
I am currently in chapter 17. But I wanna bet that Soobin AKA Healteaser is Hope and also the new UltimateAssasinK. Maybe he was into our MC because of how nice he was to him and defended him against everyone and praised him. So he came back as a healer for him, when he realised he needs a healer. I mean he did say " I am not a Newbie" all the time. Maybe he wanted just friendship? Maybe get to know MC more? Maybe there is something even deeper there? Who knows. Obviously it will one way or another develop into him being in love (maybe he is already???) and the MC falling and them coming together. Oh well haha...that's what I think so far while reading. (⌒▽⌒)

that have good built and proper authentic characters and no like superficial storytelling, where you really feel all the emotions and there is proper like consequences when people fuck up? Like either they proper are abandoned by the MC and lose them, pining forever and shit or go through proper redemption (not someone who did unforgivable shit though pls. unless it's a story where both MC and FL/ML are batshit crazy anyway like with roses and champagne). I am getting so bored. I keep looking for stories that will make my heart beat and my eyes well up and emotions rush through me, but all I find are boring things that are just cliche or superficial...urgh ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
while reading, I thought something is wrong with me. I was wondering, if I was to mentally exhausted and that is why I was struggling to understand what I was reading.
I read again and again at some point because I started to get more and more lost. Then I realised it's not me. The translations just got horrid at some point. AM art Chapter 17 now. Not sure if they get better again later, but what the heck haha.
Please be prepared for horrible translations down the line, so you don't end up doubting your own brain like me.