Ok but an anyone share how the ML actually suffers im so curious
Could be wrong (all guesses), but he either killed a guide he deeply cared about and feels terrible [unlikely] or killed a guide and he feels terrible about killing an innocent person [more likely]
ALSO in the ss dungeon he's BFF (the ss rank dude) is trapped there orrrrr he IS the ss rank dude and there's someone else there he's looking for (guide maybe??? Possibly a body) BONUS: MC & ML are star-cross lovers and met in the ss dungeon but didn't realize it AND 2% chance ML is actually looking for the MC in the ss dungeon (or the guy the MC saw die)
Idk bout u guys but despite not being a fan of alphaxalpha, this is SO GOOD. I LOVE HOW FLAWED THESE CHARACTERS ARE. The way the author didn't give a linear approach (the flashbacks) to the story makes you anticipate on the story on why they're the way they are. I think I like the way it makes you think. Only problem I had is, the start of the story is a little confusing. That may be the reason why the story doesn't get the recognition it deserves
I'm a fan of alpha x alpha exactly for that reason. In most alpha x alpha, both uke and seme stand on the same ground, both have flaws and are generally is just more realistic and dynamic....
Omega x alphas usually have twink campy ukes and the uke and alpha do NOT stand on the same level, extreme power imbalance and whatnot, which I guess aligns with a lot of ppl's fetish but ugh not for me
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