That awkward moment where you mix up the hospital and the ocean （｡>‿‿<｡ ）(I can't fucking take this chapter seriously lmfao ts makes no sense )
He’s not mixing it up tho, it’s been shown that he’s been having suicidal thoughts for the last 2-3 chapters - but he’s coping by dissociating (which is why we see him think about all the things he needs to do at the hospital to take his mind off the fact that he’s trying to end his life). Also he’s drunk for this btw. I thought the author portrayed this really well ngl
Ngl forgot that he was drunk lol, but imo it's still not portrayed well at all, but that's just personal opinion
Also it's quite odd that he's choosing to kill himself now when he was sacrificing everything for his grandma, so dying now would just leave her all alone which is what he's fearing all the time (but tbf that could have been the influence of the alcohol)
No idea about the source material, but they look way too young to be doing that...
I don't understand why so many people are treating this as if it's a masterpiece, the story and characters were so shallow it felt like everything was just randomly decided at the last minute.
Also are we just gonna ignore how the whole story starts with the blonde dude assaulting the other for no reason...?
Oh thank god i feel like i was going insane because everyone in the comment is praising this to hell and back lmaoooo and someone said it's wholesome and full of greenflag but when i read it it literally started with sexual assault so......
Mate SO MANY people are commenting about how they cried while reading bc of how beautiful and emotional it was... Like what is it the constant boner the blonde dude has that is making them cry?
Also when you look at other reviews of the people who are praising this, you'll understand that it's just weird people (one of the top positive review is made by a user who's reading list is filled with 5 star rated mangas with the incest and rape tags ) and they also all hate the bottom for getting raped, like what
"Even a 7yo boy would react to seeing a girl like this" wtf??? Author wasn't satisfied with rape in the first chapter so they had to include pedophilia too
Chapter 12 is missing but you can find it on other websites. My guess is that uploaders thought chapter 12.5 was the same as chapter 12 lol
Geez I hate it when my French bf turns out to be the most stereotypical representation of a gay man so I leave my job and get stranded in the middle of nowhere only to break into someone's property, get raped in the middle of a greenhouse, and then decide to live with the dude who rapes me and all his brothers (who also rape me) teehee but it's okay because I love cantaloupes and being raped on the ground and getting infections :3 anyways did I tell you about cantaloupes?
(Seriously can't understand the point of this manga, the plot is horrible, the erotica is horrible, the smut scenes are horrible... I guess it's good if you weirdly love cantaloupes and/or love hotels that sell vegetables for you to use as sex toys?? )
Even if we put aside the fact that ending the manga there leaves a lot of unresolved plot points, why does this chapter ends like this? It feels like pages are missing, there's not even a "The end" or anything?? I'm so lost lol