
Days later and my emotions are still in turmoil due to this. I cannot stop thinking about this. I honestly might have to reread it, I can’t get it out of my head. I can just imagine soo ahs eyes reflecting the final explosion. Just thinking what emotions exactly were behind her eyes. Jesus fuck I need to read it again I’m getting swept in.

I didn’t know this was a tragedy I thought it was a romance….
my Haesu… my Su a… my Ui-Hyeon… I never guessed it would’ve ended nor developed this way. The authors ability to express the complex nature of humans was unprecedented. No good and no evil, yet all good and all evil. All sides had a justification and all sides had a right. They did an incredible job of expressing that it’s never as simple as black and white. Also at showing the harsh cruel reality of their loyalty and love for Joseon. What comes from devoting yourself to your country as so. What judge kang said to the brother on his attempt to get his sister back really resonated with me. “If I sell out my country to make a living then I’m vile, but if you sell out your country to save your sister, then you’re only human?” it just shows that there were so many sides to it, I always wondered is someone who betray… man I’m too fucking tired to write this shit out fuck this 10/10 though.
it really leaves you stumped though, look at how hard they fought… how determined they were. Yet they all died in the end, all of them died. I wonder if theyd regret it, or believe it to be worth it. Looking back they barely did anything at all, barely scratched the surface for Joseons reclaim. It almost feels as if they just threw their lives away. And yet you can’t help but cheer them on while crying along with them. You can’t help but congratulate them for their accomplishments and sympathize them. We question if they would do it all over again if they got the chance. But we know the answer. The passion for their love would never fade. Maybe this really was a romance all along.

Sword hahah I forgot that this is going to eventually have smut in it TT IM NOT READYYYY
also i sympathize with abel, although i found that scene funny I couldn’t help but feel distant emotions of helplessness and disgust, i know how it feels like when a man unconsensually wraps his body around you and presses his weenie on you while you’re just tryna sleep bro, damn and like not quite trauma dump I had to stay like that because we literally were in the wilderness and were freezing but he kept caressing me and like thrusting his hips (?? We had clothes on) and shit and I just stayed silent and didn’t move I just wanted to sleep but I could literally feel his pecker. fucked up bro ain’t no way. Just straight disrespect on his part could’ve just stayed still. and he keeps doing me wrong disrespecting me, he not my close friend no more >:( . But anyways I’m gonna go read the ln cause apparently that scene was like r18 mehehe.

Life is a roller coaster ong but we just gone learn from those mistakes to never be like those people or have them around you cause that’s unhealthy. What is healthy is indulging in fictional characters kissing and idk like falling in love or something /// /// and you use that to cope and dream because you know no one will ever love you like that but you can only hope and wait but secretly you’re waiting for nothing cause it don’t exist and you’re gonna spend the rest of your life alone yearning for your perfect one.

Damn im so sorry u had to go thru that I also hate physical contact and smn even touching me makes me angry.
But as for the scene, I interpreted that scene as him reconnecting with Abel the way he did when he was a child, aka cuddling, close contacts etc since Abel used to do that for him a lot, and him being touch deprived bc Abel is the only one he really wants to feel he was doing allat to soothe his decade long yearning and shit.

Oh absolutely Nico, I agree with you that that’s how it is. I was just influenced based on my past experience, of course that’s not how the scene went. On the contrary I enjoyed watched our stern king finally find his solace Abel once again, as he clung to him like a child that doesn’t wish to ever lose his past warmth like before. We saw a glimpse of the past for both of them.
though that really makes me wonder how the influence of memories and emotions effects a humans ability to infer and understand scenarios in life compared to another with completely different experiences and life beliefs. It’s so fascinating yet tedious to attempt to understand how various minds work and think due to a very hypocritical reason as your own mind influences how you understand another’s. I need to go to fucking sleep
Does anyone know how old the characters are? I like the art but because they’re in highschool they’re probably minors and I’m not tryna read a yaoi about minors, wish it was just shounen ai :(
I know that's what its tagged as but this is Chinese so I think it'll end up being just shounen ai
Crazy how people are downvoting my comment about not wanting to read something sexualizing minors lmao
i'm pretty sure foxie just turned 18 so i'm guessing they're 17/18. but i think the tag is wrong and it's shounen ai so you don't have to worry
I think they're a year apart so fox is 18 and dog is 18-17ish
There's also the fish that's 19 :0
YAY thank you