is that Leo is just a naive idiot. Like he grew up spoiled and coddled. I know people like him. They are not evil. They also are not bad. They are also not toxic. They are just air headed, but genuine and cute. They don't get complex things or dysfunctional toxic shit like having to be on eggshells and read someone else's every behaviour so you can mind read what they need from you like those of us who grew up in uncertain households where we became empaths (kids who had to read the room all the time in order to "behave correctly" depending on the ever changing atmosphere to protect themselves in a chaotic home with emotionally immature parents). JJ is a prick. He is a fucking toxic bitch. He is the cause of his own everything. Instead of learning to communicate throughout the relationships and tell his likes and actually have boundaries, he let resentment built towards Leo and is projecting everything on Leo. This is very narcissistic. You are the one who needs to have boundaries for yourself and abide by them. It's not somebody else's job to live by your rules. JJ has no boundaries. Thus Leo doesn't know what he did wrong, because JJ never showed him any boundaries. And now JJ blames Leo for not knowing the boundaries he doesn't have and never lived by. I hate this mf. I hope he suffers.
I am on page 89 and I feel like murdering sb. This is insane. Because of accidentally getting a bit spoiled due to the comments, I know what it all means. I wonder if I would have also known or guessed it, without the spoiler comments, because I am generally really good at interpreting this shit and filling in gaps. Oh man. The third princess looks about 14-16. The 1st princess is 30-35. The rapist mf looks about 40-50. So yeah. Bye.
I want the "He is injured, seme is worried, but uke doesn't want to see him." trope. So they don't see each other for a while. JJ leaves. Uke goes through rehab (if needed) and maybe takes some time off to gather himself. Maybe finds a friend who helps him understand himself or he finds himself or something. And JJ while gone, maybe he focuses on work and either through actually having a relationship with someone that is as he wanted Leo to be like, he realises his mistakes. They both need to mature and see themselves properly and become self-aware to take responsibility for the part they played in it all. It is never just one persons fault why a relationship deteriorated. It is always both sides. The distribution of responsibility in the deterioration of specific aspects of the relationship may be unevenly divided between both. But it is always the responsibility of both. I dislike how everyone just focuses and blames Leo and nobody helps this guy to understand why. Leo never acts like he is perfect. He actually is very right in being angry and going through some denial(relatable thing to do), when his first boyfriend ever of years who meant the world to him just dumps him and never tells him anything. Then just flat out ignores him and then lets Leo find out through others that he is leaving for real. We don't know fully the wrongs of Leo (all of them), just a few of them, but I already know I would explode in someone like JJ's face long ago. Speak ffs. I cannot read minds!
I usually dislike this trope of "She died and he regret so he do it all over again, but this time better.". I wish it would all happen in the same timeline and without some like plot armour like time-jump or memory wipe. I did enjoy the story so far however as it is written so well and the characters are built really nicely. The way their relationship progressed was also so relatable and realistic. Authentic. It's just the time jump+regret-ah situation that makes me a bit dissatisfied, but oh well. Let's see where this goes and how it connects to the title...
and deeply despise the Seme. He is somebody I would have literally gotten into a physical fight with as a woman. This kind of attitude is nothing you can just write off normally. He is a bitch. Not a bastard or asshole. No. This guy is legit a something deserving of the term bitch. He needs a beating. He is stupid as fuck and full of audacity. No manners, nothing. All he has is his face and his stupidity that will probably be used as the reason as to why he was this way and to go "He is just misunderstood". He isn't a normal red flag. He is just someone who makes you see red, because he is fucking delusional.
please spoiler me who tf Haram is? What is Haram? Who is Haram? Did he meet real Haram in real life? Is he a second ml who gonna be between these two or something? Is it gonna be solved?
Haram is not real. He's a delusion Sekye created as a child to deal with his loneliness. Unfortunately he outgrew it as a child and it caused him severe trauma that affected him outside of his delusions to the point he witnessed someone getting hit by a truck and his delusions overlapped with it and made him think it was Haram. He knew it wasn't really.
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