It could be what you want to happen, to have, and constantly thinking about. And from AJ's he may have been a little attached to Mr. S and probably have a little affection (because from his dream they almost kissed) for Mr.S that he hasn't yet realize. And that kissed was stopped by Mr.S giving him a gun. This transition explains that he wanted a relationship like that but the "gun"(which is their current relationship rn is the only thing that is stopping him to have a normal relationship. But as you can see AJ have that lingering trust for Mr.S because he's letting him guide him(with his future) when Mr. S told him "It's okay AJ, I got you."
And Mr. S have thoughts like that to AJ. CAN THEY JUST GO HIDE TOGETHER AND LIVE PEACEFULLY!
HOLY SHT (╯TД T)╯╧╧
FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFF SEUNGHO I KNOW YOU'RE HURT AND EMOTIONALLY CONSTIPATED TOWARDS NAKYUM BUT DON'T EVER LAY A FCKING VIOLENT FINGERS ON NAKYUM LET THE BOY BREATH YOU PSYCHOSSSSSSS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
And this so funny BTW I laugh so hard with the first chapter lmaooooo
There's a fcking gun on the box where the little one is trying to find the ball (⊙…⊙ )
Please PLEASE PLEASE JUST END NAKYUM'S MISERY （/TДT)/ (╯°Д °)╯╧╧