Holy fuck. I'm at ch. 19 and I just had to say the sex scenes are so well choreographed?? and the dirty talk is actually good lol. like from the start I was impressed by how fluid the author made the non linear story to be but I liked how well thought out every scene is and how the sex actually serves plot purpose and we get to see the characters grow through it
I could probably yap a lot about how I love the writing re. their families and their respective traumas because it's so well done but I also love how healthy their relationship with sex is and how relevant it is for the story and not just reader gratification. I like how they explore and learn each other's kinks and stuff and how gradual and relevant to them being a better couple it is
picked it up after a while and I'm at ch. 32 and wow I love this story so much I love queer community/connections I love adults talking about adult shit with adults and being reasonable and wow I love romance actually. mayb
WHO IS SHE SHES SO DROP DEAD GORGEOUS !!!!!!!also I love ian and eunsan's dynamics so much,, this story feels so realistic and heartwarming—it's just the right pace. ian's expressions are super kyute 2
probably no one cares abt this but: damn it if author made some leafs pun to avoid copyright it would have made the "Ian was the sole reason why Toronto's hockey team won the Stanley cup" shit hit way harder. like. sorry this is so irrelevant but the blazers sound so lame
I love leewon and I thought you know, ceasar is subverting expectations, they have the most potent chemistry since the start! and then the first rape happened and I was like hm will ceasar ever grow and change as we saw him do in season 1? and then now I'm at chapter 81 and the most egregious rape scene happened and I'm so so fucking disappointed because. because it would be gold, peak even, without the useless rape svenes
I truly think this is one big autistic metaphor or am I projecting.