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This is SO damn good. I take extra time just to stare each panel. The art is f gorgeous
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Sameeeee i thought I was the only one who takes an hour to read a chapter bc I stare at the art for so long
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You're absolutely not alone in this. What a mood. It takes me a whole life to read a chapter too XD It's so beautiful and the actions are so smooth and AA the angles in each panel and the characters' expressions... The manhwa itself has something else. I'm this close )( to read it all again just to keep staring at it XD I'm going to support this gorgeous artist on Lezhin (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
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I can understand it. After being all your life with the same person and after loving him so much... W did awful things to Z at the end so it's compressible he didn't want to see him but it's impossible to forget all those years together. He obviously cared for W. He still wanted him to be happy but some things can't be forgiven. I'm happy Z spent the rest of his life around someone who loves him and took care of him. I would die if I saw Z dying all alone in an ambient like the beginning. What the doctor did was very sacrificed. What I'm not really sure is what feelings had Z for the doctor, but he was really grateful for give him some happiness before his death. When he said he would follow him after his death and that he want to be reincarnated in a woman to meet him again. I DIED. I won't be able to forget this story.
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I fell in love with this manhwa. I'm surprisingly satisfying and happy with it.
SPOILERS
1. When Naru was kidnapped, has he been r*ped too? The manhwa doesn't say it explicitly but I'm still thinking about that scene when Somi tells him about a homo film and Naru automatically thinks about the accident(? I find it odd.
2. Lately I have been feeling more hopeful about SJ being the end game T^T but at the same time I'm still feel insecure about it. Like is it really Naru straight (??? I was extremely surprised when he suddenly said "do I want more than friendship with SJ?" Like wth! I wasn't ready for that. I didn't see that coming at all but I liked it *-*
3. I'm scared SJ will end up all alone and sad. First because he is getting in the way one more time and if Sora finds it out... Damn. And if Naru finds out SJ has been sabotaging his opportunities to date someone... Damn x100. And fck, Somi is super nice and good and SJ have been doing mean things to people and the manhwa has been saying all the time that he will get punished and I'M SCARED IT WILL COME TRUE. I just want them all to be happy.
4. Let's not forget the personality test hehe~ it was just a silly thing but I felt it like a lil clue. The manhwa telling one is how "compatible" Naru and SJ are.
5. I want Sora's relationship to work out damn it T^T
6. I'm seriously want to know why and how ended up SJ linking sm Naru.
This manhwa is killing me. I have so much to talk about but I will stop T^T
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Yeah I’m pretty sure he was raped :c I think he said he repressed his memories of what happened while he was kidnapped so he doesn’t really remember it but I’m sure he knows what happened and his repressed memories probably cause him to feel that discomfort, and I’m pretty sure what happened to him is why Sungjoon doesn’t plan on ever telling him his feelings :’c
Omg sihoo chill a bit please (╯TД T)╯╧╧ you're suffocating him