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When I read "you died. In order to kill your emotions you held your breath. Held it in again and again until you really died".... Honestly, I get those words on such a level that it shook me to my core.
When you push down the pain, the anger, the sorrow, the fear... Loneliness.... Push it all down until you can't feel it.... Changes you in a way that it's like your the walking dead. You mimic those emotions you see to fit the scene, but you don't feel it.... You just... Empty...