
I really wanted to read this story. The art is beautiful and the characters seem likable enough. But I couldn't get past thr rape scene in the beginning. It's not my first time in the yaoi rodeo so I've learned and accepted that noncon/rape is part of the majority of the mangas here. But this particular one made me feel so immensely violated that I couldn't go on. I just couldn't stomach it. And this coming from someone who reads this shit for fun, would even get aroused at it at times.
I suppose it's the fact that it's "forever" - the uke and seme's bond. Like being pregnant with your rapist's child (bad analogy, since in this world you actually CAN be pregnant despite being male). I just cant. I cant. Can anyone give me spoilers? :(

I would advise to read it actually because even though the first scene is this way, the story takes a turn and addresses the problems between alphas and omega's really well and the accountability of such actions. It is really well done (I totally get you though because that's terrible). The end ties up everything quite well and doesn't try to pass such behavior as normal.
SPOILER ALERT
I won't say much in Cas you still want to read it but at the end society begins to change and that's awesome! Plus, they really turn the idea of instinct on its head on several points.

i feel like the seme is one of the shitty asshole who would suggest a threesome with the uke and the uke would have no choice but to go with it. some really bad power imbalance here. i hope seme is not an asshole

I didn't enjoy reading this, I was mentally abused by a narcissistic "friend" and I didn't realize it as mental health is disregarded in my community/culture and it's never talked about or we're never educated about it, I spent the last year reading about mental health, I started realizing how toxic a lot of the Yaoi or any manga genre in general are, I've been skipping the dialog and just enjoying the art (I want to create my webtoon/manga in the future), I felt the same vibes you mentioned from the seme, he looks like a manipulative bf, and to be honest most the semes in the yaoi mangas are.
i wanna see step bro *_*