ina's Things

Tell me something you tried/did that brought you good emotions

Mine is that I went to meditate in a Buddhist center yesterday and the benevolent vibe made me calm, serene and at my place

I had psychosis and delusions for several months and thought a Japanese boys band was bullying me and then I saw something looking like sexual assault (like one of them touched the butt of a woman and she looked like she was about to cry) so I was really angry and wrote a comment on the first site talking about them I found that the man did sexual assault, I asked what kind of bitch do you think you messing with trying to bully me, I said to people to bully the man that did sexual assault and that someone should put a finger in his asshole and make it painful so he would understand sexual assaulted people pain
Now that I think straight again I wonder, is it considered like a threat?
Can I go to jail to have said that? x)
Even if usually people would go to jail, because I have mental health issues am I exempt to go to jail?
Give me honest answers please

I know that I'm a woman loving women because I fell in love with a friend of mine, but I'm confused if I love men or not
How can I figure out? Should I try having sex with a man?

I was looking for some nice funky songs, and then while listening Funky town I read lots of comments about a gore vid, went to look for it, saw the blurr version and heard the audio
So many people warning to not look at it even though you love edgy things I'm hella scared to look at the original video but at the same time I'm so curious I want to see it
Am I gonna be traumatized for dear life if I look at it, knowing I laugh like a psycho in front of bloody scenes in horror movies?