I used to love this, I remember when the updates got me all excited and I couldn't wait to read it. The thing is: we're already on the third season, but nothing seems to change. No concrete signals of a rebellion, the seme is trying to get power, but at a turtle's pace and it's getting off hands the way they explicitly show the r*pe against the uke. I read today's chapter really fast because it was so painful to see. I understand we're supposed to hate the villain, but it's crystal clear how we hate him, no need to continue this any further. And beyond this, it infuriates me to think how broken the seme will find the uke. I'm just really frustrated right now, hope things get better at some point.
The black haired seme has supported the uke all these years and I think he sees as if the uke owned him total devotion. But the truth is that the uke probably never even thought of him that way, as we will realize further in the story. I’m probably the only one cheering for the other seme, but I always end up cheering for the guy who came after rather than the childhood friend, because yes, the friend came first, but never had the courage to confess to the uke and now, while facing the possibility of losing him, he gets all possessive and crazy (as you will soon see).
it's just my opinion and nobody needs to agree, but I just kinda hated the flow of the whole story. like, the main couple was really rushed, but at least ended well and I thought the same would be applied to the side couple, how mistaken was I? it's an endless cycle of annoying behaviors (from the uke and the two semes). like, how is it possible that you, who supposedly love your childhood friend, ignore everything he wants just because you're horny and "can't take it" (to the hell if he wants you to fuck him, but okay). or how can you, as the uke, repeat chapter after chapter how you don't even like him that way, but continues to let him do whatever he wants?. and don't let me get started about the second seme, who thinks he likes the uke, but is just horny and would fuck anyone. I dropped this, but I thought it would be better to warn new readers, so you wouldn't be as disappointed as me, who was here since the beginning. don't be fooled by the art, that's one of the most frustrating stories I ever read. once again, you don't have to agree to it, I'm just venting.
the rape itself was totally disgusting, but detail the whole scene like that? it made me nauseous...