursed by the destiny itself and Kei's words kept ringing in my ears, "why do you think we came into this world separately?" No matter how much I think about, I can't find/imagine a way for Kei's salvation from his path of self-destruction neither could I bring myself to blame Roku for anything.

Among all the incest mangas & other thought provoking, emotionally disturbing psychological mangas I have read so far, Kyuugou crushed it. It's not like she used some complicated difficult words or dramatic scenes. With simple words, simple lines, simple scenes.....she pulled me into her world! As if everything was happening in front of my very eyes in slow motion holographic images & I can do nothing about it but to see them getting shattered & destroyed by their uncontrollable overwhelming emotions. The eeriness of every scene got under my skin & made me recoil with horror & suspense. Still, I couldn't stop myself from getting swept away with each chapter. It's no wonder she dropped it. I mean, I feel like this just after reading it, so I could not possibly imagine what she must have felt while writing those 9 chapters thick with mind-crippling emotions.

Despite feeling compassionate for her I would still pray & hope that Kyuugou sensei would pick it up again one day & write it till the end. Not just because it's a Masterpiece but because I have come to deeply love & care for those miserable characters. And I don't want them to be stuck in a time hole for eternity without a definite closure.

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I took a peek at the raws and because I taught myself how to read Hangul (even though I don't really understand it that well yet), I discovered that Edd freakin' told McQueen that he loves him in chapter 31 (I'm sure of this, because who the hell doesn't know what 'Saranghaeyo' is? XD). Anyway, back to the raws... so, (in chapter 32) after confessing, Edd started to walk away, but McQueen who was shocked at first, grabbed him by the arm and FREAKING KISSED HIM Y'ALL, I'M CRYING! And then after like idk flashbacks(?) from their time together or McQueen explaining sth to Edd, McQueen tells Edd that he likes him back and they'll kiss again and then they're gonna head home and make love. Kyaaa!
Okay, that's all I got, people... Sorry, I couldn't go into detail, cause my Korean vocabulary is very VERY small, so I am not able to spoil anymore than that... Believe me, there are more interesting things going to happen from what I've seen from the raws, but I am just unable to understand..

P.S: English isn't my first language either so I hope this is at least decently written and understandable for you guys and also I am very sorry in advance if I misinterpreted anything.

Hi, I was wondering what the name of this Yaoi manga where the uke is in love with seme which is his brothers best friend and they meet in the cafe the brother own/works at, he then left and came bk to work in the same cafe with his brother and to meet the seme again but instead is greeted with a arrogant guy who he believes is dating his brother but it not and is the seme he meet in the past who he was in love with

Please help!!!!
I'm looking for this Yaoi set in omegaverse. The uke is an omega and the crown prince of a kingdom. As his mother the queen gives birth to several omega, she fear for her position and thus disguised the uke, her youngest child as an alpha since birth cuz omega can't take the throne. One day, he disguises himself as a servant to get out of the palace, but was mistaken as a prostitude and got dragged into a brothel, and then he met the Seme, the prince of an enemy kingdom who was sent as an emissary to uke kingdom. Uke got his heat cuz they were actually 'soulmate'. They have one night stand and uke escape the morning after. Later the Seme kingdom successfully conquered the uke kingdom, and seme got the uke as his servant. The seme was actually searching for the his one night stand in the kingdom without knowing the crown prince was the uke( the brothel they met in have all prostitute wear ornate mask) and seme only remember the scent of uke's heat pheromones, which Uke suppress.
Please help me find it, I'm begging you!!! Please!!!!

Hey guys
so I wanted to know that are there any BL dramas or movie lovers here?
Like a few of my personal favorites are
SOTUS 1 and s
Advance bravely
HIstory 1 and 2(my ot1)
What the duck
Round trip to love1 and 2
Takumi-kun series
are there any that you guys watch?

To people who think "you shouldn't complain about the grammar because you're reading it for free": why not? Nobody is insulting the translator, merely stating that the quality of the translation is not up to par compared to the work of other groups. And I, for one, agree. At times I found the dialogue to be difficult to follow, which detracted from my understanding and enjoyment of the story. If you're someone for whom this does not apply, great! But I don't think that is a valid reason to dismiss the feedback of other people who feel differently. And regarding the "if you think you can do better, blah blah" rebuttal, I am speaking as someone who has experience in all areas of scanlating (translating/typesetting/cleaning) so I know how much work it can be... but that's not exactly an excuse for skimping on effort. Thanks for coming to my TED Talk.

Pls help.i has to couples. One is about two teachers. Seme is a former student of uke and seme became a teacher bcuz of uke. 2nd couple is uke is a teacher and seme is an uncle of a student of uke and also a cram teacher. This is all i can remember. Pls help

Anyone know where i can read it all in English?

Apparently you can read the whole thing on Facebook? I looked once and wasnt able to find it so if anyone has the link then please let me know!

Since mgg isn't hosting chapters on their site for the time being I decided to post dropbox links on this topic so everyone who isn't able to pay for the official Lezhin chapters will still be able to read them! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ I'll update the chapter links every Wednesday (in the USA for those of you a day ahead) which is the same day they update on the official site - so please check back on this topic for the updates! ^^

Links:
Chapters 1-10: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sign_language/uu/sign_language-chapter-1
Chapters 11-13: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/18KkLPlozsNe2cnXEJQP3A23zDmK9V6OP?usp=sharing

And lastly if you have the ability to, please support the creator of Sign Language by buying the official chapters!! (▰˘◡˘▰)
Korean: https://www.lezhin.com/ko/comic/sign_language
English: https://www.lezhin.com/en/comic/sign_en

If I remember correctly the uke and the seme had a fight and so the seme turns into another person and hangs out with the uke. One day the we're hanging out and the uke dropped the ring the seme gave him in his original form and so the ring rolls onto the road and while he goes to pick it up a car comes and almost hits the uke but the seme pushes the uke out of the way?

This isn't so much about yaoi manga, but more about yaoi anime. Lately I have been watching some really old yaoi anime, for example Zetsuai and Fuyu no semi which were made in the early 1980s. I noticed something when I was watching them. Why is it that older yaoi had some intense sex scenes but new yaoi/shounen ai anime have so much censor ship? For example, in the anime Ai no Kusabi (the old version) there's some hardcore sex scenes, but in new yaoi anime like Superlovers and Hitorijime my hero, all the sex scenes in the manga or original source material are either heavily censored, removed or implied?

I know that Japan is still homophobic, which is a shame and frankly quite stupid since it's practically 2018, but I have to wonder how older anime studios got away with it. Is it because of the new censorship laws? Or is it that with the 2013 same-sex Amendment act, that homosexuality got more attention now that it's more out in the open that it was in the past? Personally I am very interested in knowing how this works. As a fellow anime lover and open minded person towards the LGBTQ community, I am genuinely curious how Japan is so behind with homosexuality. I want to know how older anime studios make such beautiful yaoi anime, especially Fuyu no Semi.

Another question for guys, do you think older yaoi anime is better or newer ones that have been coming out as of late?

Personally I feel that older yaoi anime were a bit better. True their stories may be a bit odd, like in the case of Zetsuai and Mirage of Blaze, but I felt that they were much more creative and had a special quality put in to them that newer anime do not really have. It had a special type of artwork, music and style. I just felt that the older yaoi animes were a better. Anyone else feeling the same? I mean the stories were so cool and engaging. Although I have to admit that I want to see a break from tragic sad endings that seem to be a trope in yaoi anime. What are your thoughts?

Finally, what yaoi manga do you think deserves an anime? Personally there are some good yaoi manga that totally deserve an anime. Or even shounen ai series. Thoughts? Personally, there are some good yaoi manga that are worth a 10/12 episode anime. Instead of throwing constant musical/harem/sports anime, I think the yaoi/shounen ai community deserves a little more love.

in a shoujo mood today. not looking for anything specific, just tell me your favorite shoujo manga and i'll check it out. i would prefer that it be completed and not ongoing, though. thanks in advance ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

Hi there
Well from the title I really need a yaoi manga where the seme stick a sextoy in the uke ass (≧∀≦) and let him hang out in public and stick it as a punishment ?? ヾ(☆▽☆)

I didn't get sad at all I got mad. Hirono was sad all by himself for 5 years and Seono just apologizes with sorry I stole your happiness. Wtf and why would he be with Yuma now like he didn't care about him to try to stop him from leaving or at least try to contact him over the years.

The beginning of chapter 5 is a flashback where they were in elementary school, there was a school trip that day. The childrens talked about not being near Kei because him being an omega would lure people and it's troublesome, the only one who protected for Kei is Tsugitsugu said playing with an omega is not dangerous, Kei was really moved by hearing that and said Tsugitsugu that Kei would find a alpha soon, and he'd never bring Tsugitsugu any trouble so please be friend with him.
Coming back to the present, Kei was together with the Alpha, the Alpha complain that, despite him wanting a child with his 13th lover ( Kei is 13th lover ) Kei went as far as taking emergency contraceptive pill. The alpha wanted to give Kei a new high class apartment as well as living expense. Then he laughed and said he wanted to have sex but since Kei didn't want that, he stopped by saying he would not do it by force either.
When Kei was alone, he felt relieved that he didn't get pregnant with that alpha, he had money and other luxuries but why he felt so empty and lonely inside.

Next scene was about Tsugitsugu, during work he remember that day was the day Kei was in heat, and felt worried but tried to not think about that. However, after seeing the alpha was flirting with another omega in front of his eyes, he got angry and yelled at the alpha that he had to be by Kei's side now since he may be in heat now, the alpha laughed and told him that he had many lovers so he couldn't care for any particular person, then he said if Tsugitsugu was that worried for the Omega, how's about getting down on his knee in front of the Alpha, he would tell him Kei's new address.

Coming back to Kei, he's in heat and had to took the medicine 3 days in a rows, suffering the negative effect. He was sad seeing Tsugistugu and asked him to leave, but Tsugistugu told him that " I didn't give up on you for this. Since now on, I act on my will " . Hearing that Kei cried and said " you already did what you want and left alone this useless omega ", Kei wanted Tsugitsugu to fuck him so hard that he could bear Tsugitsugu's baby, Tsugisugu was stunned hearing that cuz after being biten by a alpha, Omega would not be able to accept anyone else ( their bodies achy, vomit, headache and so on ). However, Kei reassured that if that's with Tsugistugu then he can make it slowly.
Kei told Tsugitsugu to tied him up and make love with him, so his body could not hurt Tsugitsugu. Tsugitsugu was upset seeing how Kei was suffering while having sex with him, then Kei asked him to stroke his face and saying " I love the most whenever you're doing this for me. " then Kei wanted Tsugistugu to come deeper in him, so he could get pregnant his child, he'd be content just with that and would take care of the child own his own. Tsugitsugu was angry hearing that, he were not that irresponsible and asked Kei for marriage.

Later, Kei refused the Alpha saying he's getting married, the Alpha was really suprised telling Kei that was the first time his omega was stolen by a Beta.

In the last part of this chapter, when Kei was doing house work, Tsugistugu told him that he shouldn't do everything, he would share the housework with him. Then Kei smiled and told him that he didn't have to mind that, as a husband he just needed to care for his work at the company, and his most happiness is to be Tsugistugu's wife, even though he often worried that he didn't deserve to be his wife, but from then on, he would stop thinking about that and just try his best to make Tsugistugu happy.

I read this when I was little and I would love to read it again.
The main character has pink (or is it purple?) hair and her name is Seira. I think she enrolls in a boarding school but she got difficulties because the school was really strict and the lessons were too difficult for her, but she was really hardworking and studied really hard until she passed out during the test.
I remember her eating tuna to help her get smarter lol
Of course there's romance too, it's a shoujo manga after all XD

That's all I can remember, I really hope I could find it again ><

recommend me some historical manga that you like......thanks<3<3<3<3XD

1. guys have self-lubricating assholes
2. semes have giant d!cks and ukes have teeny tiny ones
3. the seme's giant 3 ft long d!ck can easily slide into the uke's virgin ass without any prep or lube
4. guys can go for 20 rounds of sex in one night and still have enough energy/cum for one more
5. there's no such thing as a straight man

What have you learned?!