ari October 5, 2024 3:48 am

Ah, I’m so glad this was just a season finale and not actually the end of the series! There’s so much left unanswered, especially with Mokhwa’s old boss and what he’ll do if he ever comes back to Mokhwa’s life.

As for Mokhwa and Nakwon’s relationship, once again I’ll say that I think the author did a good job of portraying how their circumstances, personalities, and life experiences allowed them to somehow have a relationship together. The author reiterates again and again that in normal circumstances, many would be very turned off or even terrified of Nakwon for his selfishness and assault. But Mokhwa, who sees sexual assault as if it was regular physical assault, is so starved for attention and companionship that he allows his own rapist to stay beside him and is mostly just confused at why Nakwon doesn’t go away. Nakwon, meanwhile, honestly hasn’t changed because even now he’s still a selfish asshole who hates when things are inconvenient for him lol and the only reason he regrets raping Mokhwa is that it’s made it hard for him to court the man. He’s sorry for the assault, but only for the setbacks it caused with his relationship with Mokhwa, and he’s just really lucky that Mokhwa is starved for affection because any other person would’ve tried to run away from Nakwon.

All in all, it’s such a fascinating relationship and I can’t help but be invested! Nakwon’s honest scumminess kind of makes him bizarrely more likeable than other BL semes who’ve done just as gross shit, while Mokhwa’s resilience makes you really root for him and want to see him finally be happy. I’m really excited for season 4.

ari October 4, 2024 5:07 am

Oh, these two are men alright, neither of them wants to tell the other that they like them first because otherwise they lose the made up game they have in their heads LMAO

    Haramea October 4, 2024 8:42 am

    boys will be dumbasses after all

ari September 21, 2024 2:55 am

Can’t take a man named Sony seriously. Sir, can I have a PS5 Pro?

    SisterFriede September 21, 2024 8:07 am

    Its not that much better then a vanilla ps5. So dont get ripped off

    Etheve September 21, 2024 5:31 pm

    Guess, people would prefer a Switch here, right? :D

ari September 15, 2024 1:23 pm

Oh, I just love a mess.

ari September 7, 2024 1:29 am

I’ve read this and it’s more like the plain guy is NTR’d as the lead singer is a seke that tops the plain guy but bottoms for the taller dude, but the plain guy is kind of into it when he sees them. Kind of a waste for me because I wanted the leader to top both.

    Eva September 7, 2024 6:00 am

    Two questions: where did you read it? And how did it end?

    ari September 7, 2024 9:46 am
    Two questions: where did you read it? And how did it end? Eva

    Bookwalker for ENG chapters and CMOA for JP. I’m actually not sure if JP ended, but there’s no “winning” boy. I guess you can say the leader got both a seme and an uke? But there’s been no 3P action, as far as I’ve read.

    Eva September 7, 2024 10:22 am
    Bookwalker for ENG chapters and CMOA for JP. I’m actually not sure if JP ended, but there’s no “winning” boy. I guess you can say the leader got both a seme and an uke? But there’s been no 3P action, ... ari

    Thank you!!

    Seraphim September 15, 2024 5:04 am

    Noooo thats so disappointing. I can’t stand when one person is NTR’d

    ChickenButt September 15, 2024 6:41 pm

    Is it NTR if they aren’t even dating? They established a sexual relationship only, and the other bottom is fine with it seemingly. Or maybe I read wrong cause there’s a bunch of text and I’m not too used to it, so I skimmed a bit.

ari September 6, 2024 12:15 am

I think this story is really good at depicting how a man like Mokhwa might still end up having some sort of affection for a rapist like Nakwon. Even Nakwon had pointed out in earlier chapters that other people wouldn’t be able to sit in the same room as their rapist, but Mokhwa is so conditioned to violence that he views rape as the same as getting beaten up (meaning, he’ll be fine as long as he doesn’t die) and he’s so starved for any affection that while he isn’t going to deny the horrors someone’s done to him, Mokhwa won’t push them away if they come back to him. Essentially Mokhwa’s desire for someone to stay beside him is stronger than his need to push terrible people away, and so he will even let Nakwon, his rapist, come into his flower shop and stay until he ends up as a constant presence in his life.

As for Nakwon… While I think he does love Mokhwa now, I think deep down he fundamentally hasn’t changed and he’s really only experiencing regret for raping Mokhwa because it’s really given him a disadvantage at trying to get Mokhwa to like him. I think he’s interesting, because he’s really aware that what he did was messed up and vile, but he’s also looking at it more like a misstep towards what would’ve been a smooth courting (in his messed up head). I find myself liking him as a character (not as a person lol), because compared to other semes that like to pretend they’ve changed after assaulting their lovers, Nakwon still knows he’s a scumbag that raped the man he loves and he’s not expecting to be forgiven but is instead trying to win Mokhwa over. Nakwon’s just really lucky that Mokhwa’s own issues haven’t gotten him kicked to the curb.

    mz.hyde September 6, 2024 5:56 am

    u r absolutely correct, ty for saying it so beautifully

    QiLL September 6, 2024 1:23 pm

    Thank you for saying this, cuz my english is not that good so it's hard to say it lol

ari September 5, 2024 3:17 pm

I’m rereading the story and while I do actually like the development, I wonder when Mokhwa’s ex-boss is going to show up again? He’s been absent forever while Nakwon’s trying to win Mokhwa over. It’s almost like Nakwon’s forgotten he has an actual job to bring down a mob boss lmao

    peerless cucumber September 5, 2024 6:03 pm

    i think of him every new chapter like i just know that if he's going to appear again he will do when nakwon and mokhwa get a more established relationship and cause trouble

ari August 16, 2024 8:40 am

Mokhwa: I am floating in a deep dark ocean and my mind is filled with its pitch black waves... ☠
Nakwon: Hehe Mokhwa sexy~

    teru August 16, 2024 10:50 am

    HELP SO REAL

    Zizi August 16, 2024 11:12 am

    HAHAHAHAHAH Nakwon’s brain left the chat as his big schlong entered the chat

    choco flavoured d*ck August 16, 2024 1:26 pm

    Like where did the scheming attitude of yours before? Lmao since he fell in love with Mokhwa, his head is full of bear

ari August 15, 2024 1:41 am

Damn, this really is set in America.

ari August 5, 2024 3:21 pm

The “… Oh. Okay.” took me out. Mohkwa, I love you.

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