I’m so glad that I got to read such a sweet story, they went to through so much and were separated for so long, they really deserve this sweet life they have with two cute kids and I wish They had another extra chapter of them being lovey-dovey!
Im sure jaekyung wont even let dan clarify anything, he is so annoying, I wonder how he will traumatize our poor dan and how much more he will suffer, Dan deserves happiness :(((
dan needs to LEAAAAVE
Yes
This is my first reply. The other account is an impersonator. I am in the opinion that Jaekyung never traumatized Dan. The troll is trying to defame me.
This might be a bit confusing but this is my first comment. Lame trolls.
Needed more character development for this manga, both of them are such flawed and complicated characters that this story felt kinda rushed, it needed more chapters to see actual development and needed to explore their relationship dynamic a bit more
I need atleast one extra chapter of them being in peace together after that 5 year long separation and so much pain they went through ;(
Can any one of you briefly explain what is going on in this story? Or what I can expect from this story? I don’t like love triangle or super complicated stories but i am intrigued to start this one. So spoil me a bit so I know what I am signing up for as I can’t really stop a story in the middle, if I am reading something I will definitely finish it! Thanks
This story revolves around three main characters Ian, Joseph and TJ.
Ian, a man who wants to shatter a dangerous life.
TJ, a man who enjoy a dangerous life.
Joseph, a man who jumps into a dangerous life.
What will their choice be in the end? Who will Ian choose?
It's a battle between a long standing relationship and a new love.
This story is soo beautiful and their love makes me feel so overwhelmed with how intense their feelings are… I do feel that yeonjin should have been a better father and seonjin always wanted his father to be present for him and he never was.. their last son & father confrontation was so beautiful.. how seonjin wants him to be so happy and how yeonjin writes to moran and let her know that he is doing well.. their friendship was beautiful as well. I think seonjin & junho need their own story , I think they will end up with each other, and I also need some explanations as what happened to yeonjin’s father and what is the story between him & jeonmu and need more explanation on how & why yeonjin’s mother killed herself, need more insights on chagang but overall this was such a beautiful story!
The audacity OMG
How narcissistic and delulu and psychotic this mf is to call their kid ‘our child’ after literally killing his own child with a straight face! I wanna see his downfall so bad! I need the next chapters rn!
I really like jeolho’s character, he deserves the best seriously.. not only he is super hot & manly but I am so into the way he loves nanmu ; it is so unique and lonely, he protected him from afar and cares about his happiness rather than trying to owning him or trying to impose his feelings on him, he could try to make a move on him way before as it seems they have grown up together but he never did and also he is so loyal to nanmu .. the way nanmu, jeolho and kangho shares friendship is so amazing to me, they don’t judge each other’s actions but always care about each other and clean up after each others mess ( mostly they are cleaning up nanmu’s mess but they don’t complain) , I really like jeeolho’s character sooo much and wants him to have a love interest as well but don’t think that will be possible easily as they (nanmu & jeolho) have grown up together and jeolho will always protect nanmu so he will keep nanmu in his life somehow even if nanmu dates pilgyun and pilgyun is so possessive of nanmu.. so even if jeolho will like someone in the future it will take a lot of time and buildup and lastly I think pilgyun loves nanmu a lot and trying to own him but jeolho loves nanmu’s happiness and smile and can do so much to protect him and this is what for me is true love !!
What in the fuck are you on, dawg lol
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i just cant seem to like jeolho.. he takes advantage of nanmu and encourages his unhealthy coping mechanisms. you don’t do that to someone you love. also, nanmu doesnt love him like that anyway. nanmu said the sex w/ jeolho was painful and didn’t feel good. based on this information, we know that when pilgyun was gone, jeolho took advantage of nanmu’s deteriorating mental state and had sex with him. even though nanmu doesnt enjoy sex with jeolho at all. i think what jeolho feels towards nanmu is a traumabond, i don’t believe he truly loves nanmu. or if he does, hes a trashy love interest
It was supposed to be painful, nanmu said it himself he wanted sex with jeolho & kangho to be painful so that there won’t be any feelings involved and also kangho and jeolho & nanmu was serving the punishment together that was given to them by the father . Otherwise nanmu will have to keep having sex with all the members of the organization, that would be so humiliating for him, nanmu said himself he felt safe because of them.
you’re right. but my point is NANMU does NOT love JEOLHO. well, he does. but as a BROTHER. i empathized the fact that its wrong of jeolho to enable nanmu’s poor coping mechanisms (what nanmu is doing is SELF HARM and we can conclude this based on how negatively nanmu feels when having sex with jeolho. it’s unenjoyable. he didnt like it, hes not seeking sex with jeolho bc he loves jeolho. hes seeking sex with jeolho because hes losing his mind and wants to punish himself. he was unable to think clearly in the moment. jeolho didnt fuck nanmu out of LOVE. he did it out of selfishness) when nanmu was clearly in a emotionally deteriorating state, jeolho had sex with him, knowing he’s not in the right state of mind. this was not when they were forced to have sex. not in this moment. this was when nanmu was feeling abandoned and didn’t know how to cope so he punished himself by having unenjoyable sex. sure, it was consensual, but was nanmu really in the right state of mind to consent? if you believe what jeolho did was loving… you got your views of love wrong. but i mean yeah, i get the fact that this story is complicated <<as a whole>>. everything is toxic, but people admit it. what irks me about jeolho as a character is how selfish he is, and people dont admit it. he’s not a good love interest!!! you don’t do that to someone you love… you dont engage/encourage their self destructive behaviors like that. i dont even think he loves nanmu like that, i think its more like a traumabond
sorry for ranting i just dont like jeolho as a love interest for nanmu. i do love him as a character, though. i have a love-hate relationship with this story LOL
Yeah, 'cause I'd let the person I love feel like they need to be punished just for falling in love with someone lol
Jeolho could have done literally anything but continuously painfully fuck Nanmu for years. Their father even joked about them still doing the punishment 'cause atp he didn't care anymore. At least the other brother felt bad for what they were doing, Jeolho was just taking advantage of Nanmu to get off. He was content in continuing the "punishment" 'cause at least he got to fuck Nanmu even if Jeolho knew they could never be romantically involved.
If Pil-gyun had never shown up he would've continued to allow Nanmu to torment himself over a problem their father didn't even care about anymore lol
Nawww 'cause you are right about Jeolho lol
He did what he did out of selfishness. He pretends like he was "saving" Nanmu the entire time, but he literally could have done what Pil-gyun is doing now if he truly loved Nanmu. Instead, he was content in contuing their "punishment" even if it was at the cost of Nanmu's physical and mental health.
Their father didn't even care anymore, he even mocked them for still doing it despite the woman being gone. Atp Jeolho, if he really cared, should've made Nanmu stop.
But no. Instead he gets uppity with Pil-gyun, saying "I would do anything for Nanmu even if he hated me for it" even tho it was Pil-gyun that finally killed their father and risked being hated for it. He was scared when Nanmu showed up 'cause he knew that Nanmu saw the boss as a father figure. Pil-gyun took a gamble in killing their father and every person who ever put their hands on Nanmu as punishment just so Nanmu would never potentially be harmed by them again.
He only stopped at the brothers 'cause he knew for a fact it would hurt Nanmu if they were killed by Pil-gyun.
Jeolho couldn't even kill a single one of Nanmu's assailants--let alone the man that forced Nanmu into the punishment lol
I wanted there to be more communication and seme to suffer a bit more and chase sensei a bit more and they never confirmed each other’s feelings ugh