I cried a lot reading this cause I can somehow relate to them. I shut in myself for more than a year now and ignored calls and messages just from everyone. Also I'm in a kinda toxic environment where I feel anxious about my mom cause she beats me up cause I'm useless, and she barges in my room whenever she feel like it and she body shamed me in front of our neighbor. But that neighbor, an old lady, didn't shame me like my mom did, they said it's fine to have this kind of body. Also I'm anxious about this old guy who was at first nice to me, giving me gifts but later on he ended up assaulting me which also contributed on the reason why I'm a shut in. My mom doesn't know about what he did so she can't shun him away everytime he's in our house, where I feel I want to disappear so I hide in my room. She thinks I'm abnormal. She nags me on how I'm such a failure and wished I wasn't born, I also wished I wasn't born. She wished I'm just like the kids in our neighborhood. She always made me feel insecure that's why I always want to leave that house but I can't leave my bed where I feel the safest and sometimes not. I don't know who else to talk to cause I talked to a friend a couple times but she was in that kind of situation too where we both want to take away our lives, leave our pain behind but we are having doubts holding the thin string we can grab. We're trying, it's not the best but we try.
I like their position, it's refreshing to see and I want them to experiment more of different ones
That trauma kicking in feels like shit damn, and having a panic attack in public is shittier. Feeling safe in someone's embrace is really what Nakyum needed and the music box is so cute.
He exploded like it's new year and Taesung why so mad? Bet you like how he squeezes you and now he develops a new fetish. It will never be the same again and next time he'll beg you to choke him.
Ahahahah you make me scream so true
Who won't cry with that anaconda as thicc as his arms??? And you didn't prep him enough (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ
The latest chap almost made me tear up and now I understand why Hyun hated Ivan in the early chaps. I kinda feel Ivan having a hard time expressing himself and I need Hyun as my friend.
This left me with complicated feelings, and I love it cause it made me feel a lot of emotions that makes this somewhat realistic, where Sewoong's manipulative and stalkerish behavior weren't shove aside leaving Soo Il in that toxic relationship. I'm happy that Soo Il found somebody that can match the effort that he exerts in the relationship tho I need a closure between Sewoong and Soo Il, even if they aren't gonna end up together well at least maybe it could've prevented Sewoong from ending his life then he could have gone to therapy to help him with his issues. But did Soo Il really didn't know Sewoong died?
I accidentally downvoted TT
I dont think hr died though... he tried to but couldnot Is what I understood.
What what did you said?! Who died???? He dead?!
It was mentioned on the authors but dunno I'm confused
*author's note
Oh that's the first ending the author has in mind, Se Woong dying but they changed it into just them drifting apart.
Well it’s better then to be dead!!! Right?!
Thank you uploader-san. I hope your grandpa gets well and there's no need to rush on the updates so please take it easy.
Yeats and Jack: developed blindfold, choking and bareback fetish
Me: ( ´◡‿ゝ◡`)
May their lives be kinkier and more
colorful ( ꈍᴗꈍ)
Forgot to play e-girls are ruining my life at the background lol.
Can I just say... Woojin is so pretty, every chapter is just not complete without him.