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yeah. one of the best seme

Yesss! Freaking great seme. Hoping to see more good seme in future manhwa (づ￣ ³￣)づ

It gets better, after chapter 8 it gets a lot better. Until chapter 29. Everything goes to hell but the author promised a happy ending and chapter 29 was needed for progress so.... But I've been following it for 5 years. Maybe just wait until she finishes the manga. So you don't have to live with the worst cliffhanger ever.

Oh okay, thank you. I'll wait till the manga is completed then. I hate cliffhangers, especially in dark themed mangas.

Just one question....
Does the mc...i mean Azusa suffer too much? Like getting raped or torture etc? Cause i wanna brace myself for these things if its coming.

It's more mental pain.... You'll see. But better wait until it ends. The last couple of chapters were so happy and the last one hit me hard , I was crying for 2 days XD. I love loveeee Azusa and when something happens to him I'm always so sad.

I am so excited but also scared at the same time to read this manga. I am sure i am going to cry buckets of tears. Hope it gets completed soon.

Ok so just like you I remember starting the first chapter 2 years ago but I couldnt even finish it I was like wtf is this shit but then I managed to get through it and this manga easily became one of my FAVORITES! Theres so much more to offer besides the dark stuff. The relationships between the characters are really good and you begin to root for the mc even though he’s an asshole himself. Lots of grey morality play too

A lot of rape, bullying and depressive stuff, if you can't handle that, probably don't read it.

That sounds....convincing. I am a bit scared but i am gonna give it a try. Just gonna wait till its over though so i don't have to deal with cliffhangers.

Yikes. Does the mc get bullied too much or raped? Cause if he does then i won't read it. I can't handle it, i get too attached to the characters and end up being depressed for days.

Okay yes. Unfortunately. :/ Karino protects Azusa from being a target and fucks him while, so its more like blackmail. The relationship between the two is very complicated and there is lots of grey area. But its beginning to evolve and it seems like Karino might actually have feelings for him. Honestly i dont see this as a yaoi but more like a psychological thriller. Its reallyyyy good but if thats not your tea dont worry about it!

Also the rape isnt super dark like its mainly portrayed. Obviously that doesnt undermine the fact that Azusa is in this blackmail situation but theres a sense of masochism in it as well.

Okay that's it, i am gonna read it, doesn't matter if i get depressed or not, i've read worse anyway. But i'll wait for it to finish since i wanna get depressed in peace.

It's not just darkness... This manga is amazing because I don't know how she managed to put funny moments into something so dark. Only ogawa chise.

Lmao thats gonna take years from the pace were going in but you do you bb

The new translator quit :( , so probably yeah

He jumped off the building and basically tried to kill himself, but by doing that, i think he lost his memory that he's actually just a main character in a manga

Excuse me? Since when is love obligatory? Keita could do all that and it still does not mean Iku is BOUND to love him!

There is no "hardcore" rape, but there are a couple scenes involving it. It's not contextually glorified, although there is abuse. After all, this manga contains a mafia/heir type theme. Additionally, with the psycho abusive ex boyfriend theme.

Yikes! sounds like i should save myself the heartbreak and read something else, something fluffy and lovey dovey. But since i like torturing myself, imma go ahead and read it anyway.

Yes, if you are sensitive to those sorts of things then that is advised! However, I've seen manga that are much worse and heavily revolved around these scenes. While this manga does show it, I can say they are much more brief moments.

My dear, you are not the only one, i find him more attractive too with his cruelness and being psychopath

You're perfectly fine imo, you know he's doing fucked up ish and you're not denying it so there's nothing wrong with you liking a batshit fictional character I totally get it. I love Hannibal myself, it's fun to explore those personalities in fiction.

Ohmygosh. If you think the elf is simply annoying then you haven’t read the novel yet. I tell you, she’s way more beyond annoying. Totally ruined a potential masterpiece. (╬￣皿￣)凸

Omg same!! I totally skimmed her parts! So annoying, like, why tf did the author even gave this girl a huge amount of screen time? I fail to see her character’s purpose apart from being an annoyance.

can't say I felt the same, I didn't feel bad about the dad at all. yeas the "poor thing" got hurt, but he did hurt many people in his life too. he should have stopped that destructive relationship. you can say it's not fair or that he didn't know, but you can actually know when you are in destructive relationship, there are signs to it.
and he didn't actually left his wife for him, he left cause he could not handle it and choose to run away, cause it's easier instead of telling her the truth.

I also felt sad for the dad. Somehow I also feel kind of angry with Taejun for what he did. I don´t know how to explain it, it´s complicated...

IT WASNT HIS FUCKING FAULT THAT TAEJUN OFFED HIMSELF. JESUS CHRIST TAEJUN WASNT STUPID HE KNEW PERSUING HIM WAS WORNG AND KEPT GOING BUT YALL WONT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THAT. YOUR A HORRIBLE PERSON, IOPE ONE DAY YOULL HAVE PPL BLAME YOU FOR SOMEONE SUICIDE THAT YOU HAD ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH.

how am I horrible if I saying the facts that you seem to ignore?! you didn't even bother to read what I was saying did you?
if you actually bother to read what I was saying in my comment, you know that I didn't even talk about the suicide or blame anyone for it.
you an idiot that doesn't know how to read, I feel sorry for you.
I ONLY talk about the dad and yeas I stand for what I said, it is the dad fault for playing around with a student and playing around with his wife and lied to her! he had NO RIGHT to lie to her!!!

So your telling me Taejun wanst at fault at all...hes a fucking sainrt. He knew he had a wife and a son and that he was his teacher and STILL PERSUED HIM, AND FORCEFULLY KISSED HIM. Which the dad resisted so many times....but Taejun isnt held accountable at all right, just cuz he offed himself. You literally talked about his relationship with Taejun.....not the dad....His relationship. Talking about how he should have ended it and blaming him for it........what do u want ppl to think dumbass. You mentioned the wife in one brief sentence, but all of a sudden now your whole paragraph was about how he shouldnt have lied to her....WHERE DID YOU RIGHT THAT.. PLEASE SHOW ME. Dumbass trynna tell me I dont know how to read, the way you structured that whole paragraph was to give ppl the idea you were talking about the dad and taejun....but now you say after mentioning the wife once it was all about how he hurt her and shit liek stfu. Go back to english class and learn how to properly convay your message before attacking ppl about not knowing how to read. Cuz if i didnt know how to read bitch, how would i be here. Yes he cheated which is wrong but your not holding Taejun accountable at all, or the multiple times that dad pushed him away. You are a HORRIBLE PERSON a stand by that and clearly an idiotic worthless piece of shit. Let ,e give you an example...

A guy is sitting in a bar going on and on about his bestfriend for so long in a single conversation then he briefly almost not even related mentions his cats name in the midst of all that, then goes back to talking about his bestfreind. Then after the convo a person goes up to him and shows an interest or dislike towards what he was saying about his wn bestfreind, but then the guy gets mad and says his whole conversation was about his cat and how he is injured and blah blah blah and wasn't about his bestfriend. ANd then starts attacking the person saying their deaf when they LITERALLY ONLY SAID THEIR CATS NAME.....Thats what your useless ass sounds like. GO BACK TO ENGLISH CLASS IT'LL DO YOU GOOD

here what I said again:
can't say I felt the same, I didn't feel bad about the dad at all. yeas the "poor thing" got hurt, but he did hurt many people in his life too. he should have stopped that destructive relationship. you can say it's not fair or that he didn't know, but you can actually know when you are in destructive relationship, there are signs to it.
and he didn't actually left his wife for him, he left cause he could not handle it and choose to run away, cause it's easier instead of telling her the truth.

yeas cause I'm lazy to repat myself. I talk about how the dad KNOW it was a destructive relationship. HE KNOW IT!! and he was HIS TEACHER! and yeas he had much more POWER over the relationship to decide to cut it or come back to it and lie to his wife.
IT IS STILL HIS FAULT FOR CHOOSING AND PLAYING AROUND CAUSE IT CONVENIENT!!