Mekeru's Favorite

Yaoi manga where the uke feels ugly, useless and unloved? He basically feels depressed bcause he thinks he's alone with no one to talk to until the seme just came into his life and he became much livelier than usual. Got it? I hope i'm making sense. Well, if you may have known any please let me know!! Thanks!Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ