Zen's Favorite

i found it !!!!! finally ..

Im still confuse who's the bottom

I know everyone is a bit confused about the choke part but i didn't think about it much or i would say i liked it somehow?
Not because i want a psychopath in the story or anything it's just because that proved my idea of love (love isn't as pure as dramas and mangas show us)

Ch 146
Finished reading the manhua thrice
Watched the donghua once and repeating it now, waiting for season 3 in 2021
Read the novel and repeating it
Finished the drama todoy
Thinking about reading the auther's other novels
Am I over doing it? No, it's just a masterpiece that i can't have enough from it.