I seriously love how this is not too sweet not too sad. Its not the usual"i blush hard when i saw him". If I'm Sitong, I guess I'll push my crush away too if I'm trying to move on. I understood what Sitong is feeling and thinking. It is cold, but understandable. At least, Zichen didn't go upset all the way and didn't avoid Sitong. Though, that is quite painful for Zichen too.
I don't know anymore. Like, I'll just wait...I guess (⊙…⊙ ) Don't who I want them to end up with and don't what to expect... like... I am confusion