Dude just five chapters in and this top has marked the top of my list of being the REDDEST, DARKEST SHADE, OF RED CAN BE. I think its possibly even BLACK at this point. Everything he does, from taking advantage of the fact that the bottom has so experience of having friends, also can I just say that this bottom also marked my list of being a FUCKING dumbASS, like how do you NOTT feel the weirdo vibes? This top stinks of being batshit insane, I’d rather transfer again than have to be stuck with him at that point. anyways forgive my little rant I just find it so fucking crazy how oblivious the dude is
i love you're rant because i feel the same exact way BECAUSE WHY IS THIS KID NOT TRANSFERRING?? the top gotta be the most sketchiest skibidog ever and the bottom is ignoring every red flag and idek why the top starting liking him in the first place... can someone explain to me why he likes him?
Abuse and emotional manipulation can be a sweet temptation at the beginning... My favorite part of the story is how he DOES feel the weirdness and black flag vibes, but he tells us, the readers, multiple times: "I want to believe him"
That is real. This is how you feel when you are traumatized, I related so much when he was talking about how parents are the one trauma you can't really run away from.... how you can't either hate or forgive them... and how it is sweeter to fool yourself into it, being gaslit into just accepting and falling into old patterns... when you refuse to believe the violence, and believe in those moments of weakness and forgiveness that the aggressor shows, the small micro aggressions become pale in comparison to the intensity of the emotional excuses and rollercoaster(asking if they truly love them, if they wont leave, refuse to listen and have am actual conversation)
Its the fact that he tries to understand the dude, finds out he is being emotionally manipulated, and yet he still doki doki omg are u clowning me rn its crazy. Like I understand that being traumatized from previous events will most definitely change the way he would perceive emotional manipulation and the way people who would lack love will definitely seek for more even within someone sketchy as fuck, but I mean, I MEAN LIKe I cant dude its just fucked up lol, I hurt when he just watched a dude get obv bullied. (Coming from someone who used to be bullied and now have stood up for myself)
I get it, and it did bother me too that he recongnized it as bullying and did nothing ;(
Its like when maidens get their first period or smth and their entire world shakes
I dont get it, if they both gonna end up as ML’ers why not just make it poly, I dont think they have the mate concepts like Yanu and Eyra do so I don’t think that’ll be an issue really
They do its just not revealed yet , and they don't end up in a polly more Ike nine withh choose one of then as a lover and the other will be kept as someone he knows
We'll see. It stopped at 191
But I heard there are side story's how some ur saying it stopped
I hope side stories are released soon.
I read for smut, and they only gave me flashbacks and not a fully drawn 24 k hd plus plus sex sequence
Sexy time four more times pls