Im gonna fucking lose my hair just when I thought we would get more of the second couple I get shot in the face like a bitch
Spoilers ahead like, full on spoilers. If you donât want to be spoiled, scroll past now!
Why did the ML kidnapped the Mc? To explain that im gonna provide some context.
So, the MC (Seonwoo) and his childhood friend Yoochan were both orphans. They had no family, no support system. Yoochan was the rough type, always getting into gang activity and bullying others. Seonwoo wasnât like that, but he still tagged along, never really stopping Yoochan or stepping away.
Eventually, Yoochan got involved with a dangerous gang. The gang used both of them and would abuse them. An Hyungtae, there leader who is ruthless, cold, and terrifying took a particular interest in Seonwoo, more than Yoochan, which made Yoochan jealous.
Later, Seonwoo was given a mission. It was to âGet close to Ihyunâ (aka the ML). He even gave Seonwoo candy and nice clothes to help him blend in and look the part. Seonwoo and Ihyun became friends and played games, eating food, and just going out. Seonwoo noticed Ihyunâs parents werenât very present or attentive, and he reported that to An Hyungtae. The next day, An Hyungtae told him to bring Ihyun out again and when Seonwoo invited ihyun to the arcade a van suddenly pulled up and kidnapped both of them. Ihyun was tied up wrists and ankles while Seonwoo just stood there, frozen in shock. Ihyun looked at him with tears in his eyes, completely betrayed.
Ihyun was locked in a basement. Small, dark, dirty, and disgusting. He was barely fed. Eventually, Seonwoo found him. Horrified, he made a plan to help Ihyun escape. Long story short: he put Ihyun in a cage to make it seem like he was gone and sneak him out. But before this Yoochan found out and told Seonwoo he was gonna tell An Hyungtae but Seonwoo, terrified of being found out beat the shit of yoochan and after yoonchan passed out he ran.
Seonwoo brought Ihyun to the police and told them everything. Detective Noh took the case seriously and arrested the gang. Turns out, An Hyungtae had been hired by a rival with a grudge against Ihyunâs parents to kidnap him.
So why did the ML kidnap the MC years later?
Because he was angry. ML (Ihyun) hated that Seonwoo got to live a normal life. Working. Making college friends. Moving on. Meanwhile, he was left behind with trauma and scars. He was kidnapped and betrayed, and Seonwoo just⌠moved forward. Ihyun wanted Seonwoo to understand the pain he went through to experience what it felt like to be trapped, helpless, and forgotten.
MLâs Trauma
Ihyun struggles with PTSD, especially around dark, enclosed spaces. His bedroom literally reflects this. itâs basically a giant cage. A scaled-up version of the one he was held in as a child. Itâs tall and wide enough that he doesnât have to crouch, but it still feels overwhelming. The cage fills nearly the entire room, which is just a bit smaller than Seonwooâs bedroom. Sunlight filters in through the window, casting shadows of the bars over the bed. It smells like oil and metal.
Ihyun has multiple locks on the cage, and he fastens each one from top to bottom every night. Without them, he canât sleep. Itâs part of his trauma.
How did they get closer? How did they fall in love?
When Seonwoo got kidnapped, he actually⌠didnât hate it. At first, he was scared but then he kind of liked being lazy. And itâs important to note: Ihyun never abused or raped him. The MC was terrified heâd be thrown into a dark, nasty basement and fed only dumplings or sold off for ransom at any moment. But none of that happened.
In fact, Seonwoo didnât even feel like he was kidnapped. He thought he deserved a harsher punishment because of the guilt. Ihyun was treating him nice too.
Regular, delicious meals three times a day, fresh fruit and snacks, plenty of sleep, warm sunlight, fluffy blankets that smelled like fabric softener, and soft floors and walls everywhere. His body, used to little sleep and constant overwork, adjusted fast to the cozy life.
Since starting university, Seonwoo had been under so much stress on top of working two or three part-time jobs. He even felt sorry for Ihyun, who had traumatic memories of basement, while Seonwoo found comfort in it.
At first, he lived in the first floor, but when Ihyun saw Seonwoo trying to leave after he stepped near the door, he panicked and moved him to the basement. But it wasnât bad at all. The basement had everything Seonwoo liked: a TV, video games, a bed, food, everything.
He liked that Ihyun could only sleep deeply when he was around. He liked the desperate way Ihyun looked at him. He liked that Ihyun couldnât get enough of him. He liked the affection and even started to like Ihyun himself. He liked when Ihyun showed his obsession. He liked being desired. He was even satisfied with the metaphorical (and literal) shackle that kept him from running away.
Even when they had sex, it never escalated beyond a hand job until Seonwoo told Ihyun he wanted to go further. He told Ihyun to put it in and that he wanted it. Lol. He liked that Ihyun couldnât sleep without him, that he was wanted, needed. He even liked that their relationship started as childhood friends and led to this. Once Seonwoo realized his true self and feelings, he let everything go.
One arc that stood out:
When the MC got pneumonia ihyun thought it was bc of the basement but it was actually bc of mc had apartment. It got really bad and he wasnât eating or moving, and Ihyun freaked out. He seriously thought Seonwoo was going to die. When Seonwoo got better, he told Ihyun that he wanted to stay with him. That he wouldnât run away. That he liked being with him.
Ihyun got scared and thought maybe Seonwoo had Stockholm syndrome, so he called a psychiatrist. LMAO. But in the end, Ihyun realized Seonwoo genuinely liked being by his side. Seonwoo even listed all the reasons why. They ended up together and lived happily.
Some thoughts:
BTW, the ML is actually very gentle in his own way. And Seonwoo realized that. Ihyunâs trauma is so deep and heavy that Seonwoo couldnât even compare what he went through to it. And thatâs why he allowed Ihyun to do what he wanted because he understood it. He believed he deserved it. You could tell that even when Ihyun was relaxed with Seonwoo, he was still haunted by what happened.
One scene that hit hard:
Seonwoo, held tightly in Ihyunâs arms, thought:
âBut the padlocks seem more for himself than for meâŚâ
Judging by how worn out the locks were, they had clearly been used for a long time. They werenât there to imprison someone, they were for Ihyunâs mental stability. Maybe he couldnât even sleep without them.
(Which was true.)
I didnât fully finish the novel, but the last arc explains more in detail about Ihyunâs trauma and his personality. Itâs honestly really sad how much pain heâs in. And while he might look like one of those obsessed, possessive MLs⌠heâs not. Not really. Heâs just a broken person trying to hold on and Seonwoo is the piece that helped him.
Omg the novel is so unintentionally funny. Like the ML literally kidnaps the MC, locks him up, and the MC just feels bad for him. Bro is trapped and still thinking, â he too nice.â
The MC is constantly like, âHow is this even revenge?â or âHe shouldâve punished me more painfullyâŚâ because, âHe gave me a big house and food I never had before⌠I used to live in a basement.â not to mention the ml doesn't even hurt him either
I swear this manhwa is meant to be a comedy bc the art is so bad it's so funny
This shit was absolutely ass. I shouldâve known the moment I saw it was an omegaverse, but I wanted to give it a damn chance. Same recycled, lazy-ass plot of a "weak, poor omega uke pretending to be a beta, traumatized as hell," and here comes the rich, emotionally constipated, sigma alpha who immediately starts sexually harassing the MC because the pheromones.
I genuinely cannot believe how fucking bad this was. And anyone who tell me otherwise. Idgaf. Spare me the respectful alpha bullshit. Respectful where? Because he didnât rape the MC yet? Thatâs literally the bare minimum, you delul.
âTheyâre such a green flag because they hold back on the uke!!â Like are you serious? Thatâs your standard?? Holding back from violating someone is now seen as praise-worthy? Omfg i can't.
Im so fucking tired of these tik tok recommending toxic bl and painting it as a wholesome bl when it just a shit. Never again
OMG WHY TF DID NOBODY TELL ME THERE WAS A KDRAMA ABOUT THIS
I need more chapter of her and her mom the ml is getting to much screen time lol
Someone need to tell his friend he really have bad taste in men bro is never finding a boyfriend
Omg I hope the translation gets update soon better jp raw is already up to 21! And it get better after 9
Yeah fuck you. Got me sobbing like a bitch at night omg
I need a GL manhwa like Mizi and Sua from alien stage but with a happy ending </3 or not bc yk it's okay
Gosh... im just speechless on how gore it is but it's like I got warn for a reason lol im in like shock lol
I need a doomed GL but with a happy ending. I also like it if it was a manhwa
Ugh I can't take this toxic gl anymore just let them be together
Yk what, i think that a very understandable reason why he left bc i would too if I had trauma like that