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You were amazing puting all your notes. They are definetly needed because there are people reding this... thing and living a similar situation which they can't get out.
I DON'T SUPPORT THE AUTHOR ROMANTICIZING RAPE. However I see it's important to make stories on this matter showing how fucked up a relation can become, it can help other to have the courage to get out.
IF YOU ARE LIVING A SITUATION LIKE THAT, PLEASE SEEK HELP. THE ABUSER WILL NEVER CHANGE. SAVE YOUR LIFE. TELL SOMEBODY YOU TRUST. CALL LIFE SUPPORTING LINES. DON'T GIVE UP, LIFE IS WORTH LIVING.
All my love and support for you, wherever you are!