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I'm done reading the novel. it hurts my heart to see him getting trouble because of his love one sided love and I cry in tears when he confessed his feelings to ml. the novel was a tear jerk. it makes me cry. he was one sidedly loving the ml. it was a push and pull scenario of one sided love on mc pov. he was easily get hurt and easily get hopeful for ml. he love the ml for 10 years.
one was mc one sidedly love ml while
the other one was traumatized from his last relationship .. he scared of mc getting regret of their relationship if it happen.
about ml past.
after their relationship got captured by paparazzi. si nan career, friends and family are ruined he was disowned by his family. he can't do career. he got so anxious and depress because he know that ml can still makes his careers due to his skills and connections and he also have many friends while he have not. thats why there's a time he want to kill himself.. he try to kill himself.
ml only married sinan because he felt like it's his responsibility why sinan like that. but he can't save sinan. sinan got drown on their relationship and due to the doctor advice that the patient sinan won't get recover if he still around him. it only got worst if he still there so he accept the divorce papers sent by si nan and went back to China.
When mc got to know the reason of ml of why he doesn't want him to love him.. he got courage to chased the ml and ml reciprocate it.
They got together and both ml and mc are each other light.
they do the deed.
sinan got boyfriend and getting better.
they got married at the end.