Bl_pasta December 21, 2020 3:28 am

Sorry, please don't hate me for this but i ship the mc (uke) with the producer sooooooooo hard. But i know that my ship will never sail.

    Laganias December 21, 2020 5:47 am

    I know that'd never happen but i'd love seeing a 3p with them

Bl_pasta December 20, 2020 2:50 am

The uke is openly gay while the seme is a closeted gay so while their relationship is fine and dandy now, it will get exhuasting and tiring pretty soon. Dating a closeted gay person can cause a lot of heartache and misery. Since the seme is afraid of people's negative opinions, the uke will have to bear with a lot of heartache, broken promises, jealousy, pain and suffering. He will probably take majority of the burn in this relationship. Very soon he will end up feeling suffocated and miserable and their relationship will turn toxic.

Unless the seme comes out (which i doubt he will) i don't see them lasting long.

    Unknown Xo December 20, 2020 6:04 am

    I agree

    UwU-bit December 21, 2020 5:23 pm

    While i do agree with everything you said can we just end it on a haply note?? I

    Bl_pasta December 22, 2020 1:26 am
    While i do agree with everything you said can we just end it on a haply note?? I UwU-bit

    Hey, its just my personal opinion. You can interpret the story/ending however you want.

Bl_pasta December 3, 2020 11:01 pm

I for one am glad that we got to see a realistic ending. Normally in other bls, Masaki would have reciprocated Yuji's love or have 'suddenly caught feelings for Yuji after seeing him in a dress', but thankfully this story didn't go the usual cliche route. In real life, people's feelings doesn't just change with the snap of a finger.

Straight people will never, and i mean never fall in love with the same gender, just like how gay people will never fall in love with the opposite gender. If they do they're bi or pansexual but not straight. And honestly there's nothing wrong with that. Straight, gay, bi, trans or pan....love is love and it shouldn't be limited to things like gender, race or sexuality.

    eve December 9, 2020 8:27 am

    Periodt.

    Same though, although i love how they have a happy ending in other bl mangas/manhuas/manhwas, Ik that that will never happen, and I honestly love mangas that have realistic ending cause It feels more real.
    They do have bittersweet endings though

Bl_pasta December 1, 2020 7:23 pm

Ugh, poor Yul. He seems so mentally and emotionally unstable that i couldn't help but feel bad for him. I wasn't really expecting to empathise with him but as the story progressed, i found myself drawn towards him, especially during the last few chapters. As dumb as it sounds, i feel more pity towards him than the victim. Idk why but i always find myself drawn to broken and deranged characters like him. Seeing him crying honestly just broke my heart. I wanted to hug him amd tell him that everything was gonna be fine. I wish we could've seen more of his journey and see him finally move on from Sian. It doesn't matter if he ends up with someone or not but it certainly would've been nice to see him happy and at peace.

    Sederline December 2, 2020 6:56 am

    Finally someone I could agree to

Bl_pasta December 1, 2020 3:17 pm

Someone please give me spoilers. I want all the spoilers i can get, not raws but spoilers.
Someone spoil me dammit (≧∀≦)

    HekikaGenkun December 1, 2020 4:33 pm

    Do you know spanish? Someone translated parts of the novel, I think it was mtl, some parts are confusing but it's pretty understandable

    Bl_pasta December 1, 2020 7:24 pm
    Do you know spanish? Someone translated parts of the novel, I think it was mtl, some parts are confusing but it's pretty understandable HekikaGenkun

    Sadly i don't know spanish. I've been looking for spoilers for this manga but its so hard to find.

    sujin December 2, 2020 12:01 am

    I purchased the book but haven't read it yet. The manhwa is the 'cleaned up' version of the book, which apparently has a lot more sex. They have a happy ending; they get engaged in Korea, and plan to go to the US to get married legally.

    esternocleidomastoideo December 2, 2020 11:10 am
    Do you know spanish? Someone translated parts of the novel, I think it was mtl, some parts are confusing but it's pretty understandable HekikaGenkun

    Hello! I know spanish, can you pass me the link please ; ;

    Ywei-chan December 2, 2020 3:16 pm
    I purchased the book but haven't read it yet. The manhwa is the 'cleaned up' version of the book, which apparently has a lot more sex. They have a happy ending; they get engaged in Korea, and plan to go to the ... sujin

    is the book available in eng? and can i ask where u bought it?

    MangaKimg December 2, 2020 4:05 pm

    nicee

    sujin December 2, 2020 8:18 pm
    is the book available in eng? and can i ask where u bought it? Ywei-chan

    I believe it's only available in Korean. I purchased it as a e-book from Aladin.co.kr.

    Ywei-chan December 3, 2020 6:42 am
    I believe it's only available in Korean. I purchased it as a e-book from Aladin.co.kr. sujin

    ight thanks <3

    MeloMeloMe December 4, 2020 2:55 am

    Can you share Spanish translation. Pls

    ikigai December 5, 2020 3:18 am
Bl_pasta December 1, 2020 8:48 am

Poor erwin, they always make him a pedo.

    Sammy January 11, 2021 7:38 am

    THIS WHOLE COMMENT SENT ME ZJNXSH BYE

Bl_pasta December 1, 2020 7:16 am

Except the bear seme and the yandere surgeon seme, all the other Semes were just downright piece of garbages. I am honestly surprised their ukes stayed with them despite everything. All the time while reading the stories i prayed that the ukes would grow some backbone and have even self respect to dump the seme, even if its for a short while to teach them a lesson. The main uke was dumber than a shoujo manga heroine and it literally hurt my head to see him acting so dumb and spineless everytime. This manga contained some of the most toxic couples i've seen in bls. Kunimasa is now in my top 3 shitty seme list. I kept expcting that he would have some character development but he honestly got worse as the story went on. If this was real life, his and the other ukes would be getting LOTS of therapy.


What is it with manga authors and their ukes/semes? Literally all of them have semes that complete assholes and ukes that are so weak, spinless and without an ounce of self respect. Easily accepting cheating by their seme, being mistreated, being raped, being abused physically, mentally, verbally and emotionally. Rape and sexual assaults are so easily brushed off like nothing. I have read more than a thousand bls over the years and this concept still surprises me. I don't understand why these things are so normalised even if its fiction. More so because its fiction, you have the power to create a story/character according to your wish. Maybe its a difference in culture but it still astonishes me, even after all these years of reading bl.

Worse part is i can't stop reading despite all this. I am so used to it now that i have become desensitised. To me seeing an uke being raped or horribly mistreated seems so normal now when a few years back i would stay up nights thinking about it. I love bl so much but i wish this culture of normalizing rape and abuse would stop. For once i wish to read a story where the abuser actually gets punished or pay the consequences for their actions. But stories like that are so rare and hard to find.

    liliya95 December 2, 2020 1:38 am

    I literally agree all of your statements. In fact, this story is one of the I consider a classical yaoi. Promise, I like the theme but I do not like the characterization. One instance is the pairing.

    In fact, most of the characters are STRAIGHT being paired for each other. I seriously hate it.

    Another is the fucking sort of homophobia of that fucking character.

    Cookies December 4, 2020 2:32 pm

    Lmao I agree with you and it concerns me. We've literally got to a point the semes we think are not downright pieces of garbage are literally the bear seme, who actually raped the uke in the beginning (if I remember right) and the Yandere surgeon seme, who planned to impregnate the uke for years to get a hold of him, and was even planning to force him to abort when he thought the child wasn't his. That's how low our standards got for the pairings of this manga, can't help but find it tragically funny.

Bl_pasta November 10, 2020 8:12 am

This is just my opinion but the last arc with all the drama shit was so unnecessary tbh. It honestly ruined the whole flow of the story for me. This story went from 100 to 0 real quick for me. Its good as a one time read but i definitely wouldn't read it again, ever, especially the later chapters. If you're looking for something fluffy or sweet to read then this ain't the story for ya or maybe it is...idk.

Bl_pasta October 27, 2020 3:22 pm

Just wanna say that the sister's boyfriend was/is a piece of shit. He deserves to burn in hell. Fucking bitch.

Bl_pasta October 25, 2020 2:43 pm

I wanna read this so bad but i am gonna wait till its over so i can read it in one go, no matter how long it takes. Hopefully i don't die before that.

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