Pls don't hurt sasya any more than this karel. You are too much. Don't think only you who were suffered. Sasya was left alone for too long. People do him dirty. Slandered him. His family was killed because of him. His trauma being assaulted will never heal. You make him depends on you but at the end you had to leave him too for years. He was pathetic. He was unstable. He was broken. When he said he loved you, you didn't believe him instead humiliate him in your way. He don't deserve this. I want to cry in every chapter seeing how desperate Sasya. He hates painful sex but he take it all because he wants karel love him back. Instead karel thought it was Sasya ambitious so he treats him that way. This story is too sad.