Even the commentor give up on you dear uke,but seriously that fucking seme is fucking asshole.and your death might the best idea,it just i hope that there is another way for u to live happily without needing to die .Can't just like disguide yourself to death so that fucking emperor give up on u?i just wanna u to be happy man.U are not wrong to fall.in love ,but the person that u choose did not share the same the same opinion and idk what his feeling but his action screaming that u are just toys in his eyes.