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I am a sucker for skinny, lean and tall guy lol. They always catch my eyes first.

If the plot don't change rn ima be mad and drop it like Ew just imagine doing it with ur sibling irl FUCKKNG DISCUSTANG

Anyone have a clue where I can find chapter 9 raw? (already found chapters 1-8!)

At this point I don't even care for the alt chiwoo x jihyun ........
I just need the teacher x big bro story plssss ┗( T﹏T )
CUZ BOI I'M STILL NOT OVER THE TENSION BETWEEN THEM LIKE I COULD FEEL IT EMANATING TOWARDS ME FROM THE SCREEN LITERALLY THEY WERE EYE FUCKING EACH OTHER THROUGH THE FEW PANELS THEY WERE TOGETHER BRUH MY IMAGINATION WAS SKYROCKETING
IF I DON'T GET A STORY ABOUT THEM THEN ILL REMAIN FOREVER SALTY ABOUT THE POTENTIAL IT COULD ACHIEVE （/TДT)/
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.thank you for coming to my ted talk lol I'M TOO PASSIONATE ABOUT THIS SHIP

That was hot, Idk why I love older men in Yaoi anyway, this kind of reminds me of the manga about an uke who was in love with his friends since high school they had a brief affair and the seme got married and had a son, the son grew up and fell in love with the now older uke.

whoo boy I cannot be reading this at a public bus

it sucks the story was discontinued, but, with the plot knowledge we were given and after reading the story 3 times, i think i can fill in a couple gaps for everyone as devastated as me :').

Why Roku Jumped With Kei:

Considering Roku's feelings towards Kei is crucial;
yes, he didnt love kei in the way that kei loved him BUT Roku still cared deeply for him. His anger/anguish after seeing the 'true' kei (as kei calls it) wasnt based on the fact that he was just purely angry and disgusted with Kei. Rather, he had a form of identity crisis among other things. He called himself kei's brother and yet in a matter of seconds he felt he knew nothing about the boy staring straight at him. He probably felt guilt for not being there for him, guilt for not paying attention to the red flags. Anger at both himself and kei because things have ended up this way. Seeing his twin in such a state sent him into shock. 

In the split seconds leading to Kei making his final jump, Roku couldnt even think straight. There he was, standing 5 meters from his twin that threatened to drop from the building any moment. Someone who had cried just prior to that about his regretful and empty outlook on life;
why were they separated?
why were they so completely different?
they should have been just one entity.
That was all Kei had ever wished. That was the only thing Roku could give him in his last moments. So without any further thought, he jumped along side him.

After the attempted suicide and how Roku's 'partner' came into play:

After the death of Kei, Roku finally understood that feeling of emptiness. He had lost a half of himself that he didnt even understand anymore. He wanted to fill that void, leading to very similar methods to Kei. The guy probably came into Rokus life as the typical form of 'tough friend' that Roku could vent to about his issues after coming back to school, and he also could conveniently serve as something to fill that 'void'. We learnt that Roku went through lots of therapy and hospital visits for sporadic and harmful behaviour towards himself so maybe there is a link there? Nothing kind, just harsh and straight forward. Putting himself in Keis position probably comforts roku in a messed up way.

The use and significance (if any) of Ichinose's character:

I dont think Ichinose serves as anything but a medium in which the story can be told. In a way, looking at it from both an insider, and outsider view gives the story more depth. He'd probably learn of this all, get flustered, say "i-im sorry.. i didnt mean to-" and have Roku reply with something like "no it fine. it was my own choice to tell you" or something. Ichinose would probably feel extreme fruitless guilt.

Really, I can only see the story ending 1 of 3 ways:

1. (most likely) Roku ends up killing himself to join Kei (this has already been foreshadowed by him rejecting hospital visits, going to the roof, smoking, loosing emotion--> strong links between his behaviour now to what Kei's was). This would be a tragic ending, but plot fulfilling and it would make the most sense.

2. Life literally just goes on --> not as sad, but doesnt tie ends together very well. Least likely

3. Ichinose makes it a mission to somehow help Roku. This one could go down multiple pathways that i cant fit in here to discuss but im sure you could think of a few potential ways.

now lets all cry together :')

For anyone asking about the raws: There are no raws, as simple as that. The second chapter will come out on October 19. We just have to be patient and of course if you can, buy it as soon as it comes out to support the author. Thanks for coming to my TED talk.