mainly because through out my life I have jumped off the roof of my two story house only to have my neighbor catch me both times, my mother's favorite saying was "I brought you into this world and I can take you out " one time when she said that I begged her to kill me while holding a razor knife to my neck I was 9 at the time, one of my mom's frie......
I'm a lesbian - and I wound up becoming a *gasp* fujoshi. I found that: there are a lot of yaoi and BL that are written by women. Back in the day, in Japan, this was considered to be a safe way for women to express their sexuality. (A lot of men would steer clear of it, too.) There are numerous articles and papers about this in Japanese. Fujoshi do......
I will say crazy..