Fujoshiexo

4th time reading this masterpiece. I just love them so much

I know its just some random manwha that I decided to binge read but I think I understand where fake Hajoon is coming from. He was traumatised with the environment in which he grew up in and when his father committed murder/suicide with his mom his only way of coping at that time was to think of Sodam as his saviour and how he needed to save Sodom. Sodam probably signifies the only good thing happening for him at that time so he latched all his hopes and purpose to keep living on him(he would definitely be depressed af if he had not done so). And on another note I think he feels guilty towards his father somehow, that it was his fault he finally pulled the plug because he heard what he was saying to the mom at that time.
And then when he finally met Sodam after years of pining for him and realising that the one person he thought he could confide his identity in did not care enough to remember him or the memories they made together, something probably broke inside him turning all the love to hate and the constant emptiness is probably a result of lying to yourself for so long and lying to the only person you care about and seek validation from.
I think when Sodam finally hears his real name he'll remember him properly and their memories lol

But.....there should definitely be some realtime healing before they get back together. Like big time.

And please, Real Hajoon is the worst - real time bully, violent, rich brat and scum who's lived a life of squandering all he's worth. He's definitely not the "good" choice here. And people seem to forget that he was about to rape Sodam??