
Holy fuck. I'm at ch. 19 and I just had to say the sex scenes are so well choreographed?? and the dirty talk is actually good lol. like from the start I was impressed by how fluid the author made the non linear story to be but I liked how well thought out every scene is and how the sex actually serves plot purpose and we get to see the characters grow through it

I could probably yap a lot about how I love the writing re. their families and their respective traumas because it's so well done but I also love how healthy their relationship with sex is and how relevant it is for the story and not just reader gratification. I like how they explore and learn each other's kinks and stuff and how gradual and relevant to them being a better couple it is

I love leewon and I thought you know, ceasar is subverting expectations, they have the most potent chemistry since the start! and then the first rape happened and I was like hm will ceasar ever grow and change as we saw him do in season 1? and then now I'm at chapter 81 and the most egregious rape scene happened and I'm so so fucking disappointed because. because it would be gold, peak even, without the useless rape svenes
I truly think this is one big autistic metaphor or am I projecting.