
Bye after reading the novel this shit is actually so sad. Like I cried while I was reading the novel and I don't even like reading novel this shit was so sad

A quick summary
After the MC's father passes away, the MC begins to struggle with severe memory loss, which leads the ML to bring him into his home for close monitoring. The MC is deeply afraid of the ML hating him, to the point where he believes that if the ML were to hate him, he would end his own life. This fear drives the MC to try desperately to keep his memories intact. However, due to a combination of grief, drugs, and other factors, his mental state deteriorates further. The MC starts forgetting important things like the name of the cat, where he is, why he's staying at the ML's house, and even the fact that the ML has already cleared his debts.
Bc of this the ML feels he has no choice but to keep the MC confined for his own safety, even going as far as chaining him up to prevent any dangerous actions. Despite this, the ML is deeply caring, attending to the MC's needs every day. Feeding him, bathing him, everything.
As the MC's condition worsens, he begins writing the ML's name repeatedly, as if to hold onto the memory, until one day he forgets the ML's appearance entirely. When the ML visits, the MC no longer recognizes him visually, even though he remembers the name. This scene was so sad bc it where the ml started to realized how awful mc conditions was and he couldn't take it.
Since the MC frequently talks about Red Mansion, his parents, a drug addict who nearly killed him, and the ML's brother—but never the ML himself— so the ml decides to take him there. In an attempt to shock the MC into reality, the ML pretends to abandon him at the mansion, telling him it's over.
Devastated, the MC goes to the room where his parents once were, finds an old blanket, and in his despair, uses a knife to slit his wrists. Meanwhile, the ML, having left but consumed by a terrible feeling, rushes back just in time to save the MC's life.
When the MC wakes up the MC has amnesia and only remembers his parents getting sick and him taking over the convenience store, and the first few meeting the ML (before the starts of the story) the ML lies and says that his parents died soon after they got sick and now he lives with him and they're together which is so cute because the ml fear that if the mc remember his condition will get worse. They also moved houses bc ml doesnt want mc to remember red mansion. Ml also has a fear of Sharp things like knife and scissor bc the mc almost died to those so he almost had an panic attack when the mc was looking at it.
BTW the mc doesn't have amnesia. He did for a little bit but he remembered it all. However he never gonna tell the ml about it. Since it show how much the ml love him. They both love each other deeply and live happily.

GURLLL HE A LITTLE HARSH. HE IS SOOO GREEN FLAG THOO LIKE IN THIS SCENE IN THE NOVEL
His brothers had schemed again to take what was his. They gave money to the doctor who abandoned Kim Sung-kyung’s father, telling him to hide deeper. They tried to break Kim Sung-kyung and drive him mad, ultimately aiming to separate him from Chungrim. They used different tactics this time but ended up being no help to Chungrim, as always.
The ml goes to his brother and beat them up. He then confessed how he feel about his brother and about the mc, “I needed someone to be by my side, not the type who thinks money solves everything. Someone who followed my words, did things I liked. Someone who didn’t weigh me against money. That’s what I needed. And that’s why I chose him.” (this line always get me. Like the ml love mc so much)
AND IN THIS SCENE AT THE HOSPITAL
he squeezed Sung-kyung’s index finger tightly, watching as his nail turned white and then red again. He was alive, no doubt.
'When will you wake up?'" He kept pressing Sung-kyung’s fingertips, ensuring blood was circulating well.
Like ML LOVE AND CARE CARE FOR MC

I just want to say that this manhwa is incredible. I love it so much. The chemistry between the characters is portrayed so well, and their journey to becoming close and comfortable with each other feels natural and authentic. The story itself is also fantastic—everything about it is just so good. I'm not usually a fan of omegaverse, and until now, the only one I've truly enjoyed was "Define the Relationship". But this manhwa has quickly taken the top spot on my list. I can't express how much I've enjoyed it. The ending was a bit disappointing with the sex scene bc i wanted more couple activities, but with the upcoming side story, I'm sure I'll love it even more.

I hope Su-ae and Dowha never end up together, and I hope the artist doesn’t even consider it. Some of you may want Su-ae to be with Dowha, but she has no romantic interest in him. Why would you wish for Dowha to be with someone who doesn’t reciprocate his feelings, especially after everything he’s been through? He’s lived in poverty, and the first girl he liked already loves someone else. He even felt disappointed when he found out that she met with him for work reasons, not personal ones. Despite knowing she doesn’t feel the same way, he continues to hurt himself. To keep doing that is just too painful.
Suggesting that Su-ae should choose Dowha after all the struggles he’s faced isn’t fair. Su-ae doesn’t deserve Dowha. Don’t get me wrong—I love Dowha, but continuing to pine over a girl who doesn’t feel the same way is just too heartbreaking and not worth it. Dowha needs to move on and find happiness with someone else. I’ve never felt so sad for a character, but Dowha breaks my heart. Even if Su-ae did confess her love for him now, it wouldn’t erase the pain he’s endured in the past. The ache in his heart when he saw Su-ae with Eunhyuk, or when he realized she only saw him as a friend, is too deep. Please, let Dowha find happiness with someone else—anyone but Su-ae. Hell, I wouldn’t even mind if it was Eunhyuk. I just want Dowha to move on from his first love, who has caused him so much emotional pain. Even Dowha knows he needs to move on, but he just can’t. Dowha’s fans are more delusional than Dowha himself.

“she doesn’t deserve dohwa” first of all what do y’all expect you are supposed to be nice to your friends and it’s not like she was obligated to accept his confession y’all act like dohwa is a fucking victim to suae but the reality is you guys don’t understand why men and women can be friends too wtf he should’ve known what’s coming by confessing to a taken woman?? and yeah i don’t like eunhyuk either he wasn’t any better leaving ur girl for 8 years is already crazy

I understand where you’re coming from, and I agree that Su-ae wasn’t obligated to accept Dohwa’s feelings (and I didn't want them to be together in the first place, as you can see ). My point was never about placing blame on Su-ae; it’s about Dohwa’s well-being and his emotional journey.
Given his past struggles and the pain he’s experienced, I feel he deserves to move on and find happiness with someone who reciprocates his feelings. It’s not about portraying him as a victim but hoping for a resolution that allows him to heal and find happiness. Being with su-ae is just gonna hurt him in the end. Everyone know how it feel when the person you like doesn't like you and say shit like "we can always be friends" but you know damn well we will just be stranger in the end.
As for Eunhyuk, everyone has their own story and reasons for their actions, but my focus is on what’s best for Dohwa. When I say "Su-ae does not deserve Dohwa," i meant it literally. I’m not suggesting she’s obligated to return his feelings. I understand she’s not required to reciprocate his affection, and I don’t want Su-ae to reciprocate his feelings, and I don’t want them to be together. Why would anyone want Dohwa to be with Su-ae when she doesn’t even like him romantically? When dohwa come up it just his one sided love angst.

I really hope that Ari doesn't end up with Min Cheol after discovering that he was in a relationship with the main character. I'm worried that she might start directing her anger toward the MC instead. Ari is an innocent girl who genuinely believed she had found true love. She's young, naive, and just wants to experience love for the first time. In this chapter, it seems like she’s giving the MC a dirty look, but she doesn’t know that Min Cheol is actually in a relationship with the MC since everyone believes he’s single. Both Ari and the MC are innocent girls being manipulated by men who see them as playthings. I really hope that Ari remains understanding and doesn't get corrupted by men who make terrible choices. I sincerely hope the story doesn’t take that turn.

I think he will manipulate Ari to tink that her wife is crazy and obv she is going to believe him since she's closer to Mincheol. She's too naive and it makes me so UPSET that Mincheol literally treats every woman with no RESPECT at all. But then again he doesn't even respects the woman who provides, cooks, loving etc. so what can i expect from a motherless fatherless piece of boy

God, she’s so annoying. Imagine someone who once treated you with nothing but kindness suddenly turning rude and even disgusted by you. I don't care what anyone says—her pain can't compare to his. The first person he ever loved and treated well now despises him.
The moment her brother mentioned the book, I knew exactly where the story was headed, and in the end, she got what was coming to her. Honestly, if it were me, I probably would’ve swung on her. The next Joo Jaekyung, for real.

https://batotoo.com/series/165014/for-the-beautiful-juliet
Just scroll down to RinNailufar and you see. Depending on how you feel after is your opinion
I hate how I keep reading this. It's so bad but enjoyable in a weird way