And what drove her to suicide was her realisation of how fucked up her parents were and how much she'd never be able to redeem herself or her family not matter what she does. And she didn't have a support to lean on, which should have been her husband, but coming from the extreme torturous life he led, he couldn't cater the idea that someone as blessed as her could be depressed or this weak to endure such things. Y'all need to tone down the drama it's embarrassing atp. It's just fiction, it's not that deep.