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Literally screaming at how beautiful this person looks cosplaying as Nakyum. Its like Nyakum came to life in the real world and took a picture. Gosh, he's so fucking gorgeous.
Poor Heejae. Yes he messed up at the start but it was heartbreaking to see him in pain especially when he was trying his hardest to make up for his mistake. I literally cried when he cried. I didn't feel this way the first time i read this story, infact i disliked Heejae's character. But now, after reading this the 2nd time he has become my favourite character.
I knew what was coming but my heart still ached for Heejae since you could tell that his feelings weren't fake and he was genuinely in love with the uke. Poor Heejae kept walking on eggshells and being scared/insecure even after they both made up. Oh well, he did deserve it though. The second couple's story was so cute. Sunwool is so fucking adorable yet hot at the same time. A+++ for both the Semes, they were both pretty amazing.
Idk why but i feel like Yiyoung is gonna get hurt. Yes the director is being sweet but i am not getting any romantic vibes from him, more like he's being sweet cause he feels guilty. I just hope the director doesn't fuck up or hurt our poor uke cause i ship them both so hard.
Also can we talk about how hot the director is..??? like god damm he's literally perfect in every sense.
I'll be honest, i really dislike Saliou. What really turned me off was how he was screwing around and having the time of his life while our poor Uke was drowning in self hatred/pity, feeling guilty and completely changed his life because he was so scarred over Saliou's *ahem* fake death. Gabriel seemed like he was in an unrequited love because if Saliou really loved him (as much as Gabriel loved Saliou) then he would've tried to met up with or atleast contact Gabriel to let him know that he was alive. But nope, A-hole not only disappeared, he even took Gabriel's necklace, the last momento from his parents. Like dude didn't even ask, he straight up took it, said he'll give it back but didn't even try to return it.
Also its annoying how Gabriel kept doing things for Saliou's sake while the later didn't give af. At this point, the psycho vampire has shown more love and affection for Gabriel than Saliou has shown so far in the story. Also judging by how the story is going, i feel like that lil kid is in love with Saliou and they'll probably end up together (sorry Gabriel). That said i am not rooting for anyone cause i have no interest in both the Semes (although i prefer psycho Paulo over Saliou). I just want Gabriel to be happy no it doesn't matter who he ends up with.
Well Saliou as a kid was targetted. I think thats a pretty good reason to runnaway without notice. Also he took the necklace without asking, but that necklace was super important for Saliou fated fight with the vampire, so he had good reason to take it.
He never came back because he probably knew it would be dangerous (kind of understandable)
You can’t really blame him for living his life. Also, Gabriel enjoyed his time with the vampire, atleast until Saliou came back, then Gabriel decided it was time to kill the vampire. He never rejected the vampire, he was trying to reject his own lust. He even told the hunters to go away when they came after his request. That shows he wanted to keep going with the vampire.
I don’t really care who the MC ends with, but now that he decided to kill the vampire because said person is a killer, i would appreciate the MC keeps going with that path. And as you said, Saliou didn’t seem to have the cliché *omg ill never forget my first love* and even now we didn’t get much from him so i wont feel bad if MC x wolfguy doesnt happen.
So we have : a vampire that sees MC as a toy, a stupid as hell MC and a wolf guy that just came back. So lets just enjoy the smut they offer us, because thats their only quality.
Not getting in touch when he was a kid is understandable. But he could've atleast put in an effort to get in touch with Gabriel after he grew up, he was old and strong enough to protect himself. You don't just take someone's parent's last momento and disappear. Gabriel deserved an explanation and no amount of excuse can make up for it. Is Sailou a bad person? Maybe not. But he definitly wasn't worth all the effort the Uke put into.
And are you seriously blaming Gabriel for not rejecting the Vampire? Dude was drowning in self pity and hatred over his friend/first love dying, still having nightmares over it and blaming himself for everything. Also the Vampire is a master manipulator, he knew the Uke's weakness and used that to make him submit. You make it sound like the Uke was throwing himself at the Vampire without any restraint.
Like i said, i am not rooting for anyone. They all have their flaws so idc who ends up with who, as long they're (and by that i mean the Uke) is happy. So yeah let's enjoy and see what happens (=・ω・=)
Well yea... obviously Saliou more or less forgot about Gabriel, hence why i called him wolf boy that just came back (thats his whole character for me xD).
And i’m not blaming Gabriel at all, theres nothing to blame for, having sex isn’t a sin. Fact is, he wasn’t forced, he was going into the vampire’s arms on his own and enjoying it.
Blowjob scene : Gabriel wants vampire to FORCE him, vampire want Gabriel to starts it on his own, Gabriel starts to suck the D
1st sex scene : after getting many visits from the vampire who plays with his body. Gabriel is invited at the vampire’s house. Gabriel comes to the house on his own. They have sex and we could see from Gabriel’s thoughts that he wasn’t against it.
Tree sex scene : Gabriel isn’t even able to tell the vampire to stop, despite feeling guilty of his lust. Vampire tells Gabriel : if you tell me to stop, ill stop. Gabriel doesnt say stop (except after he came but that’s what all uke says after they came...)
After learning Paolo is using the children in hospital sex scene : Paolo takes Saliou’s appearance and they have sex.
Before having sex with Paolo, uke contacted vampire hunters. After having sex wih Paolo, he told them theres no vampire and asks them to leave. Also MC is *mad* when he learns Paolo kills children, but then Paolo change appearance and MC can’t resist him anymore. And the second Saliou shows up, MC believes Paolo needs to die. Also, at some point Gabriel was wondering if Paolo has or had lovers or something, as if Gabriel was starting to have feelings. And of course his ever lasting love for his *dead* friend from long time ago just makes his character even worst. The MC literally destroyed the plot with his lack of common sense
The Seme ruined the story for me, especially in the 3rd chapter. He's a selfish, insensitive and rude A-hole. I honestly pity the poor uke who has to put up with him.
Its funny how in bl mangas the Semes always make it seem like being the bottom is an insult to their manhood or their pride. Like if you feel that way then why do you expect your partner to be the bottom!? Its honestly so annoying. The Uke honestly deserves better. This is one of those stories where i wish the Uke just got with a girl instead because the A-hole seme doesn't deserve him. Sorry not sorry.
It's all about misogyny. Being the bottom is "doing the female part" (they say it literally in this manga) and being a woman is insulting for them, is being weak, needing protection, having a soft/weak personality (like they can't say "i dont want this, fuck off" and if they say it the seme pushes and keeps at it and the uke ends up likeing it (consent? Hello? Are you there?)), etc. Hate this side of bl, really
Saya is so fucking adorable. I honestly just wanted to go inside the story and give him a hug. It was so sad to see his past and all the pain he had to go through because of some shitty assholes. Poor baby, he deserves all the love in the world. Also i am guessing Ogata is Pansexual. His reaction at the start was understandable but i am glad that they're together now. Such a cute couple. They really deserve each other. A+++ to Ogata for being such a good Seme and making an effort to patch things up with Saya.
Can we all take a moment to appreciate how devastatingly gorgeous Joyoung (the blonde guy) is? Like i swear i can't take my eyes off of him. He's literally one of the most beautiful men i've ever seen. I mean everyone here is already so fucking gorgeous and hot but Joyoung is on another level. He is honestly so fucking gorgeous, like i can't even....