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Welp, I roughly translate up to chapter 23 in the Vietnamese Raws. After Beeb cuts his wrist the emperor moves to use a shard to cut his neck but Beeb stops him because he doesn't want his bad karma to accumulate. Beeb starts rambling incoherently about the past and the emperor realised that that wasn't supposed to happen with the aphrodisiac and suspected poison...uh duh.

The Emperor starts getting bits of his previous life's memories, like how he drugged Beeb so much that he became indiscriminate in who he came onto, and ends up returning to his quarters where one of his thirsty concubines is waiting which he holds like Darth Vader using the force. He remembers that after Beeb died in the first life he would do better next time and he wouldn't harm him and Present Emperor is CRYING (but like the stoic crying) because he realised that he didn't keep those promises. His eunuch that looks like a toad said he'd tell him what happened in the past, but he needed to let the lady go.

Mr Toad pulls out the slave records from the past that eunuchs had been recording what they saw. He goes over how the emperor in his previous life tormented our Beeb A little rougher here, I think either our Beeb was killed or just died from his weak body/drugs. Afterwards, Past Emperor turned into a metaphorical demon and eventually offed himself.

Present Emperor is wallowing in self-hate, thinking "did I really do those things?" etc. He said it's now too late to change but Mr Toad says that it's not, that he didn't crush his ankle or whip him or kill all those people like he did in the past, that if he treasures Beeb properly from now on it might be okay.

Continuing, our Beeb is comatose in bed, vomiting up his medicine and blood. His little Mochi servant girl it crying outside when the emperor shows up and she's crying about how the servants can't do anything but watch Beeb suffer and why did this happen to him if the emperor likes Beeb. She looks up and is startled to see the emperor but he says not to announce him because he didn't want to disturb Beeb. Miss Mochi is wondering why the emperor looks like a forlorn lovebird.

Also, apparently Emperor knew Beeb when they were younger and had a crush on him which I think explains his obsession with Beeb.

Look man i love you ♡, but why are you so Fucken Stupid!?!?!

Honestly a happy ending for me woulda been if the seme dumped the uke's crumby ass

Hmmm yooo I’m getting a bad vibe from both of the other guys besides yul, like he’s a baby but those two give off creepy vibes

FELIX AND LILLY ANYONE