MilkyRose丂乇❀'s Topics (8)

Its DR. PLAYER

Why though?

Not gonna lie I'm bad with names but you're talking about this sister with brown hair and blue eyes well she's not really his daughter but anyways I hate her I'm sorry I'm gonna say it (╬￣皿￣)凸

I also hate Jeanette, I get annoyed when I see her

I wanted her gone from the start it doesn't help that she's oblivious to things that he uncle was doing and she's was a threat to our princess athy other than that I liked her

Cmon guys she’s 14 years old and all alone in the world. Plus her parents were scum who bred her to be a tool/weapon. She’s just a kid...cut her some slack,hm? Put yourself in her shoes. ┗( T﹏T )┛

Same. I also don't like her. She's so oblivious and naive.

Oh no I’m probably her biggest hater and in the novel she’s even fucking worse. Jeanette lovers can’t be trusted cause holy hell is she a trip and a bad one at that

Ya'll hate jeannete while the author ans athy likes her lmao

It feels like she’s ruining the relationship between anathasia and Claude, I wanna see more father daughter moments between those two. She deserves it (〜￣△￣)〜

That is correct, but didn’t her parents die before she could even meet them

Yes thats why she's yearning for a family

While tearing apart a family and putting said family child a in a situation to be Villainized and isolated so she can take her spot. Her “yearning” for a family doesn’t mean she gets to act like monster and put a child in same position she was in and supposedly hated

Idek why youre replying to me but sure go off

Isn't she 16 like Anastasia? Genuine question but idrc that she's a kid or that her family was killed or something they're all fictional characters to me Irdc to emphasize with them unless its athy,lukas,claude, or felix only ones I care about ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

Because you made a comment and I responded?I don’t understand why the concept of someone replying too you’re comment is boogling you’re Mind but good off

First off, learn some grammar and second, i wasnt talking to you in the first place. I was answering someone's question but go off sis

"Act like a monster"? Just let me remind you that the jeannete in the novel is different from the manhwa

First off I don’t give a fuck about the English lexicon and I care even less to write it with proper grammar. Secondly I don’t care if you were talking to me, U made a public comment on a question that would warrant responses and people discussing various opinions. Thirdly don’t call me sis actually better yet just don’t aave at all. Next time don’t answer my question with another comment so I do t have to hear you bitch about getting a response. You obviously wanna have a little moment hence why you immediately didn’t even read my reply and instead did a reject mean girl, like now you wanna answer? Lol fuck you. Next time you can just not post a comment or better ignore a comment u don’t want to reply :) it’s crazy but I promise you with a little common sense and the realization they’re is no reason to act weirdo online trying to be a poor mans regina George will do u wonder

The one with the top who is cute and short and the bottom who is more muscular? I think it might be princess top

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i havent read too far, but from what i remember in the novel arthur said it would be weird to crush on her since mentally he's 30, and shes like 13

AGREED MILKYROSÈ, Romance is nice and all but this story is too HYPED for that. MORE ACTION!!! HIYAHHH

DAMN, I FORGOT ABOUT THAT. I can understand tho like if being 18 mentally in a 8yr body and having another 8 yr crushing on you. IT DEFINITELY BE WEIRD.

The one dislike is tess bro

really true

(￣∇￣")

Then don't abandon this. The amount of romance in this is so little that you cannjust skip it (at least in the novel).

Let’s just hope. :’)

Lol this is the first time I had a serious comment.. I just think it’s really unfair.. like tf? The uke was the epitome of “jerk“

Somebody gets it (●￣(ｴ)￣●)

I agree~

Yes i agree with you, fuck homewreckers!!!

Everything you said is the whole truth. You spoke my mind. The Alpha chose to stay with him in the end so why is everyone still holding on to their past when they already let it go and chose to be happy together? It’s like taking painkillers for someone else's headache. Did the Alpha cry to them that he didn't want to be with the Omega anymore? Why are they trying to force his fated pair on him? Is it by force? Ugh!

Like we are talking about rape. It's not something banal. Azusa is manipulator from the very beginning. He is obsessed with Kaeda.
What choice did he give Kaeda? Be with me forever or leave me? So Kaeda would have to live though his whole life with guilt that somewhere out there is Azusa, who can't mate again, miserable and alone like his mother? Beautiful choices.

Okay. Go and drag Kaede out of the story and flog him for falling in love with Azusa regardless of being raped, until he dumps him then. The person that got raped has moved on and is happy with his mate but you’re the one taking painkillers for his headache.

Hmm is that love even? That's the real question. Even in the last scenes his grip was weak as Azusa said. But Azusa's was firm. Rather symbolic.

Okay. Go and whisper in Kaede’s ear to not grip Azusa at all since his grip is not as strong as Azusa’s. It is clear that Azusa loves Kaede more but that is normal in most relationships. It’s not always 50-50 and that is not taboo. The most important thing is that Kaede chose to be with Azusa and didn't let him go. The fact that he did not run into the arms of his fated pair and abandon Azusa is also proof that he loves him. He might not have your idea of a fierce love but it is love all the same.

Yes Azusa just gave him two beautiful choices:
- be with me together
- or leave me and live with the guilt forever which is triggering the trauma associated with his mother's fate.
The guilt and responsibility are important factor of their relationship.

If you cant accept the fact that these two ended up staying together then gtfo of here. What do you want Kaede to do? Cry to the author he doesnt have much choices? Boohoo

Lol calm down. I'm just saying how the situation really is, not pretending it's all lovey dovey paradise.

Such a childlish comment. You don't agree with others' readers pov or you point something in the story which is not to others' liking? gTfO here. Smh

Are you even listening to yourself? You read the entire manga and this is all you got from it? Did Azusa give him those options or you brought them off the top of your head? Kaede LOVES Azusa, he was upset that Azusa forced him to have sex and also pair with him; sure, but he had to let go of his pride and admit that he loved Azusa when he realized Azusa was gonna leave him. All Azusa said was that Kaede take responsibility and keep to his promise of always being with him cos he did promise never to leave him.
Yes, he doesn't want to be like his shitty father but that is NOT the only reason why he is with Azusa. He was clearly concerned when he saw Azusa on that hospital bed and he glared at Mao for talking to Azusa when he was affected by his fated pair’s pheromones.
Azusa mentioned Kaede's weak grip not because Kaede is not in love with him but because Kaede is scared of his instincts and he has decided to be his strength by holding him firmly and being his support.
At this point, you have refused to see past your own reservations for Azusa but that's fine. They are going to end up together whether you like it or not so I suggest you move on, deal with it and let them be happy. Geez!

No one said it's all lovey-dovey paradise either. We are saying get over yourself and let Kaede choose who he wants to be with and love, which is clearly Azusa. You guys keep bringing up a forced sex and pairing scene that happened since volume 1. Gosh! If this is how God keeps bringing up your sins, would you still even have the breath of life?
Azusa already apologized and Kaede already forgave him and STILL chose to be with him so what exactly is the color of your problem with all of this?

Yes but we can't overlook toxiness and how unhealthy the relationship ship and that to the very end Azusa is as manipulative as ever. I can only

"I'm the only one" etc, the madness and obsession in Azusa's eyes. Etc the fact that their relationship is based on responsibility and guilt. The fact that Kaeda's grip was weak and Azusa's weak in the last scene. It's all important and shouldn't be overlooked or Azusa's rape forgotten.

And Azusa's firm*

You must be a comedian. Did the author or Azusa say his grip was weak because he wasn't okay with the rape or was still tramatized by it? His grip was weak because he was traumatized and scared of his Alpha instincts. He was scared of what happened earlier with his fated pair, which is normal. He clearly said he didn't even want to experience such again. That is why he was shaking. That's why Azusa said he would hold him in his firm grip because he will help and support him to overcome his weakness and fear. Did you overlook that as well?
Of course, he's the only one who can love Kaede that way, even his own fated pair can't love him like that so what's wrong with what Azusa said.

The power imbalance in their relationship is mind breaking. Azusa isolated Kaeda from his friends and always painted Kaeda as the bad one, he isolated him from his potential lovers, he manipulated him into bond and raped him. It's not for Kaeda's good. Let's not delusion yourself. Kaeda always has to remind himself of his mother's situation which is truly triggering for him. The key in their relationship is guilt and responsibility.
And Azusa is obsessed. He raped him. And then has audacity to say how he is pissed about Kaesa nearly biting other side when Kaesa actually didn't have any control meanwhile he, himself planned and raped someone. Azusa is manipulator and obsessed from the very start to the very end. The madness was clear in his gaze and I was talking about grip scene in symbolic sense.
Azusa even said at the end of volume 1 that Kaeda is really naive.

And I recommend reading this comment, the author interpreted the situation very clearly:
"I I think the amount of people who are willing to give Azusa the benefit of the doubt is almost staggering. Though there’s an equally vocal group of people condemning him, I think it speaks to what a unique character he is that people find his actions defensible. I love the dude, but I can acknowledge that years of subjugation and over idealizing Kaede have probably knocked loose a few screws in this man’s head. The final scene where Kaede gets vulnerable and reveals that he doesn’t like having his sense of agency stripped from him by his “alpha”, Azusa’s declaration that he will “kill” that beast inside of him is extremely telling. Especially because he acknowledges that Kaede and his alpha are entwined, and the only way he can stay with Kaede is to master him. It’s not about being equals or trusting each other. Azusa simply knows that biology has got them fucked, so he’s willing to exert way more force (nearly to the point of violence) than what is normal for a typical relationship. I’ve noticed that throughout the relationship, Kaede is always put in positions that result in Azusa looking more or less like the victim, even though the narrative is completely different in actuality. Kaede was seen as a bad alpha because he didn’t want to buckle down and commit to a relationship that had been forced on him, and even now, when he’s had his control wrestled away from him by his own biology, Azusa forcing him to bite him puts Kaede in a situation where he’s being “unfaithful” and feels guilty for things he can’t change. It’s complicated, and I feel like while it is “just a BL”, the reactions of the community reading are just as interesting as the actual content."

Seriously he is the only one? Kaesa can mate and bond with anyone else. So it's a bland lie. On the other hand Azusa can't mate or bond the second time. It's not like Auzsa is the only human being who could understand Kaeda's weakness and situation. Whats more he actually took advantage of Kaeda's instincts which he fears so much in the first place. So hypocrisy on the hardcore level.

Lol. Okay, you can stop crying now. Clearly, you are still stuck in your own bubble. What triggered Kaede’s trauma wasn’t even Azusa’s rape but the fact that he almost abandoned his mate, Azusa, whom he loves; to bite another Omega, whom he doesn’t love; simply because of a fated bond; just like his father did. THAT was what triggered his trauma in the latest chapter. That was why he told Azusa he didn’t want to ever go through that again. He is now leaning on Azusa to help him get over that trauma. Read the chapters again and understand it very well.

The only liar here is you. You keep lying to yourself. YES! Azusa is the only one that can love Kaede unconditionally like he is doing right now. Even his fated pair doesn’t love him that and can never! So what exactly is the issue here? You act like you and Azusa are rivals in love or something.

Lmfao I've never said that the rape triggered trauma. I said the trauma was one of the main reasons why he "chose" to stay with Azusa. You are in the bubble if you think it's sweet love, not some toxic copying mechanism. I was talking about the first part of the story.
And Azusa is a hypocrite because he was the first one who used Kaeda's instincts against him.

No, I'm just saying that Azusa is toxic,abusive and manipulative rapist :) that simple
Who is possessive and obsessed.
It's typical manipulative mechanism to make someone believe that "you are the only one who can love them,help them" etc. Did you even read the story?

And no there are billions people out there. Kaeda could find other people who would come to love him and understand him...
What is that logic even that Azusa is the only one?

I dont get you. Just what is it youre trying to point at? Azusa is a manipulative and obsessed person then what about it? Just what do you want to happen? You keep repeating it over and over again. You want them to separate? Thats why i told you to gtfo because thats not gonna happen.

Why so angry? I just disagree with some readers' interpretation of characters and some threads of the story and explain my own side. You can't discuss pov and compare them with other readers? Idk what YOU want to achieve? People with other insight should be banned? They don't have right to speak their mind? What's the point of comment sections then?

Of course they will stay together but we should acknowledge their relationship is definitely unhealthy/toxic at places and Azusa is obsessive and manipulative.

gTfO and stfu are so mature :")

Loool! Just look at this absurd reasoning. If his own fated pair can't love him like that, who else will but Azusa? Or are you the volunteering yourself to love him? Are you Azusa's rival in love? I'm starting to think you are.

You aren't making much sense. If his trauma is the reason why he is holding onto Azusa, why is he still relying on him to save him from his instincts? You are yet to tell us your real problem with Azusa.

You are not comparing your POV with others, you are projecting your hate onto a character that doesn't even deserve that much hate from you or anyone. He is gonna end up with Kaede and Kaede loves him. You keep denying it but that's a fact.

I've never denied that they will end up together. Never. I've just acknowledged that their relationship is toxic and unhealthy at places and Azusa is definitely obsessed. It's not projecting, it's literally in the story. And that the important factors that brought them together was guilt, responsibility from Kaeda's side and some weird obsession which lasted years from Azusa's side.
Azusa is a rapist. Who manipulated someone into bond. He deserves spiteful words. That for sure. As every sexual abuser out there.
Kaeda's a victim of rape. He could have developed some feelings for Azusa with time but once again a very important factor why he returned to Azusa was guilt , triggered trauma associated with his mother and responsibility. And copying mechanism is also an important part and Azusa helped him with the process by putting him in the place that both of his choices were hard, that he used words like: "I'm the only one who..." Which is typical mechanism abusers use to make the other party even more tied to them etc.

Okay. But you admit that Kaede is fine being with Azusa and he loves him, right? They both love each other, right?

Idk. Can victim of rape and manipulation who wasn't even into men in the first place love Azusa? Is that some twisted love? Is that some sort of copying mechanism because he wants to take responsibility? Even on p23 of the newest chap he shakes off Azusa's hand from his face but Azusa gripped Kaeda's hand firmly.
Azusa's feelings be it love, be it some weird toxic obsession look much stronger that Kaeda's. Kaeda is unsure, he looks confused,he thinks about his mother. I think at some point he started genuinely care about Azusa...but once again is that love? He started enjoying sex too but I can't say it is a pure love or some twisted copying mechanism which kicked in so he can deal with the situation and live more or less peacefully.

Looooool! He shook off Azusa's hand from his face? That is what you saw? That is how you interpreted that scene? What the fuck are you even saying? Nah, no way you're not being exasperating on purpose. Nobody can be able to reason like this and be serious about it. This must be some absurd joke.

That's literally what you took from my whole answer? Kaeda is unsure and uneasy in this scene. He is still shaken up. And here we have Azusa smiling madly and talking about KILLING the beast in Kaesa every time. But that's not the point. The one who most of the time initiates and pushes is Azusa.

It's rather questionable that you don't see many red flags going in their relationship.

At this point you are writing your own story in your head to suit your narrative. Kaede is shaken up by what happened because of the way his instincts kicked in and he reacted to his fated pair; eventhough he didn't want it. Azusa said he will help him by being there for him to make sure he doesn't go overboard like he did earlier and also kill the beast within him (his Aplha instincts); and that is what you have a problem with? Him being there as a support for his lover? Seriously? Okay, what do you make of Kaede being distraught at seeing Azusa lying on the hospital bed or the way he jumped to hug him when he came to? Is that also Azusa manipulating Kaede to be worried for him and show him love?

Jfc. You are being so fuckin slow.
I've never denied any of this things. Never.
You are making it as if Azusa was making it all for Kaeda and not also for himself. How naive you can be? Azusa saying these things is RIDICULOUS because he was the first one who took advantage of Kaeda's instincts. It's disgusting hypocrisy.

I've never said anything about Azusa losing consciousness. But there were many scenes where he manipulated him through the story. He even said Kaeda is really naive.

No, what is questionable is the fact that you are so obsessed with a character that you have refused to let them make their own decisions and attribute everything they do to "being manipulated" like they don't have a mind of their own or something.

You seriously act as if abuse victim couldn't have mixed feelings or even warm ones for the one who hurt him. Is that healthy? Not really.

Azusa literally said that he is afraid for Kaeda he is so naive. People don't even know many times that they are victims of manipulation and abuse. Smh
So if someone was in toxic relationship but being beated everyday we should also turn a blind eye if they are "happy* because they can make their own decisions.

If Kaesa had chosen Azusa on his free will we wouldn't have this conversation in the first place... But let's be real he most likely wouldn't have chosen him.

No, you're the one being deliberately stupid right now. You cited a scene in a chapter and gave it a whole other meaning to what the author obviously put out there and I also cited another scene in the chapter to counter your drivel and you're calling me slow?
How dare you? You keep saying Azusa is a hypocrite and he caused all this blah blah blah, can you fucking move on?! He apologized for his mistakes and Kaede already forgave him so what the fuck is your problem? Are you the one fucking him? Did he snatch Kaede from you? Grow up! You're acting like a juvenile, calling someone naive when you clearly are the naive one here. No one called Azusa a saint but he owned up to his mistakes and Kaede forgave him. His lover almost cheated on him and you want him to keep quiet and not be upset because he raped him in the past? You are very clearly sick in the head. I'm done with your psychotic ass.
Go drag Kaede out of the story and put him in your own story. You can also make you and him the main couple so you can get some respite from it. Obsessed much.

It's not a sweet story about love and fight against obstacles. It's about guy who was manipulated into bond and obsessed, possessive man who used to be bullied and imprinted on the one boy who was a little bit nice to him. It's a story full of manipulation and toxic vibes. Not some sweet fairy tail.

You ar efuckin rude and obsessed. You can't accept their relationship is toxic and unhealthy and should have been stopped long time ago but because of guilt and triggered trauma it wasn't. Which is a shame.
He owned to his mistakes? Lmfao?
HOW DARE you call other people, real people obsseive, psychotic etc. Because they don't agree on your apologising ass. He is a rapist and should be behind bars. In jail.
His lover almost cheated on him? Omfg RAPIST CAN JUDGE? The said lover didn't have ANY CONTROL OVER HIS INSTINCTS.
Meanwhile azusa planed everything ,isolated kaeda from his friends, lovers and brainwashed him with sweet words how he is the only one.
I always repeated it can be interpreted in SYMBOLIC way. Not literal one. That Kaeda is still unsure and has mixed feelings at times. That simple.

Live in your delulu bubble how manipulative rapist who is mad and obssesed and his victim can create healthy relationship when it was born out of rape and fuckin guilt and responsibility.
How someone can be so naive and delusional is beyond me.

Oh and I recommend another very good comment. Btw it's not people's fault you don't understand toxicity, abuse and manipulation in relationship and how it can affect one party. Also majority of the readers can see the truth about Azusa how he still is obsessed and mad to the very end but oh well.
The comment:
"it's fucking disturbing the mental gymnastics and rationalizing that's happening by readers in order to sympathize with Azusa. He's a delusional narcissistic manipulative gaslighting rapist. That's it. That's his whole personhood. If you're okay with that because he's a fictional character that's fine. But these long winded essays to justify and rationalize a character, an actual author created because they wanted to just change the script of who rapes who in an omegaverse doesn't mean this plot subverts any of the toxicity and abuse rampant in the trope. It's the same abusive narrative in the emperor's new clothes. And like the folktale it shouldn't take a child to call out the reality everyone is avoiding to address. Just yikes."
Have a nice day and I recommend reading more on the topic of abuse and how it impacts the victims

And the Aniel character blocked me from replying to their comments. Loooool! Stupid, obsessed and psychotic coward. Making so much noise and can't even back up your claims with a little common sense. How can someone read a manga and twist it so much, it's like they're writing their own story in their head? Just stick to reading Enid Blyton storybooks cos yaoi mangas are definitely not for you.

I block people only IN ONE SITUATION. When they use disgusting personal attacks. It's disgusting, disturbing and inexcusable. And don't even start bsing me that me calling you naive and you calling me obsessed, psychotic ass, sick in the head is on the same kevel. Your behaviour was utterly D I S G U S T I N G.

Oh so majority in the comments misinterpreted the story. In reality Azusa is poor, misunderstood soul who only wants what the best for his partner. Don't make me laugh. For real.
Azusa is delusional narcissistic manipulative gaslighting rapist. That's it. That's his whole personhood.

Lol! And the Aniel is replying to my comment after restricting me from replying them. What level of madness is this one? I think they just unlocked the boss level of stupid. At this point, you aren't even qualified enough to judge Azusa because you clearly are as obsessive as he is and also his rival in love. That's the vibe you're giving me. Alphas have been raping Omegas in mangas and you want Azusa in jail because he raped an Alpha? Is that your call to make? If Kaede forgives him, who the fuck are you to say otherwise?
A relationship started off as toxic and they're trying to be happy together regardless of the earlier challenges and you have a problem with that because?
Azusa did not turn anyone against Kaede; his friends picked a side because Kaede was being mean to Azuda after marking him. Azusa apologized and tried to move on but Kaede got him back and told him to take responsibility but he doesn't have a right to be mad that his mate almost cheated on him? You are stupid.

He is not unsure of his relationship with Azusa because he doesn't love him, he is unsure of his instructs and upset that Azusa doesn't trust him.
P.S. I was being deliberately rude in my previous comment because you called me slow but obsessed? Nah, that's your fucking turf. Wallow and stew in your hate and obsession. Azusa and Kaede would be endgame, you hypocrite.

I called you slow and you called me obsessed, psychotic ass. Seriously your delusions have no end. Lmfao I'm obsessed because I reply you...and you are not although you are doing the same.
Literally no comment.
I block people who use disgusting personal attacks. Simple as that.
At least you can always play with idea that they acted on their INSTINCTS....but with Azusa? Nah the whole action was coldly calculated ploy from the very start.
Oh I don't have problem with that at all. But let's not forget that their relationship is toxic and unhealthy and Azusa is completely obsessed rapist :)
Oh Azusa just started sleeping with Kaeda's love interests and bragging about his Kaeda and them being mates among Kaeda's friends...just after he forced the bond and raped him so Kaeda acting pissed was interpret by everyone as Kaeda being an disgusting asshole.
He even said "they maybe disappointed in you, if that happened wouldn't you be alone? If everyone else dissapered? Would you still not choose me?".
Or when he tried to make Kaeda completely depended on him with everything. Or using words like "he is the only one".

No,I just find it super hypocritical that rapist is mad on someone who nearly cheated because of his INSTINCTS.

It's most likely just twisted copying mechanism many victims of abuse create. He wasn't into Azusa or many before forced bond... So like :(

He wasn't into Azusa or men*

And don't worry I have the same attitude to every rapist character :) the from rape to love trope is the most idiotic trope which exists

Lol! Aniel fellow blocked me from replying directly to their comments but keeps on replying to my comments? What sort of obsession is this?! I can't stop laughing; at this rate, I can't even waste my time reading their epistles anymore. I think they're beginning to get obsessed with me too. What sort of psychotic behaviour is this? How can one person be so stupid, obsessive; psychotic and also a big ass coward?! Must be hard just staying alive. What a pity

I've already explained. I block people who use disturbing, disgusting personal attacks. I reply because I don't agree with your posts. But I won't unblock you because I don't want to do with anything with you under different comments in different comment section :)

Your behaviour, personal attacks, assumptions and the fact that you can't accept the fact that their relationship is toxic is also sad.

But oh well what can we expect of person who don't understand how abuse, rape shape someone's mental health; think that if the victim of rape forgives than there is no problem and believes that manipulative and obsessed rapist and their victim can create healthy, meaningful relationship :)

Aniel is dumb dumb! Who blocks someone and keeps following their every comment like a baby chick following its mother hen? *Now singing in Mariah Carey's voice* "Oh, why you so obsessed with me (Aniel, I wanna know)?" *Pfft!*

You are acting truly pathetic
You are sad that you are cheering on delusional narcissistic manipulative gaslighting rapist? :(
So hurt by seeing the truth you start calling real people disgusting names? :(

Aniel is still stuck in the prepubescent stage of their life and it's quite a shame. It's like they are growing physically but their mind just did not develop past a certain age. Tragic. It feels like they want me to suckle them but I'd just throw up if I dare. :-(

Tbh I've actually laughed. Like you are more and more pathetic with your every new post :")
I'm ending this pathetic puerility. Write, scream, cry whatever you want.

Don't be ashamed that you are a fan of delusional narcissistic manipulative gaslighting rapist. It's just a fiction!
More disturbing is your lack of knowledge about manipulation, gaslighting etc or abuse's impact on victim's mental health but you can always find some information or articles on internet. I recommend pubmed and articles authorised by APA.
Ship whatever you want but the important part is to acknowledge it's unhealthiness.
I believe in you! You can do it.
Have a goodnight, I hope we won't cross our paths in the future.

Aniel, stop crying. At this rate, you're nothing but comic relief. Blocking someone but still swallowing up every word they utter and writing epistles in response is quite pathetic. Too bad I can't be bothered to read what they're typing :-(

Woah

It seems I caused a lot of drama for giving my opinion, hahah... sorry about that.