I really appreciate both the author and translator to try to stick so heavily to the actual reality of this illness. I can understand that when you write something you're specifically telling the story of those characters and not speaking for all the situations out there (as this is not an actual medical magazine, it's intend is to entertain) so I'm fine about how this turned out but that extra knowledge placed by translator on how to (respectfully) differentiate fiction and reality amazed me.
I'm honestly happy.
Overall, I guess both author and translator explained all O well that I don't have a lot of pinpoints to do, just maybe certain add-ons through my personal experience.
1.-It is possible to switch that fast (talking about the fanservice character). It's not usual and is TIRING AS FUCK. Usually it happens when a trigger is activated, or there's a heavy conflict about what the body should do
Between 2 or more personalities. So that situation could happen, but in my experience I could just lost full conciousness or become unable to move after regaining control of my body. It also depends on how closely related or how "complete" are the personalities fighting.
2.-Translator said that the tablet scene was a visual representation for viewers but it's just metaphorically. In my personal experience this is untrue: I am able to see and speak regularly with the others on an actual inner space/world. I've also know few other people that can, but this is not the case for everyone. The amount of "world building" is also depending on each person. If you've seen Wandavision that's a pretty accurate depiction on how an inner world could be perceived. And if you haven't seen it, what you're expecting? It's awesome!
3.-Reintegration don't happen like that. Just to let you know that this is an expedite storytelling due the short amount of chapters they have, but reintegration can be really, REALLY slow and it has a lot of side effects while happening. It could also be spontaneous, but usually when this happen sooner or later it breaks down again as it's not correctly processed. Also, it's kind of unhealthy to reintegrate because of an outside person. It can be of course a support on your therapy, but in real life this could carry a lot of bad consequences, starting with co-dependance or even an unconscious grudge. The best way to do it is because you want to do it, and If you don't want to that's ok too. It's hella needed to go to therapy, but you don't go to "fix" DID, you go there to help you be healthier and happier. Everyone is happy in different ways, so if you decide to keep your personalities that's completely fine, as long as there's peace and respect between them and on yourself.
How long can mangago comments go? Well, I'm gonna post another one right below this one just to be on the safe end
So... My browser deleted my long comments twice ;-; so I'm a little tired now...
But feel free to pm me if you have any other questions regarding this illness. As a patient myself I think awareness is important so I try to be pretty open about it! And if you think that you could be having symptoms you can also Pm me! I'd glad to listen.
Even so... If you don't have the courage to approach me I can tell you that no one will help you more than a therapist. Please take care of your mental health and approach one!
Greetings.
oh woww..i have some questions if ur comfortable w/ answering..
well first,, how many alters do you have¿
did you always have DID?
you said you were able to talk with them like in an innerspace, how is that?.. idk how to phrase it, but can you like see them?
SORRY IF THESE ARE LIKE RLLY PERSONAL.. im just really curious
It's ok. It's not unconfortable anymore, thank you for being considerate.
1.-After absortion I was alone. But after that I split again. At the moment, we're only 3 and I have total control. Before that we were really a lot.
2.-No. As I said before I'm actually an alternative personality, so "I" was not the one with personalities. I can't remember everything that this body experienced, but rumours say that the first split was when they were 6 years old. I cannot confirm this, tho. There's a possibility that "our" memories were altered to fit the story appropriately.
3.-Literally saw them: their features, clothes, details, everything. There was a lot of infighting, so we settled a council to discuss desitions (Before absortion) regarding both our inner world and the exterior world. It was more or less like in this manga (that scene with the table), so I found it curious. Just as a general matter that I learned while on therapy: If you're able to see them in real life (Exterior world) is not DID, it could be schizophrenia or another kind of dellusion. If you see them "inside your head" then is (could be) DID.
oooh, thanks for sharing!! i have one last question,, u said that rn you have total control so does that mean that like the others can’t switch at anytime, or are you able to stop or make it happen? sorry, i’m not sure if i phrased that right
I understand what you mean. I have control over them fully. They're not able to switch without my permission... Well, maybe one of them can, but is not willing. He has the "power" but that doesn't mean it'll use it unless it's an emergency or an inminent danger.
Both of them are not interested in the outside world, so there's actually no switching. Kind of. It would be a pretty extensive explanation what kind of life they're living; but for this purpose they don't interact with the outside world. Even if that one wants to do it, if I'm on my full self I can stop him immediately. Even so we have a great relationship so that's not a problem.
It's important to state that the important part of overcoming DID is not to erese the alternative personalities, but to learn how to cope with the "real" world: danger, anger, sadness and all that stuff. I don't allow them to live my life, even if it's painful. I allow myself to have them with me because of how much I care about them (or well, one of them the other one it's a complex topic) and because I think it's selfish to end his life for my wellbeing. He went through such hardships just to protect me, just eresing him when I was better felt wrong. But I try to not engage on toxic mentalities, leaving him any kind of burden because It's not healthy for myself. Because of this, the "switching" part stopped tobeing a problem. I also confronted the thrauma that started all this thing. And I can say now I'm a happier, much stable and fulfilled person.
And again: This is MY way. It's different for each patient, as people's minds are all different from each others (And thrauma + life experiences develop in different ways).
I'm actually watching this MCU serie right now "Wandavision", I recommend it. I'm amazed because is more or less how we experienced our "inner world". Maybe that can give you an idea somehow
oo alri i understand more clearly now,, thank u smm for sharing! and i’ve heard of wandavision alot, i’ll defo check it out now tytyy
It would be safer to shoot the driver and try to take control of the car. You'd have a way to escape easier and less bruised.
As long as driver don't turn the wheel it should be ok. As soon as they take the body away from the accelerator the car would start going slow.
What if he would be carrying guns illegally and even if he would have shout the driver in a way he does not die from the shot . If the police would have investigated then they would have found out everything and besides their were flames all over the road , I don't think they would have take out the car savely
Aside from what the person above wrote, the windows can be bullet-proof. After all Keith is often in such situations, it would be that his cars have bullet-proof windows for his safety. Not sure, but it could also be a reason why he didn't shoot the driver. Besides if the driver survived they can interogate him.
He was... like... literally just behind him. That's a clean headshot for sure. You need to be really, REALLY bad at shooting to fail that. He also had to spend 3 bullets on the door, that could have been on that guy's temples. Even if He miracusly don't die it would be completely incapacitated. Oh, and don't forget that it's safer to shoot at a person than to a car's door... there's a lot of metal there, and He was really close, it could have ricocheted back and hurt either him or his partner. And I'm kind of amazed it was not a armored car taking into account how wealthy he is and apperantly how common is for him to be targeted.
It's exactly because there are flames all over the road that it was better to take the car than to go on foot. You can turn around and go back faster, leaving the fire behind or at least trying to take adventage. Even if they get trapped in the fire, at least they would be nearest to the place where they split with their bodyguards. And even if they were not able to take the car, at least they could have made it safely stop before jumping out. Or at least slow down. And to be sure, of course that the driver guy won't follow them, roll them over or pull a gun of their own.
This is a survival moment, it's better to pay a fine for illegal guns than... you know, die. Even if He goes to jail (That I see almost impossible with his power and money. Also it will be easy to demostrate they were assaulted and it was self-defense), at least he could protect at his pregnant partner better, who is already sick. Just the stress of the situation can make him go into labor/espontaneus abort, not to mention walking in a dangerous area with fire spreading like hell and probably a lot of smoke.
The floor colapsing over the driver was "lucky", but if that wouldn't be like that they would still had to kill him to be able to escape.
I kind of understand why He was an asshole, it's the kind of life He lived. Upon meeting this omega kid He understood life better and He's doing an effor to become a better person... wich is frigging hard after spending all your life living in a bubble.
He has been somewhat good since some time ago, and He was really caring and ready to clean his mess before omega pulled that sh*t on him. Do you all forget Omega kid basically attacked him, tried to make him mad and threaten him with killing his baby after making him impotent.
That's... I mean, I understand omega went through a lot, I'm not (totally) blaming him but Keith was not the same from before. He was trying to communicate better and so, and omega boy was the one with all this mess in his head without even attempting to properly communicate..
Well, that happen. And that's ok (I guess?) now they're kind of even. But Keith is going extra here, without blaming him or holding any grudge. He's actually caring for him, answering all his questions, trying to talk. He is telling he won't touch him (nor touch anyone else) and that He is safe. He's trying to fix this situation without any ulterior motives.
So......... Why you all hate him so much? You say Dane was sweet but Keith is also pretty sweet. And Dane can also be an asshole. So they're kind of even, actually.
And I'm not blaming you for hate him at the beginning. I'm just talking about his character development
Right
I haven’t forgiven him completely yet but warmed my heart seeing the raws. Also can I repost this to let people see? I’ll add my own little info about his mother
Sure
No, genius: He's not "such a baby", he is a mentally ill person that is doing his best effor to pleasure YOU and is having a breakdown as you're pressuring too hard.
If you're being honest about your feelings when something hurt you and your partner goes all "oh, you're crying as a means to manipulate me, right?" he's an asshole and you must seek for a better partner.
And finally: Yes, sometimes you can find a kink without previously knowing and move on with it, but for fuck's sake not when your partner is emotionally unstable like that and not with the idea of "getting revange" or making them "suffer". That's just disgusting.
I'm reading how "good" are for each other. No, they're not. They're toxic as hell. That beta guy is becoming a complete asshole and the omega is exchanging his obsession for someone new, becoming completely co-dependant. Maybe He's "behaving better", but that doesn't mean that any of this is fucking helathy.
I've repeated this so many times before, but I think I need to do it EVERY CHAPTER: This manga is good fap material, not a relationship advise. Please, PLEASE stop romanticizing any of this beyond a fictional standpoint. Nothing in this manga is helthy. They're all sick as fuck.
If He treats her like sh*t then this will turn into Seven's route.
There's no better way to know
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I JUST SAID TO MY SISTER
I was sure that the prince would try to interfer and stuff, I'm really surprised about this. It's refreshing to see side characters that actually wish happiness to the main character instead of just trying to "steal" them.
I've cope with all the raping and terrible relationships in this manwha under the idea that "well, they're alpha and omega and this is a fictional world, it's understandable their relationships are different than real ones because of their pheromones"
Kyungsoo is a beta.
If He touches Chonwoo in the next chapter I'm fucking done. There's no way in hell to justify that. He's an asshole with Chonwoo already but if He touch him now I think I'll crash my laptop.
I hate him, damn it.
Dude, nothing is happening yet and youre quick to label him as if althroughout the manhwa he was doing shit dude's fucking innocent since day one, how does your brain work? There are other characters in here that deserve that title. Jesus i cant with these dumbos
I wonder how you can say he's an asshole when he hasn't done anything wrong yet.
I've been saying this since the first arc of his plot with Chanwoo. As I said: He is already an asshole, it doesn't depend on if He continues or not.
And yes, a lot of characters here are assholes. This is pretty messed up people.
I'm not sure if I need to make this clear because it seems obvious but.... It doesn't matter if you're married, if your partner says "no" and "stop" and starts crying you should stop. Period. There's no excuse, unless you had a previous agreement about it (with a safe word, preferbly).
And now the guy that didn't want to be a bottom, didn't want to have kids, didn't want to end up with an alpha... but ended up with all of that even so, have a thrauma about other Omegas and can't approach them. Great.
This is some serious sick shit right here. Really.
If you just check this to fap or whatever, that's ok. I just really hope no one takes this as a relationship advise or thinks "ooh so cute! he's jelous"
SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE BACK!! I 100% agree with you- doesn’t mean you get married to somebody else doesn’t mean that’s a agreement for you to rape your partner. Behind all means- if they say they don’t want to do it anymore, you should immediately stop. No matter all means (づ￣ ³￣)づ
And to all those who think he is chikdlish and all
Hts a reminder that the blonde was like 19-20 when they met and got pregnant probably by rape, and found out he is not an alpha, and had to give birth, then driven away form the hospital,, then finding out he was bonded,, then having to face the difference in social status and ability,, and all the other shit he went through plus his childhood trauma due to emotional abuse and child neglect
I mena one of these things is enough for an identity crisis but noooo people have to give him shit for it
Yes I think he deserves better, and also although he didn't do the best thing he went through things
Let me remind you they are basically strangers when he got pregnant,,, and it takes time to get past that stage so let him be,,, he needs to figure out his life and feelings,,,
frr like fargo had some serious plot in the first season but there were hardly in betweens. like how did hyesung cope with being raped? being pregnant at his early twenties? i have a shit ton of questions yo
That's exactly the problem, this author just can't let the poor kid have a f*cking break. He was faced toward several thraumatic experiences one by one without giving him time to deal with anything. The only reason why He could handle all that shit without turning permanently scared and maybe suicidal is his light and selfish personality: THOSE TRAITS THAT EVERYONE HATES. He protects himself quite well, adapting to his situation and looking for an adventageous point. That's a survival instinct. He's handling all this stuff quite well, but it looks like this guy that "loves him" only wants to make things difficult for him all the time.
Tbh his running away was very important cz it kinda gave him a a sense of security so he can think things over,, and get a peace of mind like organise the facts and stuff,, it dint solve nayhting but it gave him time to prepare for the future he will soon have to face
I swear if dojin or whatever was an ugly dude we were going to be looking at a lawsuit here,, like people who support him and stuff can't they see what he did is a very morally questionable thing,,, and between the two of them he is the adult and he is the older one
I'm not blaming him and the whole story is really interesting and this turn of events is cool and all but.. BUT
I was just so in love with the family setting. And I know Hari too. It's being hard for me to let go of that mental image.
I don't want to bash in it or anything, it's just my personal feeling towards it. I really love this author tho
I have to be honest, I've loved Hana as a character until now, but that turn was just so quick I couldn't handle it.
I feel deceived, I feel betrayed. And I think Zen will be devastated as she was all flirty and gave him hope.
Also Seven is not at all like the story in the game.
I have to say that was dick move, deciding on her own that she couldn't have Zen (After make him fall in love for her and giving him all those mixed signals) and then kissing Seven just because He declared without placing her own feelings on check and clarifying things with Zen beforehand. It looks like it's just a replacement, a "He's as pityful as me so we deserve eachother as this is the only amount of love I can have". It doesn't feels right.
And it's not about me being Zen's team or anything, I don't really care about the final ship but this is somehow... weird. And Jaehee's change of heart was also all of a sudden and weirdly done.
As a true fan of the Mystic Messenger Game I'm a little upset about this chapter. Well, no, I'm actually really upset like... I'm thinking of dropping it