Man the author did a great job at the beginning portraying Uke as a total psycho...But I am so happy to see him getting better!! Mental health issue is real and people need to take it seriously!!
I am not saying that to offend anyone. In fact, I think the author did a great job reflecting some of the common mindsets of people with various degrees of depression such as black and white thinking (I am a failure if I don't get it done)and mislabling(He is mocking me/ I am just a nobody). Rationally speaking, we can find a rational response to deny all Uke's claims towards himself. Although I cannot give any professional advice here, I recommend anyone who's having these irrational thoughts and suicidal tendencies to seek professional help and ask about cognitive therapy. A lot of self-hurting thoughts (like it's all my fault/ they are looking down upon me) may seem real and rational, but they are not rational! Please seek help and anyone will eventually find a community that's accepting who they are:) Although it's all up to that specific individual whether they want to make a change or not, it is still good that other people could offer a helping hand!
Lastly, there are philosophical questions such as what's the meaning of living in this world. There are different answers to that. I know we didn't ask to be born, but I think a part of life is to enjoy the journey and seek the meaning of ourselves.
What makes the human spirit great is the grit to get through tough situations in life.
For anyone who's not comfortable with coerced sex/rape and who had a traumatic experience with that, please be aware that this manhwa included content where the Uke was raped by his ex.
P.S. when Uke was scared of Seungjae because he killed people to save the Uke, I am like he saved your life...At least be appreciative? lol
I have only completed 37 chapters so far but the bird is getting on my nerve... Like I just want to make the bird disappear cuz he's just nagging all the time and selfish... Imagine having a friend like that who only thinks about his own feelings and tries to achieve his goals thru manipulations. I hope his character gets more positive development later on cuzzzz man
Read it further then, he will get his character development. And you will get his past and as well his reason for behaving like that. And then you'll love him :)