so. one day, my past self found out about yaoi. and, just like any fujoshi/fundashi, i started to sexualize mlm relationships. but then, i grew tired of the actual sex scenes and grew annoyed w them. now, here i am, realizing that i am transmasc nblm/mlm. might be gay or bi, idk
or, i read lots of yaoi and realized in 2020 that i just want to become the gay
i would really want to buy a nice house in the forest, plant vegetables and fruits, have normal running water and solar pannels for electricity. work for a few years, live in a pit hole, eat trash food, just to save money to buy that damn house. solitude is nice, i think. a really lot of time to decide anything. if i wouldn't want to do it today, i won't do it. no pressure.
