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I never once said a manga could be disgusting. I always say ' it's the sensei imagination, and I might not agree on certain points' BUT THIS IS A PIECE OF SHIT! SUCH A PSYCHOPATH CHARACTERS! I DIDN'T ENJOY THE 10 MINUTES SPEND READING THE FIST FIVE CHs AND THEN TO THE FINAL ONE! WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT??? THE LOWEST ART, THR MOST DISAPPOINTING STORY, THE SICK CHARACTER!
......just no dude.........
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Umm the art was really good first of all so i dont know if your taste is just bad, but the story is obviously supposed to be disturbing. We are not supposed to like the main character bc he represents humanity. The author was trying to make a point and u completely missed it just bc you could not get over the fact that this isn’t a lovey dovey story.
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Sorry, but I totally agree with the uploaders opinions! God!! This webtoon started great and then Nial acting all childish and cringey in the matter of Lisa or when they communicated properly! I Re: Re salute Jenson patience
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That happened for pure character development. You can't develop a character that has no flaws. Additionally, Not everyone is or should be completely mature, people always knowingly act irrationally when they're jealous or angry. I think that makes neil more of a human than anything else. He's not even that old either, and he has trust issues, so what do you want from him?
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I agree with this, but I have to argue that him projecting those insecurities onto Jenson wasn't because of irrationality. During a conversation when the emotions are high people do exchange some words, although in this chapter Neil, during that sit down with Lisa, Neil did a 180 and totally skirted his epiphany.(Or self-reflection) That's why I am annoyed with his character, because he isn't as mature as Jensen, and like you said, not everyone is mature. I would rather this story slow burn, and give Neil's character time to love himself, before getting into a relationship with Jensen. Tbh, that last quo ain't gonna happen, sis. So let's hope for some lovey, dovey time next chapter~(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
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I apologize but I do not really follow. From what I understand, you expect Neil to be as mature as Jensen when no human being is perfect and no two people are alike because everyone has different experiences that make them less mature in certain areas and more mature in others. Also, if they want to be lovers, why should Neil not project his insecurities onto Jensen? Jensen knows how lonely Neil is and he wants to be there for Neil. Additionally, Neil couldn't love himself because he never got closure on what happened in his past with his best friend, but now he did and that's one step closer to love himself more. With that in mind, this seems to me like a slow burn in itself with Neil learning to love himself and love/trust others. Also, Jensen isn't all that mature either; he might not get jealous easily but that's because he's dense and he's not mature at love. Even he made mistakes in his own ways. Furthermore, I especially love this manga because I can connect to these characters, the author really but a lot of love into their storytelling, giving them all areas of emotions, REALISTICALLY! which is sadly rare. Most characters in yaoi/shounen-ai are really one dimensional, and it's hard to connect with them or feel empathy for their dramatic situations. That is all, I hope I didn't ramble too much
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So you stress on the fact that Neil has flaws? That everyone is human, different life experiences, and that the Author is being realistic to what a real, romantic relationship is, correct? *Summarizing what I understand from your argument, and what I'll tackle with my own opinion* ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Why I think both myself, and Dan*OG comment/speaking for them* think Neil is "annoying" is the fact that he hurts others (Jensen) in the process of learning to love himself. I am aware of Jensens flaws, but no one should be hurt for the purpose of anyone's self journey, or path to "inner happiness".( ̄へ ̄)To answer your question on what I would have wanted from Neil is, if he literally was a different character, for him to have been upfront with Jensen, instead of project his hurt onto to him like a narcissist. Humans do make mistakes, but always have a choice, and Neil chose to hurt Jensen with words, even though as readers we know he already as aware of his own mistakes, he showed that he thought of himself more highly than Jensen's own feelings as someone who cares for him, and is trying to communicate.*regardless of his lack of love experience
Also as a mention, since you did add that the Author was making this a dimensional*realistic* relationship, they are both responsible for their own happiness, not one another's. So I think having that in mind gives me higher expectations of the comic, and how the characters treat one another if the Author is going to touch on more real issues in life. Really I am still reading this, because I enjoy the Manhwa, and will set the bar higher if I keep reading~. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
p.s. I've written longer one-shot fanfics than your reply, so no worries~ramble away,sis~(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
p.s.s. I think later Jensen might be the one to hurt Neil like any yoai "plot twist", but I'm not praying for it.#-.-) Probably be then that'll I'll drop reading it, Idk.
So good so beautiful
1000000/10