If I were him I'd just kill myself instead of falling in love with my family's killer
he was the just the knife the one who pushed it was the dude controlling him, can’t hate someone who literally had no emotion throughout his service at the border, tbh killing yourself would be a waste all together because you ain’t even finna try to continue the blood line or even just live for the sake of you surviving such a terrible thing?
That chapter lasted longer than my ex lol