im crying so hard because I know this isn't just a manga but reality not only to Ryu but to so many people in the world I can't imagine how lonely he must have been having nobody know him having no support. The time skips are huge but imagine a person knowing since they were in middle school and having to live hiding for so many years I'm so happy I know that he made it and met his soul mate I'm also crying because I think of all the other LGBTQ+ people who didn't reach an end like his.
It's a sad reality that there are many older gay people who prey on the vulnerable young gays and and I was heart broken reading the chapter where he met up with that old man I can't wait to order the mangas when I find them
I loved it so much and their relationship was so sweet
Honestly I love my best friends to the world and back and if they ever had an accident and was in a depression episode idc I would drop everything to care for them so I understand muyeong + for him J was his one and only friend who stayed by his side and lbr he wasnt a very good friend to J
So I felt a irked about that ultimatum part I understand he's blowing you off but he's not doing it to go drink with his bff or hang out he's doing it because someone he cares about is in a horrible position i don't think muyeong would've left him if J had other pillars of support
I wish we had other short stories of them just having cute times and the art was so gorgeous
I get that this is just a yaoi but I wish she did a little more research into this disorder because it seems like the author just read the first page of the google search of DID and ran with it.
The alters are not going to simply disappear.... It's not like souls or ghosts who have unfinished business on earth
After saying that damn I really like kazuha I hope he nukes the other alters and wins but reading it the mc always uses rei first when naming the personalities he even worries the most for rei so it's very very clear who hes leaning towards.
I feel like in the end it's just going to be kazuha and rei since integration is not always the end goal of treatment and some people prefer to establish communication with their alters
i think whats happening is that theyre integrating with rei, not disappearing. But because they're integrating with rei, kazuha feels like they've "disappeared". And no one has explained to yuuma what's happening, so he thinks that they will effectovely "disappear"
I don’t have DID nor did I study it in Uni or anything I just watch a lot of DID content so excuse me if this is wrong, but it’s my understanding that when an alter integrates it affects who they integrated with... like it would be even a slight personality change/memory change etc.... I don’t think
I could be wrong so if I am someone correct me because I
Omg sorry I reread your comment and meant to delete the reply because I understood what you meant better but accidentally hit reply while deleting TTATT
Yea that's the thing they can't just Intergrate from my understanding I think they never truly go away and even that has to be achieved with years of therapy under careful environment not with the mc mentioning all the personalities left and right and curing him with the power of love and a mcflurry I just feel like it's Trivializing the disorder while saying that I do understand it's just yaoi and what not I just felt iffy because she could be written it as a lovely story when the mc supports the ml through therapy and tries learning more about how to act around him instead of this magical mcflurry cure and healing with the power of love
I liked reading your take on it thank you
no problem, you pointed out really good things. i read the rest of the raws and i really do think it was a good heartfelt attempt for emotion and sensitivity, but that this is a lot to shoehorn in only 2 volumes so it ended up fairly clumsy esp with the sex stuff going on...
i don't think things are trivialized for the most part, just sadly underdeveloped for what it could be but it's disheartening sometimes to see comments say stuff like "wow DID is sexy" and just know part of that comes from the sex (i know sex isn't your only issue ><).
but i did see the author comment that her editors requested for more sex content cuz it's BL when the author originally intended not to have as much due to the subject... kinda sad.
hope you post your thoughts again when there's an update (=・ω・=)
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I read your first reply again and seeing as you read the raws and said " They're integrating with rei " I assume my kazuha lost * holds back tears * it's okay it's okay I saw the signs ╥﹏╥
*pat pat*
but the last chapter is really amazing for all of them, so that will be something to look forward to!! i cried so much, i was really surprise to actually cry cuz i was all tense because of the subject matter and being scared the author was gonna pull something really bad haha
i rooting for kazuha too but i was getting a sinking feeling when he couldn't feel mutsumi integrate... like irl alters don't only merge with the host... but given the length of the series i was like oh no... ┗( T﹏T )┛
hang in there!!
I feel so bad they're so cute but have no flavour I tried to like them but they have no flavour as individuals (esp the lion) they're soo good but as a couple?!??! Bland as shit
I know this feeling but I still like theem
He really said " He's like a little child with a big ego who has trouble expressing himself " Like it's an endearing trait to have as an ADULT.
Imagine going out with someone like that...its mental illness luv.
I'm pretty sure a few people do go out with that kind of people, they just have a better or worse outcome than this two idiots.
Love is blind, that's not an overstatement.
Right? I thought the same thing
Reading this as a fictional story (like it is) is really entertaining and cute I really felt for the uke but when I thought about it I really could not like the uke as much as the seme the seme is really some holy saint to be able to forgive and get over what happened even with his past trauma because if this situation ever happened to me even if the other guy kneeled and carved out his heart to show me his sincerity I wouldn't be able to trust him anymore maybe I would be able to forgive after some time but a relationship would be out of the question.
Imo he should've just told him straight up the moment they got together I know it must be so scary but the longer you drag it out even if it's to "settle" Things the more your credibility will go down
When he said I'm human too I hve feelings too and that he didn't want to be treated this way I was so baffled like you cheated on this man then decide to chase him to show your sincerity and when he treats you coldly like he should have you get angry if that happened to me irl I would've beaten the person up before stomping away
But they're together and they look cute so
damn its a shitty situation overall but i kind of lean towards the seme. it must be so hard living for so long , eternity is such a scary concept and even if i had the love of my life with me i wouldn't want to live forever. its so suffocating just thinking about it imagine living it imo
i hope they peacefully die and have the cheesiest romance story in the next life
fly high angels #rip #death #peace #gonebutnot4gotten #byebye #itwasanokaymanga #yesialreadymademyownendingandwontacceptanythingelse #reincarnation
taichi rapist motherfucker wait hes also physically abusive literally scum.
he really said shit like "you really thought you could overpower me" so disgusting. hes also fucking ugly. go die and leave nao alone you scum ass bitch
stopped by to like your comment
getting disgusted by the rape is ok but telling someone to go die even if they are fictional is on the same level of disgusting
came back to laugh at this.
they really think telling a rapist to die is just as bad being a rapist i'm howling
Telling a fictional character to die is just as bad as rape...did I read that right?
Seriously what a crazy person, I guess it's the traits of a wolf but omg to be loved by people like that even if you love them back how suffocating, all the little fox wants is to stay in the village peacefully he even considered leaving the freaking country (continent?) To get away but ultimately hesitated because of the village to have that taken from him and forced back to the place that traumatized you.... They hate him this isn't love
If I had had someone precious to me ripped from me and I was in a position of power I would simply leave my position of power and follow him around the world rip to seung but I'm different
SERIOUSLY HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT YOU'RE WILLING TO LEAVE HIM IN SERIOUS PAIN FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE IF IT MEANS YOU GET TO SEE HIM UGH IF I WAS THE LITTLE FOX ID KILL MYSELF IN FRONT OF HIM JUST OUT OF SPITE LET'S GO WOLFY HOPE YOU HAVE FUN CRYING OVER MY CORPSE