Alexushi94's Things

I ended a lot of my friendships in the past years. Lol. Well, I tried to do this but I had to reconnect after a few months. I am male and I fell in love with my male bestfriend. I wanted to confess but I already knew that it wouldn't work out. He probably liked me too in that way but I know he's the type of person who'll let go of me eventually. S......   1 reply

Well, I just want to share one time I read some doujin hentai manga well just to fap (sorry about being direct lol) but ended up crying. It was a manga by Tsukumo Gou entitled "Me o Tojite Yume o Miru." It was a boy who is bullied in his school, and is being neglected and not loved by his mother to the point that she gives him money so he can eat ......   reply

Well, I have a lot. If you consider it a sin, I have been sleeping around with other guys since 2 years ago. Well, I'm not actively doing it right now. Also, masturbating I guess. I do it especially when I read a hot yaoi manga. Hmmm... I had vices like smoking and drinking alcohol but I quit a year ago. To be honest, I tried drugs at some point d......   6 reply

I probably want someone to read this. I want to be able to convey my feelings and put an end to this. I have been in love with my friend for 7 years. To be honest, the fact that I fell in love really surprised me. Growing up I never really felt like this for someone. I always pretend to have crushes during high school so as to not be the odd one ......   9 reply

I found this website via Google searching some manga sites. I was looking for a manga site where I can read all the pages of a chapter in one page so I was using Manganelo and Mangakalot in the past. It was also where I started reading BL manga/Manhwa. It was by pure coincidence I found this site since it had some of the series I was looking for at......   reply

That varies depending on the person in question. But I understand where you're coming from. I have this group of friends who are like family to me and it just feels weird to think I'll fall for any of them. On the other hand, a friend of mine within said group holds different feelings for that than I do tho. So yeah. It depends on the person. And s......   reply

Well, it isn't easy to go back though. I mean. It's like some kind of pandora's box that once you open you can never close it. But it gets better though when you get used to it. Erotic and arousing things are still beautiful things too.   2 reply

Well I sorta had one 2 years ago. (Sorry a bit nsfw). But like we ended up just jerking each other off at the end instead of actual 3some sex. Ever since then, when I was asked to have a 3some most people chicken out the last minute. Lol I wanted to experience what it's like and to see if it is really like the yaoi manga. Lol. Which is obviously......   reply