Mariiastin26 December 17, 2023 3:09 pm

I started reading from chapter 34 just cause I was curious and now I'm quite interested but I also don't feel like starting from chapter 1. Correct me if I'm wrong but this is what I gathered from the three chapters:
ML has trauma, dreams of a blond dude, and is obsessed and in love with "him".
ML pays? MC to act like him and dye his hair blond.
MC falls for ml, MC tries to understand and thinks ml loves him
ML brings another blondie to his apartment and cheats. on mc. They were broken up already? or in a break?
MC realizes that he doesn't love the real him, but just the idea of haram he sees on mc.
mc has enough and decides to sleep with him one last time(as if) and break up
ml for sure has a serious mental illness and it's a selfish peace of shit that only thinks about himself.

    Uska December 17, 2023 4:29 pm

    you didn't read is that the blonde boy in his dreams is not real and is from a kid's book he read while his parents separating
    He reacts to every blonde, early chapters there was a blonde that died by getting hit by a vehicle. When they had 'broke up' ml remembered the scene of that day and remembered mc's reaction, and now he thinks that he saw his dead 'boyfriend' in him.

    Heu77 December 18, 2023 1:49 am
    you didn't read is that the blonde boy in his dreams is not real and is from a kid's book he read while his parents separatingHe reacts to every blonde, early chapters there was a blonde that died by getting hi... Uska

    “ML brings another blondie to his apartment and cheats. on mc. They were broken up already? or in a break?”

    OP said this. Is it true ML cheated on MC? Or no cheating?

    KitLee December 18, 2023 11:33 am
    “ML brings another blondie to his apartment and cheats. on mc. They were broken up already? or in a break?”OP said this. Is it true ML cheated on MC? Or no cheating? Heu77

    No he didn't do anything with that guy

    Heu77 December 18, 2023 11:36 am
    No he didn't do anything with that guy KitLee

    Why’d he bring him over then? What happened in the chapter? I’ll read later but busy with exams so pls spoilers thank you

    元サラリーマン December 18, 2023 12:31 pm
    Why’d he bring him over then? What happened in the chapter? I’ll read later but busy with exams so pls spoilers thank you Heu77

    His depressed mind convinced him that Yijun wasn't the one so he did that to see if that blonde was the one he was looking for. Not only that blonde but pretty much all other blondes but he said so himself other than Yijun, the sight of others disgusted him.

    Heu77 December 18, 2023 12:32 pm
    His depressed mind convinced him that Yijun wasn't the one so he did that to see if that blonde was the one he was looking for. Not only that blonde but pretty much all other blondes but he said so himself othe... 元サラリーマン

    Before he met MC, he was sleeping around with other blondie’s because it reminded him of his ex? Do we ever see the ex?

    元サラリーマン December 18, 2023 12:38 pm
    Before he met MC, he was sleeping around with other blondie’s because it reminded him of his ex? Do we ever see the ex? Heu77

    There's no ex. It's his imagination. He came to realise that later on. And i don't think he had been sleeping around ever.

    KitLee December 18, 2023 12:47 pm
    Why’d he bring him over then? What happened in the chapter? I’ll read later but busy with exams so pls spoilers thank you Heu77

    I'd probably start reading in the teen chapters and read the first few chapters... that's what I did. But yujin left because sekye had a bit of a emotional/break and saying things and saying he couldn't fill his void ect yujin leaves, yuhin meets with sekyes coworker and makes up his mind that sekye sees him as his ex and it was the dead guy in the road... he dyes his hair black and goes to his house after not being there for a while and sekye says he doesn't look like him... so he really assumes he's a fill in and that guy was probably there to do it idk but they didn't. Sekye is always ready for everyone to abandon him as well so.....and they have no communication skills at all smh. I self translated this for myself and it made me all the emotions

    KitLee December 18, 2023 12:49 pm
    There's no ex. It's his imagination. He came to realise that later on. And i don't think he had been sleeping around ever. 元サラリーマン

    No he's just trying to fill this loneliness

    KitLee December 18, 2023 12:59 pm
    There's no ex. It's his imagination. He came to realise that later on. And i don't think he had been sleeping around ever. 元サラリーマン

    Yea this other guy is someone from his favorite book he used to cope from his mom and dad being divorced and dad leaving, mom not spending any time with him and panning him off and starting a new family. He has in his mind everyone will leave

Mariiastin26 December 17, 2023 1:04 am

my heart is so full every time i read this

Mariiastin26 December 17, 2023 12:45 am

bro got him sleeping like a cow smh

Mariiastin26 December 17, 2023 12:36 am

YO I LOOVE THISSSSS lol

Mariiastin26 December 4, 2023 2:46 am

bro peed on him?????????? tell me he isn't eating the fucking vo...(⊙…⊙ )
wtf happened with the master?

Mariiastin26 November 6, 2023 5:17 pm

I literally forgot about this!!!!! Omg I love it so much when is it coming baaaackkkk ┗( T﹏T )┛

Mariiastin26 October 30, 2023 10:14 pm

i understood but i didnt lol

Mariiastin26 September 26, 2023 12:57 am

this is yaoi but rated 15? someone explain pls. I'll read it anyways but i like to prepare myself for smut vs no smut lol

    Yachiruu September 26, 2023 2:49 am

    Really intense teasing scenes but no smut whatsoever.

    iirc they said they'll upload the mature version in the future, idk if that means R18 /smut too

    Mariiastin26 September 26, 2023 2:54 am
    Really intense teasing scenes but no smut whatsoever.iirc they said they'll upload the mature version in the future, idk if that means R18 /smut too Yachiruu

    oh damn, that's good to know :( thanks for the reply

    -hoeforhange- September 26, 2023 10:05 am
    Really intense teasing scenes but no smut whatsoever.iirc they said they'll upload the mature version in the future, idk if that means R18 /smut too Yachiruu

    The mature version includes smut

    Leaves September 26, 2023 11:38 am

    I thought this is just a novel on Tappytoon?!

Mariiastin26 September 15, 2023 5:27 pm

spoiler?











so nanmoo sleeps with someone else again?? while waiting for pil g?

    Cloe September 16, 2023 12:11 pm

    Yeah, he sleeps with one of the two his been doing it for years (the black haired one).

Mariiastin26 September 2, 2023 2:50 pm

IDK but I don't think Professor Cha likes uke fr. Even when he seems annoyed by the whole feromone thing he still doesn't give me those vibes

    That one person September 2, 2023 5:07 pm

    Fr I think him and blondie got sum beef and he tryna steal his boo thing

    hhhhhhh September 2, 2023 5:18 pm

    I second this, it really doesn’t seem like the prof likes our MC! So I’m kinda torn and idk he seems kinda weird for meddling into their business

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