he doesn't even last a day, mf heart already goes "badum" over seyeong sleeping face and he thought he could just up and leave once seyeong fall in love with him, he is on a whole another level of delusional pls
i know karhan brand of ml where the ml is actually not as the rumors had said and he's not that bad is basically a cliche atp BUT the way karhan is written genuinely didn't feel like a cliche.
maybe bcuz for most of the other misunderstood ml, they aren't rlly bothered by the misunderstanding that much? so to see ml that rlly care abt the misunderstanding and bothered by the rumors but somewhat resigned to it is just a little bit different than normal. and i genuinely love how obvious karhan is with his emotions and he's genuinely really sweet and not even in the sense of "only being nice and sweet to someone that he cared", he's just a nice guy that got a fierce face and horrible rumor surrounding him
karhan and ilya is quickly climbing on the ranks of my favourite fl and ml
did he... stop breathing bcuz of panic for a second there or am i overthinking it?
let's be real heejae, the one who fell first is you and the one who's gonna fell deeper is also you. if you actually managed to "throw him away", you're just gonna regret it and hurt him so like let's NOT do that and just throw that plan away
this is the type of game that i feel like i would just waste time obsessively trained/grinding for the character to get really op before progressing bcuz i just fucking hate the idea of losing character and having to build a whole new character
i really hadn't expect for heejae pov to be like this tbh, like i was expecting scheming or something more shady or idk a plot twist like exposing that heejae knew all along or something but no, his pov is just him being all cute and delulu like a highschool girl in love lmao
oh god, i love taegun's character and i love the way the artist potrayed him. i know a lot of ppl would probably found him frustrating or a typical tsundere whatever character but the way we see how he have his own chibi little thoughts fighting each other is so perfect with representing how trauma can lead you to be paranoid and have some very irrational instinct and that, even tho you have logical thinking, it's hard to battle that instinct.
i love taegun and anyone who hurt him have to die
i will never not love this part, it's just so rare that we see the mc fully indulge in revenge that is not his own, torturing the abuser in such particular details. like the way cale never even reprimand raon desire for revenge, giving him full support. outwardly, he doesn't look that angry or emotional abt it but he stayed for the entire time of the torture for raon sake, i just love them so much
the detail on how lara pat her father when she 'scold' him because that's how her mother did it to her is sooooooo cute and endearing, it reminded me of how there's a time whenever my youngest sister cried and i hug her, i can feel her hand pat my back as she cried because she is used to people patting her back when she is crying, it's just so cute ╥﹏╥
i knows its a cliche but i always love it when the character were drawn to be like actors and we got like "behind the screen" shot of them, like it's sooooo interesting imagining them having a different personality and dynamic than the one they currently have
it's also a good way for me to cope with the angst and heartbreak
please i do not want igaguri to be in the 23 players chosen, like he's barely relevant in these past hundred chapters and suddenly he's going to be relevant, ain't no way. i kinda hope he at least get a bid and he take it so that will be the end of it
BRO DO YOU LIKE HIM OR NOT I AM SO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW. most of the time when the uke is like doesn't know if he should open his heart to the seme bcuz he's afraid of getting played, it always seem a little bit dumb bcuz to us, it is so obvious how in love the seme is with the uke but bro, in this case, even i am confused, like i was so sure the seme had feelings for the uke at one point and then he seems to have some bad plan and now i am not so sure like bro can you not be so suspicious ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
unrelated to the chapter because this chapter is just wholesome tbh but like i kinda hate the fact there's always have to be one girl in everything, it feel so forced. and no im not saying this because i hate girl or whatever, it just so annoying how consistent the pattern is and how irrelevant most of the girls are to the story except for his sister, one of the badass girl in his ex group and then the business lady.
like at least make it varied in number a little bit, maybe in his friend group, there's two girls and then in his ex numbers assassination group, there's like three, idk. i also just rlly wish he would live happily ever after with just his family and not somehow get married with that girl in his friend group that has a crush on him because bro??? the chemistry is non existent
the way cale leaned close to vicross is hmmm... giving me gay vibes
"obviously the two were instantly destroyed by me" idk why but the way he said it make it really funny to me, he doesn't even think that there's a wild miracle possibility of them beating him
this is a story abt a gangster who's in the body of an idol, it only make sense that they showed his idol life and personally i like seeing him being an idol. i get that yall want development but like it's probably best for yall to just drop the manhwa for a while and came back again when it has tons of more chapters because currently, we are clearly in the 'filler' arc, the next chapter is still going to be idol life so instead of repeating the same complaint, wouldn't it be better for your own sake to put this on hold first?
if this paparazzi mf cause any more unecessary pain and drama, istg i will beat him up myself (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
this is the first time i have despised a seme so much i wish i can fucking jump into their world just to beat him up and take the uke away from all of this bullshit. i have been reading so many toxic and manipulative seme but none of them has made me as mad as i am with this one like genuinely fuck him, i hope his dick fall off and get cut into pieces, the uke doesn't deserved any of this shit
for the whole time im reading this chapter, that tiktok song "you are a scammer, fillet mighnon" is playing in my brain