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Can someone help me find a yaoi manga? I can't remember the name of it but I remember that the uke was depressed at a bar and a guy comes up to him. They start talking about why he's depressed and it turns out that the the guy was the uke's boyfriend's first man and he told the uke that he alone couldn't satisfy the seme, so he came up with a way to test it. The uke handcuffed the seme to a bar above the bed and walked out handing the guy the key and the guy proceeds to rape him and when he doesn't moan the guy pulls out a knife and starts cutting him to make him scream so that the uke thinks he is enjoying himself and when he leaves the uke come in to find him badly injured. After he gets out of the hospital they make up and have sex and I remember that the uke always wore leather outfits.

there was a manga that I read years back (but I can't remember the title now) and the story goes: the main characters were classmates in high school and met again after a reunion when they were in college or already working. they didn't know that they were in love with each other back in high school. the light-haired one actually wanted to confess to the dark-haired one during a trip to the beach with their friends. but the light hair ended up telling a girl senpai about his feelings and plans. but he got too drunk (he was drinking to get courage to confess) and he didn;t get to confess in the end. since the senpai knew, the light hair and the senpai had been close with each other.

the dark hair was also secretly in love with his friend. but he never had the courage to confess because he was afraid of ruining their friendship. and after he saw on the next morning of the trip that the light hair was close to the senpai, it gave him the impression (and everyone else) that the two were now going out with each other.

going back to the reunion, the light hair and the senpai announce that they were getting married. it turned out that after high school the two guys lost contact with each other. the light hair and the senpai got closer and had developed a relationship. although they broke up several times, they still managed to stay together.

at the end of the last chapter that I read, the dark hair left the restaurant, but the light hair told him that he was happy that they met again and that he wanted to keep in contact.

They were secretly wishing that the other would live a happy life.

... the story left me with a bitter feeling. and I've read this several years back. I want to read it again because I want to know if they ever get to tell each other their feelings or it really just ends with that bitterness.

damn, it has been years and i don't even remember the title or the mangaka but that story still keeps popping up in my head from time to time.

Please help me! thank you!

hi guys, do you know any BL with a hikikimori, NEET or freeter? :D



e.g: Count H, Konbini-kun, Akihabara Fall in Love, Koi o Suru nara Kono Machi de...

I think it starts with a guy and he gets dumped or something by a girl so he's like "I hate girls so much!" and I can only remember a few other pieces but I think he ends up with one of the guys from his company who's also a friend? And in another chapter they're drunk and another guy mistakes him for his wife or something?? (づ￣ ³￣)づ sorry for the bad description lol

http://sora-protectoroflight.tumblr.com/post/127611894327

I was on my tumbr dash and this pic set came up and I would love to know if anyone out there recognizes this manga? Please?

Hi I hope somebody can help me identify the title of this?
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/omoisugoshi_mo_koi_no_uchi/mf/v01/c008/1/

ALRIGHT so I'm looking for some anime series recommendations!! What are your favorites? I'd personally love anything with fantastic animation and good plot and characters. Any genre is fine!! (although I'm not too hot on anime that oversexualize girls or kind of write them without any substance... I'm fine with sexual themes in general tho). Other than that, I like fantasy, sports, slice of light, dark/mature, sci-fi -- anything! Thanks in advance!!!

Yakuza Yaoi mangas?
long Yaoi mangas?
Where the seme tells their point of view/story ?
Thank you

Looking for this twisted yaoi manga i read a few months ago. The story is about this corrupt/twisted cop (Seme) he uses this juvenile criminal he caught to have sex with him whenever he wants. It wasn't really love since the seme would often force the uke to have sex and just basically mistreat him. One day the seme decides to end the relationship he had with the uke since he had no desire to keep him (Pretty much the uke was like a sex toy) so before he walks out the door the uke finally gets revenge.. Well in his case a sick twisted type of love he felt for the seme after years of being used he hits him over the head with a bat (Or something along the lines and knocks the seme unconscious) The uke literary hurts him and is now keeping him on his bed in order for the cop not to escape anymore. I might have some details a bit off since i haven't read this in a while. But if anyone is able to find this ill be thankful <3

Well after having a wonderful topic with a friend of mines about our first anime/manga crush i thought about asking the same question to everyone in mangago. <3 Name your first crush in anime/manga??
Mines was Trunks from DBZ... :3